“How did Millie afford those?” My mother echoed my thoughts.
I shook my head in disbelief. How was it possible to have such an amazing best friend? I eased the lid off the box and pulled the tissue paper away to find a pair of patent leather nude stilettos. The heel, which was at least five inches high, was coated in a subtle gold gloss, while the front of the shoe slanted downward into a perfectly rounded peep-toe.
“I think I’m in love,” I groaned.
My mother sighed. “I’ve never been so disappointed to have smaller feet than you.”
I slipped my bare foot into the left shoe and teetered upward. “How am I going to walk in these without falling on my face?”
My mother grinned as she handed me the second shoe. “No one really walks in high heels. They just get by.”
After fifteen minutes of practicing, I shimmied into the gold dress. Twirling in front of my closet mirror, I pulled out the pin that I’d wedged into my hair so that it tumbled down my back in waves. I barely recognized my reflection, but I had a feeling she was going to have a whole lot of fun.
* * *
When we pulled up outside Millie’s house, I could hear music blaring through the walls. Cars lined the streets and crammed into the driveway. I climbed out onto the curb.
“Are you sure Millie’s parents are OK with this?” I watched my mother survey the cars warily.
“Yup.” I turned away from her so she couldn’t see my brazen, lying face.
“OK …” she relented. “Have a blast.”
I watched the car until it shrank to a small blue dot.
When I turned around, Millie was standing at the front door, wearing a short black dress that accentuated her bust and bandaged her in around the waist.
“Mil!” I exclaimed, making my way toward her in high heel–induced slow motion. “Thank you so much for the shoes!”
“Holy crap,” she shot back, her red-lipsticked mouth agape.
I hunched my shoulders and covered my dress with my arms. “Is it too much? Should I change?”
She gestured at my dress, moving her finger up and down in several slow flicks. “That dress really shows off your best assets!” She made a botched attempt at a wolf whistle and then wiggled her eyebrows suggestively.
“Pervert,” I teased, reaching her.
“What?” She raised her hands in a gesture of feigned innocence. “I meant it really brings out the blue in your eyes … So vivid …”
“Who are you talking to?” Alex arrived behind Millie at the door. His blond hair was styled in perfect spikes and he wore dark-rinse jeans paired with a tight blue shirt. He was smiling goofily and clutching a red plastic cup. When he noticed me hovering in the doorway, he let his jaw drop so that, side by side and wearing the same expression, he and Millie looked like twins.
“Sophie Gracewell,” he spluttered.
“I know,” Millie murmured. “I know.”
* * *
Millie and I danced like maniacs across her hardwood floors, throwing our hands in the air and whipping our hair in circles, both of us teetering precariously on our respective sky-high heels. All around us, couples gravitated toward each other like magnets, pushing up against one another or peeling off to other rooms to make out. I barely recognized most of the people — the majority were Alex’s college friends, and those who heard about it from Millie were ignoring me, as usual. It didn’t matter. Everyone was laughing and having fun, and it was contagious — I was relaxed and energized. But more than that, I was eternally grateful to Millie, who had converted the entire downstairs of her impressive family home into a hub of energy, which meant I could spend my birthday having some much-needed fun.
The front living room had been cleared of its picture frames, knickknacks, and creepy porcelain dolls, which usually peered out from glass cases in the corners — an obsession of Millie’s mother’s. The lights had been dimmed so low that the features of anyone standing more than two feet away were foggy and indiscernible, and the leather couches and upholstered armchairs were pushed back against the wall. Above the fireplace, a fifty-inch TV was blaring music through surround-sound speakers.
“Where’s Dom?” I asked, ignoring the dull ache in the balls of my feet.
“He’s not coming.” Millie’s face crumpled, but she waved her explanation away as though it didn’t matter. “I haven’t heard from him since our date. He didn’t even return my text.”
“I’m sorry, Mil!” I shouted above the music. “That sucks!”
“It’s fine,” she returned loftily, but I could tell it wasn’t. She had been hopelessly obsessed with Dom after their date, and the fact that he hadn’t bothered to follow it up was strange, not to mention incredibly rude.