My mother didn’t know she had raised a complete idiot, and she wouldn’t if I had anything do with it. I was going to change. Everything was going to change.
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
Day four in York
Lane, are you ready?”
I jumped with fright when Layton’s voice called my name.
“Sorry,” he said, laughing from behind me. “Didn’t mean to scare you.”
I got up from the kitchen table and turned to face him.
“You didn’t scare me.”
My brother grinned. “Aye, that’s why you almost jumped out of your skin then?”
I scrunched up my nose, making him laugh.
“Are we good to go?” I asked.
He nodded. “Nanny is just using the loo, and then we’re heading out.”
I nodded. “Come in and close the door then; I want to speak to you.”
Layton eyed me warily. “About what?”
I didn’t exactly know. I just knew I needed to speak to him to make sure we were okay. I was cool with my nanny, Lochlan, my parents, and that left Layton and Kale for me to square away any spot of bother that lingered.
“Sit down, you big girl’s blouse, and I’ll tell you,” I chuckled.
Layton didn’t appreciate the teasing, but he did as I asked and sat across from me at the kitchen table.
“You’re okay, aren’t you?” he asked, his concern for me obvious.
His gaze lingered on my right eyebrow, then my left cheek, a little longer than necessary, and for a split second, I wondered if he thought back to that time that I’d received the faint scars. I hoped not, because I didn’t, and I didn’t want him to either.
I smiled. “Yeah, I just want to make sure we’re okay.”
Layton raised his eyebrows. “Why wouldn’t we be?”
“Because the only times we have spoken over the last few years were when I called at Christmas and on your and Lochlan’s birthday. I don’t blame you if you hate me.”
“Hold the phone,” he said abruptly. “I have never, and will never, hate you, Lane. You’re my baby sister: I love you to death.”
My throat got tight with emotion. “I guess . . . I guess I just figured you would feel some sort of way towards me because things ended badly with us before I left, and we never spoke.”
“I’m just as much to blame for us not speaking.” Layton sighed. “I just hate the thought of you living so far away. Something awful happened to you just down the road, Lane. What if something bad happened to you over in America, and you were without us? I didn’t accept or agree with your decision and just closed myself off. I hated your decision, not you.”
“I’m sorry, Lay. It was really shitty of me to move so far away. I just didn’t think about anything like that at the time.”
He nodded. “I know, but I thought about it a lot. So did Dad, Lochlan, Kale and even Uncle Harry, God rest him.”
I swallowed. “I’m so sorry.”
Layton leaned forward. “I know you still have your troubles with Kale, but will you not consider moving home, or somewhere close by?”
The fact that I was definitely considering it spoke volumes about what I had to do.
I nervously nodded to my brother. “It’s become more and more clear that living in New York isn’t helping me. It’s not fixing me, but maybe coming home will in some way.”
Layton’s eyes lit up. “You have made me so bloody happy, sis.”
I laughed as he pulled me into a standing hug and almost squeezed the breath straight out of me. “It’s not decided yet, but it’s an option. Just keep this between us for now. I have to figure out a lot of stuff in my head.”
My brother pulled back and winked. “You got it.”
I relaxed. “I had a talk like this with Lochlan, and he sprung upon me that he was in a relationship with Ally Day. Are you going to tell me you’re dating Anna O’Leary?”
Layton laughed merrily. “No, I’m not dating anyone, but I’m trying my luck with Samantha Wright. You met her, kind of, when you came home on Friday. I like her, and we went on a date just before Uncle Harry died. I’m hoping we can go out on another one soon. She’s pretty great.”
I smiled. “I’m happy for you, Lay. I’ll have to get to know her.”
“You will,” he said, and smiled.
I hugged him again, bursting with joy that things were really okay between us.
“Layton? Lane?” Lochlan called out. “Come on, we’re leaving.”
We were heading to the family solicitor’s office to hear my uncle’s will. We hadn’t been to my uncle’s house yet to start organising it and clearing things out, and we couldn’t until we heard the will. He might have wanted his belongings donated someplace or items sold and the money donated to charity. Our hands were tied until we heard what he wanted for the future of his possessions.