"I want in your ass, Carson," he crooned right before taking the other man's mouth in a demanding kiss. He swept his tongue inside repeatedly, mimicking what he'd like to do to Carson's ass. The bigger man's hands clamped onto Jared's ass and pulled him close as he ground up into him, but Jared refused to allow him to take over the kiss. He had every intension of proving that this wouldn't be just a one-sided relationship.
Relationship? Holy fucking god!
He broke the kiss and Carson's brows rose in question. Jared stared down at Carson, his brain replaying what he'd said to his sister. Even when not around the man, he wanted him. That had never happened to him before.
Yeah. Yeah, I want a relationship with Carson."I've never been in a relationship before," he whispered, his thumb caressing Carson's kiss-swollen lips. "But with you, I want to try, but you need to know I can't be your bitch. Even though you're a shifter, we have to be equals. I can't have it any other way."
"I … " Carson paused, staring up at him for several seconds. His expression ranged from disbelief, to concern, to fear, to acceptance. He exhaled a slow breath and gave a single nod. "I haven't been on the receiving end in a long, long time, Jared, but if that's what you need, I'd like to give it to you."
Jared didn't miss the other man's increased breathing or the slight sheen of sweat that broke out on Carson's face, telling him Carson worried about what would happen if they did this. He leaned down and nuzzled his mate's face. "I'll make it pleasurable for you, Injun," he promised. "And we'll do it face to face, so your wolf won't think I'm dominating you. No doggy style." Carson gave him a relieved smile for his teasing.
Reaching into the nightstand, Jared pulled out a brand new bottle of lube and opened it. He smiled sheepishly at Carson's questioning look. "What can I say? I've been craving you ever since I left you that afternoon. I wanted to be ready," he added with a shrug.
That had a smile curving Carson's thin lips. "You planned to seduce me?"
"I didn't think you'd need much seducing," he whispered back before nipping Carson's earlobe. "Now walk me through how to prepare you. I don't want to hurt you."
"Start by pouring a glob onto your fingers, letting it warm briefly. Then insert one finger past my guardian muscle … "
Jared listened to the man, working him open step by step, stunned at not only the amazing give of Carson's body, but of the tight heat that now surrounded his fingers. His dick jerked and he moaned at the feel of the man beneath him. "Fuck, I want in here."
Just as he whispered the words, his knuckles pressed against a spongy bump deep inside Carson's channel. The man beneath him shuddered and moaned. His cock twitched and jerked, a drop of pre-cum oozing from the slit. "Oh, hell yeah. I'd forgotten how good this felt. More, Jared. Fill me with your cock."
"Oh, yeah," Jared growled. He eased his fingers out and smeared the remaining lube onto his dick, then guided the head of his penis to Carson's twitching hole. "Ready?" he whispered.
When Carson nodded, he pressed forward. It took more pressure than he thought it would to pop the head of his shaft inside the shifter and he gasped as the tight ring of muscle clamped down on him. He trembled, listening to Carson hiss as the man below him stared at him and shivered. He held his position, using more strength of will than he'd ever thought he possessed. He waited until Carson relaxed around him.
"Now," Carson moaned. "Fill me now."
He didn't need further prodding and pushed his hips forward. He felt his cock sink into a channel so hot, so tight, it was like nothing he'd ever felt before. "Oh my god," he groaned once he'd sunk all the way to the hilt. "I never imagined anything could feel like this."
While sliding into Carson's body felt amazing, pulling back out was indescribable. Pleasure so intense that Jared shook with it rolled over his senses as he felt Carson's walls squeezing and massaging his sensitive dick. Breathing deeply, he forced his hips to start a measured thrust and retreat action. Exquisite pressure unlike anything he'd ever imagined surrounded his cock, making tingles shoot through his balls and up his spine.
Carson's clutching hands on his shoulders brought him back to the moment and he stared into the liquid brown eyes of the man he was beginning to care deeply for. He adjusted his angle, searching for that same spot he'd managed to hit with his fingers. On the fourth try, he knew he'd struck pay dirt.
The shifter's body arched against him and Carson cried out his pleasure. Fighting his urges to just rut into the body beneath him, Jared kept his thrusts smooth and measured, nailing his lover's gland over and over. He leaned close and sucked on the skin where Carson's neck met shoulder, knowing it was the exact spot where Carson had marked him on his own body.
Moaning, Carson trembled. He rocked against him, meeting Jared thrust for thrust. The sounds of skin slapping skin, grunting bodies and the smell of sex and sweat filled the room. Jared felt his balls pull tight as tingles of pleasure zipped up and down his spine and he knew his orgasm quickly approached, but he wanted Carson to come again first. He reached a hand between them, wrapped it around Carson's prick and stroked.
The shifter's breath hitched, the pupils dilating nearly to cover his eyes and then Carson's dick exploded. Cum shot from the tip of his cock and coated both their chests and Jared's fingers. Carson's chute clenched tight, holding Jared's dick in a stranglehold of pleasure that had him erupting on the next stroke.
He roared as the ecstasy of his release coursed through his system and he barely managed to keep from collapsing on the panting man below him. Soft kisses along his neck made him smile and Jared looked down to see the relaxed look in Carson's eyes.
Once he'd regained a modicum of control, he eased his softening shaft from Carson's ass, eliciting a soft gasp from the other man. He rolled off the bed, his legs unsteady as he made his way to the bathroom. Cleaning himself up, he realized he'd never been affected by sex like he was with this man. For once in his life, he wanted more, so much more.
Returning to the bedroom, he carefully wiped down his mate, all while Carson silently watched him. Letting out a soft sigh, Jared crawled back into bed and settled next to the man. Jared had wondered at his reception and relief filled him when Carson turned and pulled him close. He let himself be manhandled by the bigger man and found himself turned so Carson's front was spooned up against his back.
At first he tensed and Carson must have felt it. He stroked his hand down Jared's chest and nibbled the back of Jared's neck sensually. "Relax, babe," he whispered. "It's just me here."
After several slow breaths, Jared turned slightly and looked over his shoulder at Carson. "I've never slept with anyone before," he admitted.
Carson smiled and pecked a kiss to his shoulder. "Be careful. You could get used to it."
Smiling back, Jared whispered, "I'd like the chance to try."
Chapter Ten
Carson woke slowly, aware of the solid body in front of him and the amazing sense of calm his wolf felt. He knew immediately when his mate became aware of him, for the man's body stiffened slightly. Teasing his fingers through the soft hair trailing across Jared's chest between his nipples, he nuzzled the back of Jared's neck in an effort to soothe him.
It worked and Jared's body sank back against him. "Mmm, this is a nice way to wake up," Jared murmured.
"Let me show you an even better perk of waking with me," he crooned, willing to use persuasion to get his mate to want to stay with him.
Carson enjoyed how Jared's breathing sped up as he trailed his hand down and teased the hard flesh of his morning hard-on. "Oh, yeah?" Jared whispered as he rocked his ass against Carson's waking wood.