Broken Wings (An Angel Eyes Novel)(29)

I don't even have to knock. Delia opens the door, her face somber. It feels like we're visiting a funeral home, and after my night at the cemetery, it's an image I'd rather not encourage.

"Hey, Delia," I say, stepping inside.

"Elle, Jake-y boy." She squeezes us both.

"Smells good in here," Jake says.

"Moussaka. See if you can get that boy to eat some. He's nothing but gloom and doom and gibberish to boot."

"You leaving?" I ask.

"That nitwit I hired to run the kitchen just called in sick," she says, throwing a bunch of stuff into her purse.

She knocks a makeup brush to the floor, and Jake stoops to pick it up. "I hate being sick when it's so nice outside," he says.

"He ain't sick. I'll be back just as soon as I drag his sunshine-loving behind into the diner."

She squeezes me again, her ample hips forcing me back onto the stoop.

"Is Kay inside?"

"Yeah, in her room. Heard her squawking something about a nail polish emergency."

Kaylee left me after her proclamation that I'd been swallowed in flames. She had to meet Olivia at the community center, something about donated photography supplies. On any other day I'd have followed her there to examine the bounty. Instead, I left the teeny tiny ballerinas to Helene and begged Jake's boss to give him the afternoon off. He agreed to give him an extended dinner break, but that meant waiting until dinner. So I leaned on the counter and stared, making Jake smirk while he processed orders. It made Phil nervous, I guess, so he finally gave in and sent Jake from the building.

Delia's climbing into her car. I wave and step back inside, closing the door behind me. The lamps are unlit, the room dark. A sliding glass door at the back of the house lets cloudy sunlight through. It settles on top of the furniture, making me squint, but stubbornly refuses to brighten the room. Marco's on the couch, Ali's journal resting loosely between his fingers. He's sitting upright, his feet on the table. His head rests on his chest and he snores. Jake takes a seat at the opposite end of the couch and turns his eyes to me.

"Should we let him sleep?" he asks.

"Maybe," I say. "He's pretty gone."

He's still wearing yesterday's clothes, and his five o'clock shadow has darkened, but he looks mostly peaceful. I hate that we're going to make him relive something that had him running from the room.

"I'm gonna tell Kay we're here."

I'm still five steps from Kaylee's room when the smell of acetone hits me between the eyes.

"Holy cow, Kay," I say. "What did you do?"

"Just painting my nails."

"Oh my . . . you look part Avatar."

Her right foot is blue and sparkly-just like her eyelashes-and she's mopping at it with a wad of paper towels soaked in nail polish remover.

"How did you . . . never mind." Sometimes the how just isn't important. I grab a few paper towels and set to work alongside her.

"You here to talk to Marco?"

"Yeah. Kay, maybe you should stay in your room. I don't want Marco freaking you out."

"Not a chance," she says, standing.

"I just don't think . . ."

"Look, I've known something was weird about that bracelet for months now. Since the warehouse. And I've known my nightmares from that night were more than just post-traumatic stress. Though I've had a bit of that too. But as shocked as I was to hear Marco tell me you were the human torch, I'm not shocked at all to hear your self-warming arm cuff has sci-fi-channel-like powers."

"You're not shocked?"

"No," she says. "I'm irritated that you didn't tell me before. Frustrated that I've been hinting around about that thing for months and you just brushed me off. But no. Your bracelet's more than bling. I'm not shocked."

How can she accept the weird so easily? Why was it so hard for me?

"Kay, it's not a bracelet. Not really."

"I know," she says, throwing her hip into the end of her bed, moving it away from the wall, covering the blue stain on the floor. "It's a halo. Marco told me."



Kaylee and I find Jake and Marco on the back patio sitting at a small table under a green fiberglass awning. The afternoon sun presses against the awning, making it glow, coloring everything below it a sickly shade of lime. Delia's backyard is really just a thousand yards of dried dirt and scraggly grass. No fence, just train tracks that cut through the back of her property.

Jake's made coffee, and while he sips from his mug, Marco stares at the steam escaping from his.

"Why are you always making me coffee?" he asks.

"I didn't realize it had turned into a habit," Jake says.

"Whenever you want me to tear out my soul, you serve me black coffee."

