“There are a few humans in on your charade here, as well,” Edward reminded him, and I thought of the pretty receptionist below.
Caius’s face twisted into a new expression. Was it supposed to be a smile?
“Yes,” he agreed. “But when they are no longer useful to us, they will serve to sustain us. That is not your plan for this one. If she betrays our secrets, are you prepared to destroy her? I think not,” he scoffed.
“I wouldn’t—,” I began, still whispering. Caius silenced me with an icy look.
“Nor do you intend to make her one of us,” Caius continued. “Therefore, she is a vulnerability. Though it is true, for this, only her life is forfeit. You may leave if you wish.”
Edward bared his teeth.
“That’s what I thought,” Caius said, with something akin to pleasure. Felix leaned forward, eager.
“Unless...,” Aro interrupted. He looked unhappy with the way the conversation had gone. “Unless you do intend to give her immortality?”
Edward pursed his lips, hesitating for a moment before he answered. “And if I do?”
Aro smiled, happy again. “Why, then you would be free to go home and give my regards to my friend Carlisle.” His expression turned more hesitant. “But I’m afraid you would have to mean it.”
Aro raised his hand in front of him.
Caius, who had begun to scowl furiously, relaxed.
Edward’s lips tightened into a fierce line. He stared into my eyes, and I stared back.
“Mean it,” I whispered. “Please.”
Was it really such a loathsome idea? Would he rather die than change me? I felt like I’d been kicked in the stomach.
Edward stared down at me with a tortured expression.
And then Alice stepped away from us, forward toward Aro. We turned to watch her. Her hand was raised like his.
She didn’t say anything, and Aro waved off his anxious guard as they moved to block her approach. Aro met her halfway, and took her hand with an eager, acquisitive glint in his eyes.
He bent his head over their touching hands, his eyes closing as he concentrated. Alice was motionless, her face blank. I heard Edward’s teeth snap together.
No one moved. Aro seemed frozen over Alice’s hand. The seconds passed and I grew more and more stressed, wondering how much time would pass before it was too much time. Before it meant something was wrong—more wrong than it already was.
Another agonizing moment passed, and then Aro’s voice broke the silence.
“Ha, ha, ha,” he laughed, his head still bent forward. He looked up slowly, his eyes bright with excitement. “That was fascinating!”
Alice smiled dryly. “I’m glad you enjoyed it.”
“To see the things you’ve seen—especially the ones that haven’t happened yet!” He shook his head in wonder.
“But that will,” she reminded him, voice calm.
“Yes, yes, it’s quite determined. Certainly there’s no problem.”
Caius looked bitterly disappointed—a feeling he seemed to share with Felix and Jane.
“Aro,” Caius complained.
“Dear Caius,” Aro smiled. “Do not fret. Think of the possibilities! They do not join us today, but we can always hope for the future. Imagine the joy young Alice alone would bring to our little household....Besides, I’m so terribly curious to see how Bella turns out!”
Aro seemed convinced. Did he not realize how subjective Alice’s visions were? That she could make up her mind to transform me today, and then change it tomorrow? A million tiny decisions, her decisions and so many others’, too—Edward’s—could alter her path, and with that, the future.
And would it really matter that Alice was willing, would it make any difference if I did become a vampire, when the idea was so repulsive to Edward? If death was, to him, a better alternative than having me around forever, an immortal annoyance? Terrified as I was, I felt myself sinking down into depression, drowning in it....
“Then we are free to go now?” Edward asked in an even voice.
“Yes, yes,” Aro said pleasantly. “But please visit again. It’s been absolutely enthralling!”
“And we will visit you as well,” Caius promised, his eyes suddenly half-closed like the heavy-lidded gaze of a lizard. “To be sure that you follow through on your side. Were I you, I would not delay too long. We do not offer second chances.”
Edward’s jaw clenched tight, but he nodded once.
Caius smirked and drifted back to where Marcus still sat, unmoving and uninterested.
Felix groaned.
“Ah, Felix.” Aro smiled, amused. “Heidi will be here at any moment. Patience.”