I put my hand over her lips. "We ain't discussin' that right now. Tonight is about you and me. Their ain't no goin' back on what we've already done."
For the first time in my life of being with a woman, I was worried about what she was thinking. This felt too damn good to never be able to happen again. Husband or not, I wanted more.
I didn't let her argue, for the most part because I didn't want to hear that whatever this was, ended when we left this place.
"But I..."
My lips hit hers. I wasn't giving her a chance to argue with me. I was too darn stubborn to hear her tell me no.
After our shower, where I refused to let her get a word in edge wise, we took ourselves back to bed. After checking my phone, it was only one in the morning. We still had so much time to be together.
Once we were under the covers, I pulled her close to me. She nestled herself into my body. “I never thought you'd be doing this with me."
I groaned and cleared my throat. "Yeah, I reckon' this isn't a side of me I show very often."
Her arms squeezed me tighter. "Thank you, Conner, for making me feel safe for the first time in my life."
"Don't mention it. I'm sure I will go back to bein' someone you hate in no time." Not that I wanted that to happen, but it was bound to. I wasn't relationship material and if she thought this was going in that direction, well she was wrong. I wasn't wired that way. Sure, being with her made me feel like I could change my mind, but her marital status kept me from thinking it could ever be more.
I patted her on the back and kept my hold on her. "Why don't you get some sleep. I know you have to work tomorrow."
She slid her hands around and grabbed my cock. "You were right, you know."
I looked down at her. "About what?"
"I can't get enough of it, of you." She started stroking me. "I need more."
I let out a laugh that involved choking. "I think it needs time to recuperate, darlin'."
She disappeared under the covers. "I can keep it company until its ready."
I felt her mouth kissing it and moved away the covers to watch. Seeing her tongue slide up and down the base of my shaft sent tingles down both my legs. Her red hair fell down in her face and I reached down and tucked it behind her ear.
She looked up at me as she licked the tip. "Tell me if I do something wrong. I'm not really good at this."
I cocked my eyebrow. "I find it hard to believe you'd ever be bad at anything." I watched her take as much of my length as she could handle into her mouth. Her head bobbed a couple times and it was such a tight fit that I couldn't take how good it felt. I threw my head back against the pillow and grabbed her head. Just holding my hand there, feeling her moving up and down. She worked so hard, stroking me with one hand and using her mouth to take me over the edge. When I felt myself nearing release I pulled her off. "You may want to stop now."
She shook my hand off her head. "I want it in my mouth. I want to taste you."
Amy took me back in her mouth and started bobbing up and down. I wasn't sure how much I had left in me, but it was enough to fill her little mouth. I could feel it coming out and her moaning as it hit her throat. She held her mouth there for a few seconds then finally released me. I waited for her to gag or run to the bathroom, but that little red head smiled and licked her lips. "Did I do good?"
She climbed up beside me. I began to laugh. "Don't ask me shit like that. You're damn near perfect. Now, get over here and teach me how to do this cuddle thing."
She may not have belonged to me, but she was mine in this room and I wasn't sure I wanted to check out.
Chapter 10
Amy
I didn’t want to go to sleep, because that meant that tomorrow would be here and I would have to say goodbye to this man that held me in his arms and made me feel so many wonderful things. I wanted to savor every single second and lose myself in him over and over again.
They say that all good things must come to an end. The thought gave me a stomach ache.
Conner had made it clear that he didn’t get tied down and he wasn’t relationship material. I think that’s what was making me so crazy. How could we have connected like we just had and it not continue? He’d awakened me and given me the most pleasure that a woman could experience.
My eyes started stinging and I knew I couldn’t hold back the tears. I don’t know why I was crying. I knew what this was and that we shouldn’t have done it.
Conner looked down and pulled my face up toward him. Even through my blurred vision, his green eyes gave me butterflies. I didn’t care if he was cocky, all I cared about was being able to feel this way again.
“Don’t do this, Blaze.”