The Dark Tower-Part 3#-4#-5#(20)

"Or begin to run backward," Nancy said. "Watch for it."

Moses Carver said, "I believe you will, won't you?"

"Aye," Roland agreed. He put the watch carefully in one pocket (after another long look at the carvings on the golden cover) and the box in another. "I will watch diis watch very well."

"You must watch for something else, too," Marian said.

"Mordred."

Roland waited.

"We have reason to believe that he's murdered the one you called Walter." She paused. "And I see that does not surprise you. May I ask why?"

"Walter's finally left my dreams, just as the ache has left my hip and my head," Roland said. "The last time he visited them was in Calla Bryn Sturgis, the night of the Beamquake." He would not tell them how terrible those dreams had been, dreams in which he wandered, lost and alone, down a dank castle corridor with cobwebs brushing his face; the scuttering sound of something approaching from the darkness behind him

(or perhaps above him), and, just before waking up, the gleam of red eyes and a whispered, inhuman voice: "Father."

They were looking at him grimly. At last Marian said:

"Beware him, Roland. Fred Towne, the fellow I mentioned, says

"Mordred be a-hungry.' He says that's a literal hunger. Fred's a brave man, but he's afraid of your …  your enemy."

My son, why don't you say it? Roland thought, but believed he knew. She withheld out of care for his feelings.

Moses Carver stood and set his cane beside his daughter's desk. "I have one more thing for you," he said, "on'y it was yours all along-yours to carry and lay down when you get to where you're bound."

Roland was honesdy perplexed, and more perplexed still when the old man began to slowly unbutton his shirt down the front. Marian made as if to help him and he motioned her away brusquely. Beneath his dress-shirt was an old man's strap-style undershirt, what the gunslinger thought of as a slinkum.

Beneath it was a shape that Roland recognized at once, and his heart seemed to stop in his chest. For a moment he was cast back to die cabin on the lake-Beckhardt's cabin, Eddie by his side-and heard his own words: Put Auntie's cross around your neck, and when you meet with sai Carver, show it to him. It may go a long way toward convincing him you 're on the straight. But first …

The cross was now on a chain of fine gold links. Moses Carver pulled it free of his slinkum by this, looked at it for a moment, looked up at Roland widi a little smile on his lips, then down at the cross again. He blew upon it. Faint and faint, raising the hair on the gunslinger's arms, came Susannah's voice:

"We buried Pimsey under the apple tree … "

Then it was gone. For a moment there was nothing, and Carver, frowning now, drew in breath to blow again. There was no need. Before he could, John Cullum's Yankee drawl arose, not from the cross itself, but seemingly from the air just above it.

"We done our best, partner"-paaa't-nuh-"and I hope 'twas good enough. Now, I always knew this was on loan to me, and here it is, back where it belongs. You know where it finishes up, I …  "Here the words, which had been fading ever since here it is, became inaudible even to Roland's keen ears. Yet he had heard enough. He took Aunt Talitha's cross, which he had promised to lay at the foot of the Dark Tower, and donned it once more. It had come back to him, and why would it not have done? Was ka not a wheel?

"I thank you, sai Carver," he said. "For myself, for my ka-tet that was, and on behalf of the woman who gave it to me."

"Don't thank me," Moses Carver said. "ThankJohnny Cullum.

He give it to me on his deathbed. That man had some hard bark on him."

"I-" Roland began, and for a moment could say no more.

His heart was too full. "I thank you all," he said at last. He bowed his head to them with the palm of his right fist against his brow and his eyes closed.

When he opened them again, Moses Carver was holding out his thin old arms. "Now it's time for us to go our way and you to go yours," he said. "Put your arms around me, Roland, and kiss my cheek in farewell if you would, and think of my girl as you do, for I'd say goodbye to her if I may."

Roland did as he was bid, and in another world, as she dozed aboard a train bound for Fedic, Susannah put a hand to her cheek, for it seemed to her that Daddy Mose had come to her, and put an arm around her, and bid her goodbye, good luck, good journey.

THIRTEEN

When Roland stepped out of the ele-vaydor in the lobby, he wasn't surprised to see a woman in a gray-green pullover and slacks the color of moss standing in front of the garden with a few other quietly respectful folken. An animal which was not quite a dog sat by her left shoe. Roland crossed to her and touched her elbow. Irene Tassenbaum turned to him, her eyes wide with wonder.

