He knelt on the floor so he could see the lock closely. It turned out to be a three-pin breeze, taking less than a minute for him to open. A moment after the hasp snapped free he heard a voice come from behind him.
“Detective, don’t move.”
Bosch froze for a moment. He recognized the voice. Diane Gables. She had known he would come back. He slowly started to raise his hands, holding his fingers close together so he could hide the picks between them.
“Easy,” Gables commanded. “If you attempt to reach for your weapon I will put two bullets into your skull. Do you understand?”
“Yes. Can I stand up? My knees aren’t what they once were.”
“Slowly. Your hands always in my sight line.”
“Absolutely.”
Bosch started to get up slowly, turning toward her at the same time. She was pointing a handgun with a suppressor attached to the barrel.
“Easy,” he said. “Just take it easy here.”
“No, you take it easy. I could shoot you where you stand and be within my rights.”
Bosch shook his head.
“No, that’s not true. You know I’m a cop.”
“Yeah, a rogue cop. What did you think you were going to find here?”
“Evidence.”
“Of what?”
“Randolph and McIntyre. Maybe others. You killed them.”
“And, what, you thought I’d just keep the evidence around? Hide it in a locker in my home?”
“Something like that. Can I sit down?”
“The chair behind the desk. Keep your hands where I can see them.”
Bosch slowly sat down. She was still standing in the doorway. He now had 60 percent of his body shielded by the desk. He had his back to the file cabinets. The light was coming in from behind and above him. He noticed she had now lowered the muzzle to point at his chest. This was good, though from this range he doubted the Kevlar would completely stop a bullet from a nine-millimeter, even with the suppressor slowing it down. He kept his hands up and close to his face.
“So now what?” he asked.
“So now you tell me what you think you’ve got on me.”
Bosch shook his head as if to say Not much. “You lied. The other day. You didn’t mention the McIntyre case. You didn’t want us linking the cases through you. The trouble is we already had.”
“And that’s it? Are you kidding me?”
“That’s it. Till now.”
He nodded at her weapon. It seemed to confirm all hunches.
“So, without a real case and the search warrant to go with it, of course you decided to break in here to see what you could find.”
“Not exactly.”
“We have a problem, Detective Bosch.”
“No, you have the problem. You’re a killer and I’m onto you. Put the weapon down. You’re under arrest.”
She laughed and waggled the gun in her hand.
“You forget one thing. I have the gun.”
“But you won’t use it. You don’t kill people like me. You kill the abusers, the predators.”
“I could make an exception. You’ve broken the law by breaking in here. There are no gray areas. Who knows, maybe you came to plant evidence here, not find it. Maybe you are like them.”
Bosch started lowering his hands to the desktop.
“Be careful, Detective.”
“I’m tired of holding them up. And I know you’re not going to shoot me. It’s not part of your program.”
“I told you, programs change.”
“How do you pick them?”
She stared at him a long time, then finally answered.
“They pick themselves. They deserve what they get.”
“No judge, no jury. Just you.”
“Don’t tell me you haven’t wished you could do the same thing.”
“Sure, on occasion. But there are rules. We don’t live by them, then where does it all go?”
“Right here, I guess. What am I going to do about you?”
“Nothing. You kill me and you know it’s over. You’ll be like one of them — the abusers and the predators. Put the gun down.”
She took two steps into the room. The muzzle came up toward his face. Bosch saw that deadly black eye rising in slow motion.
“You’re wearing a vest, aren’t you?”
He nodded.
“I could see it in your eyes. The fear comes up when the gun comes up.”
Bosch shook his head.
“I’m not afraid. You won’t shoot me.”
“I still see fear.”
“Not for me. It’s for you. How many have there been?”
She paused, maybe to decide what to tell him, or maybe just to decide what to do. Or maybe she was stuck on his answer about the fear.
“More than you’ll ever know. More than anybody will ever know. Look, I’m sorry, you know?”