“Oh, fuck me, it’s so tight.”
He slaps my ass again, making me moan out loud. “And?”
“Good! Yes, it’s fucking good.”
“See? It’s not that hard.”
“But you are!” My body tenses each time he pumps, but my pussy thumps all the same.
“Fuck yes, I am hard for you because you know what? This was the only piece of you I hadn’t fucked yet … and now, it’s mine.” He pulls my hair until my head tilts back, and then he wraps one hand around my neck. “You’re mine, Lexi. Don’t think you can ever escape me. Not even when you’re out there and I’m still here. You can’t wash my fucking mark off. It doesn’t fade. You belong to me, whether you like it or not.”
Am I insane for wanting everything he says? Or am I just drunk on sex? Or is that just an excuse so I can continue believing the lie I told myself when I said I wouldn’t fall for him?
He’s a fucking animal, a beast … but it just so happens that I like my men animalistic. And I’m a sucker for true roughness, none of that fake shit. He has something none of those other men have… the ability to make me want without demanding it.
I’m giving my body to him freely, letting him fuck me raw, and I’m fucking loving it.
“Fuck, your ass feels so good,” he groans. “So good … I might just come inside.”
“Oh, fuck me,” I moan, delirious on his thrusts, his words, his grip on my neck.
“Want me to shove my cock up your ass? You like it hard, don’t you?” he growls.
“Yes!” I gasp, struggling to breathe.
“We’re a match made in heaven,” he muses, slapping my ass again. “Toy with yourself. Make yourself come again.”
I don’t think twice before I bring my fingers between my legs and start flicking my clit. Fuck, I’m already close to coming, even without him touching me. I could just come from him fucking my ass alone.
“You ready, Lexi? I’m gonna fill up your ass to the brim. You’d better come too.”
“Yes, come in my ass,” I groan, completely losing it.
I rub myself until I feel my muscles tense and my pussy clench. His thrusts become more violent as his grip on my throat tightens, but it only adds to my pleasure. I bring myself to the edge just by feeling his touch, and then fall over from his last thrust.
A loud howl escapes his mouth, his cock stiffening, and then exploding inside me. I can feel his cum jet into me like a spurt, again and again, moan after moan, filling me completely, and I come harder than ever before.
When we’re sated, his cock slips out of me and he grabs a few tissues from my nightstand, handing a few to me. After we’ve cleaned up, we crawl onto the bed. I roll over, and he drops down beside me. I gaze at the window and then back at the ceiling. It’s no use. Not even if I stared at freedom would I grasp it.
I can’t go. Not yet. Not when I don’t know everything there is to know about my past … about him. It’s too much to let go.
“Do you still wanna leave?” he asks after a while.
“I … can’t answer that,” I say.
“So that’s a yes and a no,” he says. “Well, at least I’ve made progress.”
I smile. “You confuse me, Viktor.”
He leans up on his elbow and frowns at me. “How?”
I place my hand on his chest so I can feel his heart. “Because you want me … and you scare me away at the same time.”
He laughs. “That’s what I do. What always happens when girls get close to me.”
“I’m not afraid of you,” I reiterate, looking up into his eyes. “I’m afraid of what you do to me. Afraid of the consequences …”
He wraps his arm around me and pulls me closer. “Don’t be afraid. I’m not gonna hurt you. Ever.”
“But that’s just the thing,” I murmur, taking in his smell. “You already have.”
His body tenses up immediately, his muscles unyielding against my soft skin. “Tell me why.”
“Because I can’t choose anymore. You took that away from me.”
“If you wanna leave, leave.”
“I don’t wanna leave … which is exactly the problem.”
He tilts my chin up. “Look at me. It’s not wrong to be here. Your sister will be okay. She’s more worried about you.”
I sigh. “I don’t know …”
“What can I do to make you feel better?” he asks.
“Hmm …” That’s a tough question. Not because I don’t know the answer, but because I’m still trying to deny the truth. “That thing you told me about the company and that Vladim … and me, my sister, and my mom being servants … is it true?”