"Do you hear it?" she asked. "It's like the singing we heard in Lovell, only a hundred times sweeter."

"I hear it," he said. Then he bent and picked up Oy. He looked into the bumbler's bright gold-ringed eyes as the voices sang. "Friend of Jake," he said, "what message did he give?"

Oy tried, but the best he could manage was something that sounded like Dandy-o, a word Roland vaguely remembered from an old drinking song, where it rimed with Adelina says she's randy-o.

Roland put his forehead down against Oy's forehead and closed his eyes. He smelled the bumbler's warm breath. And more: a scent deep in his fur that was the hay into which Jake and Benny Slightman had taken turns jumping not so long before. In his mind, mingled with the sweet singing of those voices, he heard the voice of Jake Chambers for the last time:

Tell him Eddie says, "Watch for Dandelo. "Don't forget!

And Oy had not.

FOURTEEN

Outside, as they descended the steps of 2 Hammarskjold Plaza, a deferential voice said, "Sir? Madam?"

It was a man in a black suit and a soft black cap. He stood by the longest, blackest car Roland had ever seen. Looking at it made the gunslinger uneasy.

"Who's sent us a funeral bucka?" he asked.

Irene Tassenbaum smiled. The rose had refreshed her-excited and exhilarated her, as well-but she was still tired. And concerned to get in touch with David, who would likely be out of his mind with worry by this time.

"It's not a hearse," she said. "It's a limousine. A car for special people …  or people who think they're special." Then, to the driver: "While we're riding, can you have someone in your office check some airline info for me?"

"Of course, madam. May I ask your carrier of choice and your destination?"

"My destination's Portland, Maine. My carrier of choice is Rubberband Airlines, if they're going there this afternoon."

The limousine's windows were smoked glass, the interior dim and ringed with colored lights. Oy jumped up on one of the seats and watched with interest as the city rolled past. Roland was mildly amazed to see that there was a completely stocked liquorbar on one side of the long passenger compartment. He thought of having a beer and decided that even such a mild drink would be enough to dim his own lights. Irene had no such worries. She poured herself what looked like whiskey from a small bottle and then held the glass toward him.

"May your road wind ever upward and the wind be ever at your back, me foine bucko," she said.

Roland nodded. "A good toast. Thankee-sai."

"These have been the most amazing three days of my life. I want to thankee-sai you. For choosing me." Also for laying me, she thought but did not add. She and Dave still enjoyed the occasional snuggle, but not like that of the previous night. It had never been like that. And if Roland hadn't been distracted?

Very likely she would have blown her silly self up, like a Black Cat firecracker.

Roland nodded and watched the streets of the city-a version of Lud, but still young and vital-go by. "What about your car?" he asked.

"If we want it before we come back to New York, we'll have someone drive it up to Maine. Probably David's Beemer will do us. It's one of the advantages of being wealthy-why are you looking at me that way?"

"You have a cartomobile called a Beamer?"

"It's slang," she said. "It's actually BMW. Stands for Bavarian Motor Works."

"Ah." Roland tried to look as if he understood.

"Roland, may I ask you a question?"

He twirled his hand for her to go ahead.

"When we saved the writer, did we also save the world? We did, somehow, didn't we?"

"Yes," he said.

"How does it happen that a writer who's not even very good-and I can say that, I've read four or five of his books-gets to be in charge of the world's destiny? Or of the entire universe's?"

"If he's not very good, why didn't you stop at one?"

Mrs. Tassenbaum smiled. "Touche. He is readable, I'll give him that-tells a good story, but has a tin ear for language. I answered your question, now answer mine. God knows there are writers who feel that the whole world hangs on what they say.

Norman Mailer comes to mind, also Shirley Hazzard and John Updike. But apparently in this case the world really does. How did it happen?"

Roland shrugged. "He hears the right voices and sings the right songs. Which is to say, ka."

It was Irene Tassenbaum's turn to look as though she understood.

FIFTEEN

The limousine drew up in front of a building with a green awning out front. Another man in another well-cut suit was standing by the door. The steps leading up from the sidewalk were blocked with yellow tape. There were words printed on it which Roland couldn't read.