“Not at all. Mind if I join you?”
She laughs. “Only if you can behave.”
“You know that I can’t.”
“Well. Try anyway.” She gets up and stretches. “God, that was so weird. I’ve never had anything like that before.”
I grin. “We can do better, you know.”
“How?”
“Plug in your ass. Cock in your pussy. Fingers in your mouth. Or cock in your ass, vibrator in your pussy. Or whatever you want.”
She bites her lip. “That’s so dirty.”
“I know it is.” I grin and stretch a little bit. “But that’s why it’s so hot.”
“Yeah. You’re right.” She blushes like she just admitted something bad then quickly disappears into the bathroom.
I watch her go and smile. The shower turns on and I let her have a couple of minutes alone in there. I know sometimes women want a little privacy after that sort of thing, especially when it’s their first time with something new.
I can’t believe this happened tonight. I didn’t plan on it, not at all. I thought she’d be embarrassed but a little into it, and we’d slowly work up to this point. But I guess catching her masturbating really put a rush on my plans, and I’m not complaining.
I don’t mind taking it slow. If she’s not ready for my cock, that’s okay. I can make her feel good without fucking her, at least at first. But soon she’s going to have me deep between her legs, and I know I’m already impatient for it. I can tell her pussy is so fucking tight and ready for me. I’ll glide deep inside of her dripping wet little cunt and she’ll scream my name.
I get up out of bed, grinning to myself. My cock is starting to stir, but I promised to be good. I’m just going to shower with her, kiss her, make her know that I’m starting to care about her. The real shit can start later, but for now, she’ll know what I really want. And that’s her, every inch of her, every part of her, everything about her.
I don’t care if she’s inexperienced. She’ll be plenty experienced by the time I’m through with her.
12
Erin
I’m practically still vibrating when I get home from Griffin’s.
I can’t stop thinking about him. The way he touched me, the way he made me feel. He was so confident and he knew exactly what he was doing as soon as he saw me. It was like he was just waiting to walk in on me touching myself, and it was the most natural thing in the world for him to step in and get involved.
I’ve never done anything like that in my life. Of course, I’ve given blowjobs before, and I’ve been touched and fingered and licked, but never like that. Not even with the anal plug, which I left at his place, but everything: Griffin just knew what he was doing in a way that I’ve never experienced before.
Most of the boys I’ve been with were just that, boys. They were inexperienced, just like me, and they fumbled through the motions, trying to pretend like they were cooler than they really were. But now that I’ve been with a real man, one who really does know what he’s doing, I can totally see through all that bullshit.
Those guys didn’t know anything, not like Griffin. He knew exactly where to touch me and when, and the way he spoke dirty to me really drove me crazy. He pushed my limits but didn’t push too far.
And having every hole filled… that’s just so filthy. So freaking filthy and dirty and bad and god, just thinking about it makes me excited again. I can’t help myself. It’s the hottest thing I’ve ever experienced in my life, and it’s just the start of what I can have with Griffin. I know there’s more he has coming for me, and I can barely contain myself.
When I finally get home, I head right into my bedroom. I don’t want to run into anyone right now. I’m afraid that they’ll see what I did on my face somehow, and I’ll be in even bigger trouble than before.
But as soon as I’m in my room, the door shut, I suddenly feel the weight of what I’m supposed to be doing again. I’m supposed to be spying on Griffin, getting information from him that could possibly hurt him. My father wants to use me to seduce Griffin, and suddenly I’m terrified that I’m doing exactly that.
Am I just using sex to get closer to Griffin for my family?
The thought seems so absurd. I’m a virgin and totally inexperienced. How could I possibly do that to a man like Griffin? I’m not really even capable of being sexy like that. And yet I find myself falling closer and closer to Griffin, and I don’t know why I’m doing it.
I did protect him once. My father wants to bug his apartment, but I’m keeping him at bay. That has to mean something.