"Thank you. Thank you. Tis my own brew. Nectar of the Elder Ones, I call it. It’s the twenty percent that makes the taste, you see. Secret formula. The eighty is for the kick."
I take another sip, a big one, and already I feel the effects numbing my mind and body. "This could make a fortune."
The Keeper looks down, his face suddenly dark and melancholy. "Yes… yes it could."
"Did I say something?"
"No. No. You just remind of another time. Another place. I was not always a Keeper, you see. Once, before the vampire came to this land, I lived free, not far from here. My parents were of the Earth Tribe and owned a small home in one of the mighty trees that once stood in Inferna. They made a modest living, but worked hard, constantly. I spent most of my days at, well, I suppose you would call it an inn. There I would talk with the locals, and hear the most wondrous stories from the barkeep. I spent so much time there, eventually, he hired me on as an apprentice. I didn’t take much to cleaning tables and floors though. No. I had more devious pursuits. The mixing of drinks and liquors. At first, only the truly brave and adventures tried my concoctions. But, as time passed on, and my skills and ingenuity improved, even common folk would take a sip. Eventually, I became the most famous brewer in all Inferna. I’d pour drinks that’d fill your dreams with visions of grand adventures and trials. Mixtures that’d wash away all cares in the world and bring you back to your lover’s arms.
"I made a fortune. More than one thought possible in such a trade. And when I had saved up enough, I bought that whole tree that my parents had raised me in, and I put them up in the fanciest room, with the most glorious of views. They told me I’d done them proud then. And I told them it was because of their work and love that I got where I did. After, I was busy with work, so busy I never saw them again.
"For the Unraveling came. And when the vampires raided our city, they set the forests on fire, and the tree I grew up in, the tree where my parents lived… it lit the night up in flames. I still remember the shadows the fire cast. Of faces screaming. Screaming into the night."
Baldar wipes at his eyes, turning away, wearing an embarrassed expression. "Excuse me, Princess. I must have partaken too much in my own wares."
I reach out and take his hand. "I’m sorry for what happened."
"No. No. I have it far better than others. Keeper to the Prince. And I still get to brew my mixtures, even if they are more potion than drink now." He sighs heavily, looking at the goblet between us. "I think it is time for me to go, Princess. Time for rest."
"Thank you for the potion," I say as he stands up and puts out the lanterns.
He smiles at me, though whether it's genuine or not I can't say. "Sweet dreams, Princess."
It takes me a while to find my way back to my room. Once back in bed, I take two drops of the white potion, and it fills my body with calming numbness. It is only then that I see him.
"Varis?"
He stands on the balcony, his fur cape flapping in the wind. "We cannot stay here. The vampires will use you until there is nothing left."
I sit up, though the motion is difficult with all the herbs and eighty proof alcohol running through my blood. "Varis, I trust Fen. He won't let anyone hurt me."
The Druid shakes his head. "You will be safer in Avakiri. There you can rally the Fae. Give them hope again. Hope for peace. Not the rage and fear that Metsi feeds them. If the Prince of Lust must come with you, so be it. I know herbs that will make him more docile. We can bring him with us."
"I can’t leave. I must go back to Stonehill. It’s my home."
He looks away, seemingly unconvinced.
I pause, thinking of what else I could say to sway him. "I know the way you feel about Asher. I see it in the way you look at him, in the way the two of you talk. So I know you understand vampires are more than just beasts. They are people. Some I deeply care for. And I will not abandon them."
Finally, Varis nods. "Very well. We stay here for now. I will train you, and hope it is enough to keep you safe."
***
The sun is bright when I wake. And Baldar is standing over me.
"Apologies, Princess," he says. "But I was told to deliver a message as soon as you awoke. Prince Dean and Prince Fenris request your presence in the training yard today."
I nod, reminded of my early days in Stonehill, when I didn’t yet know what I would do in this world. "How's Es? Is she okay?"
Baldar nods. "She is well. Resting. They both are. I gave them a stronger sedative to help them sleep. After a shock such as the one they've had, they'll need time to rest and process."