“No, you’re not okay. Him touching you is not okay. None of this is okay.” He kneeled down in front of the bed and kissed one of my knees. “You tell me everything. I’m goin’ to fuckin’ kill that mother fucker.”
“Conner, no, you can’t! Please! I told him you went back to Kentucky and that you and I were just friends. He suspects it was more, but he really thinks you’re gone.”
He buried his head between my legs and I played with his brown hair. “Why would you tell him that? I ain’t afraid of his pussy ass. You let him confront me and I’ll show his ass what a real man looks like. I don’t need to lay a hand on a woman to feel good about myself.”
I let go of his head and wiped away the tears that were falling. “I told him you left to protect you. I don’t want you fighting for me. I definitely don’t want you involved in my mess.”
He ran his hands up my legs as he climbed up on the bed beside me. “Your mess is my mess, don’t you get that by now? We’re in whatever this is, together. You’re not alone anymore. You have me. Damn, woman, would you stop tryin’ to push me away when all I want to do is be with you? Are you that messed up from his abuse that you can’t see how much I want you for myself?” He kissed the side of my face and traced the back of his hand down between my breasts, before stopping it on my stomach, while his lips brushed my ear. “I’m not afraid to fight for what I want, darlin’, and you know better than anyone that I always get what I want.”
I closed my eyes and attempted to focus on the situation and not the fact that we were naked and my body was already reacting to his touch.
His hand slid down to my hips, traveling even further until it traced around the lips of my sex. A fire started between my legs that was leading to an apparent volcanic eruption. “Conner…”
“Shh, just let me love you.” In one swift move his fingers breached my opening and spread my lips. I felt them sliding inside of me right before his thumb rubbed firmly over my clit. Conner knew how to bend his fingers just the right way to send me climbing the ceiling in ecstasy. As his movements quickened, so did the tiny moans escaping my mouth. He pressed his mouth against mine and teased me with his tongue, not letting me touch it. The more he teased me with it, the more I fought to feel it mingle with mine. He licked my chin. “I want to taste every inch of you.”
“Conner, please don’t stop.” I cried out for him as my body released against his fingers. He pulled them out and rubbed my wetness all over my pussy lips.
Finally, he let me kiss him and the first time his tongue touched mine, I felt tingling through my whole body again. He grabbed my hair and bit down on my bottom lip, pulling it with him as he moved back. “I want to make love to you, Amy.”
I knew what I had to do; what I had to say. I pushed him down on the bed and climbed on top of him so that he slid right inside of me. I lifted up my ass and let it fall back down, repeating it until we found our groove. He groaned and closed his eyes, but just as he was opening them again, he looked right at me. I leaned my head back and let myself go with the movements. Conner’s length provided for the ultimate pleasure. I lifted my body up, removing him almost completely, before sitting back down abruptly. He growled and grabbed my hips to guide me to do it again. The closer I came to removing it, the more he tugged at my hips. “Do you want to get behind me?”
“No, I need to see your face.”
I don’t know if it was those words, but something sent me over the edge. As the muscular walls of my sex tightened, I felt Conner releasing. He held me still and bit down on his lip before finally pulling me down into his chest. “Please say it, Amy. I just need to hear you admit it.”
I kissed the inside of his neck and sat up to look directly at him. “I love you.”
It was the truth…
A truth that would break his heart when he found out we had to stop seeing each other.
Chapter 23
Conner
I think my damn heart skipped a beat when she said those words to me. For days I’d been so caught up with what was happening with my family and the fear of losing her, that hearing her say that made everything better.
I held Amy in my arms for a while, before carrying her to the shower and washing her down. Once we were clean, we climbed back into bed and tangled our bodies back together. It didn’t matter what we were doing as long as I was touching her.
“Conner, I came here tonight to tell you we couldn’t see each other anymore.”
It didn’t shock me. Amy was being threatened and until I could get her out of that house, she needed to keep her guard up. “You know I’m not goin’ to let that happen.”