"Would you prefer cream and sugar?"

"No."

A train pulls through, shaking both the ground and the chimes that surround the house. I pull a crate over next to Jake and sit. Kaylee sits on the stoop, her chin on her knees. I wait until the train passes, and then I move his untouched coffee aside and take Marco's hands.

"You're still warm," he says. "It's because of that thing, isn't it? The halo."

I look to Jake. His hazel eyes are anxious, but we've talked about this. Honesty-complete honesty-is the only way to move forward now. He encourages me with a nod.

"Yes," I say.

"Where is it?"

"In my duffel bag. In the car. I can't tell you how sorry I am about yesterday."

He pulls his hands from mine and off the table, pulling into himself. "I shouldn't have run off like that, but . . ." He dissolves into silent sobs, his shoulders shaking. "I can't watch someone else I care about die, you know? I can't."

"We're here to help, Marco. We'll do whatever we can to keep that from happening." Jake's voice cracks, and he takes a minute to gather himself. "Can you tell us . . . You saw Brielle dying?"

Marco avoids eye contact now, his gaze on the splintered table. "Remember that story I told you, Elle, about Olivia's mom dying in a fire. Remember how I said we were there-Olivia and I?"

"Yeah, I remember."

I've told Jake, but Kaylee's still in the dark. She's quiet, though, looking on, her green face and blue eyelashes turning her into an alien.

"It was a long time ago, and I'd forgotten things over the years. But when I put that thing on, it all came back to me. Intense. Detailed, you know, moments fragmented, captured in lingering snapshots."

I picture a graphic novel. A comic book. Squares of color that, when assembled, tell a story.

"What did you remember?" Jake asks. I'm so glad he's here. I get all captivated when Marco talks, and I forget to ask questions. Important ones. It's like watching him perform. Even now, his tears trickle away and his inner storyteller kicks in, taking over, helping him articulate whatever the halo showed him.

"Well, it wasn't just Olivia and me, for starters. A bunch of us guys were there. Guys from the neighborhood sitting on the benches in front of the school, hanging out, making fun of pedestrians. You know, stupid stuff boys do."

My private school in the city had benches like that. We girls used to sit there and wait for the all-boys school to let out.

"Olivia was there that night, at the benches, talking to us. Her mom was inside meeting with a teacher."

"At night? Don't most parent/teacher conferences happen during the day? That's when they did ours," Kaylee asks.

"Yeah," Marco says. "Probably. I don't know. That's just, that's how I remember it."

"It's okay, Marco, go ahead. There was a fire?"

"Yeah, it started in the back of the school somewhere. It could have been burning for a while before we caught on. And then there was smoke. Thick, moving over the school like rain clouds." He pinches his eyes shut, remembering. "We all started yelling, pointing. I remember . . . remember the principal and, and . . . his secretary maybe. They came running out the front door. Cars stopped to watch. And the guys, we all scattered. Some of us ran toward the fire. The others ran away."

"What did you do?" Jake asks.

Marco's eyes open now. Crisp. Clear. "I ran toward the fire, around the school, to the back where the smoke was coming from. The guys with bikes had gotten there just before I did. Olivia had a bike."

Marco turns his face toward the empty train tracks and the horizon beyond. His tears are gone, his voice steady, but he's not here. Not with us. He's there. At that school. Watching it burn.

"I think Olivia went in after her mom."

"What makes you think that?"

"The burns. Her legs were burned. Bad. The backs of her calves, her feet. It's something I'd forgotten about. But they took her away in an ambulance. I remember that. I remember the ambulance."

I think back to the Fourth of July, to the barbecue. She was wearing shorts that day and I didn't see any scars on her legs, but I won't ask Marco about that now.

"You said you saw Brielle die," Jake says.

"The fire trucks arrived and were dousing the place in water. They'd removed the body-Olivia's mom-and another ambulance took it away. Most of the drama had died down."

"When . . ."

"I saw a face. In a corner room, through the window. I don't know if I really saw it that day. I don't think I did. If I had, it would have haunted me my whole life, I think. I would have remembered that. But yesterday, with the . . . halo . . . on, I saw her." His eyes find mine. "I saw you."