Unable to ignore the relentless beat of need pounding inside of him, Frank moved closer to the stoop. The move freed him from the shadows, and the woman looked up, her gaze widening.
Fear. That was fear gleaming brightly in her eyes. Another craving rippled through Frank.
The door opened again. A young man in a suit jogged down the stoop, offering his arm to the woman. Frank veered away quickly, crossing the street at breakneck speed.
Sloppy, he thought to himself. Sloppy, sloppy, sloppy.
He turned down another street, still silently berating himself. A yellow cab blew past him, splashing his pants with water. Gritting his teeth, Frank quickened his stride.
Everything was wrong. The noise in his head was building to a crescendo. He could feel the beat of his heart in every part of his body. Even his skin felt wrong, too tight. His insides too cold.
Noisy. Everything was so goddamn noisy.
He slowed his steps to run a hand across his stubbled jaw. He needed to shave. He needed to shave right now.
The noise in his head intensified, so loud he could feel it. Pulsing and expanding, it pushed painfully against his skull. Frank slowed as he rubbed furiously at his temples. Amid the panic, rage-hot and white and quivering-was building low in his belly. He couldn't control it; he couldn't control anything anymore!
The sudden sharp, biting sound of heels clicking the pavement brought his spiraling thoughts slamming to a halt. Everything froze and then slowly started back up, sluggish at first, as if he were stuck inside a slow-motion action scene. The footsteps grew louder, faster, and then all at once everything suddenly sped back up, came into clear, crisp focus.
His breathing shallow and his heart racing, he started to jog. Anticipation was building again. That delicious warmth was filling him. His hands twitched. He turned the corner-
"Shit!" A slight woman teetered precariously on her heels before him. Frank reached out and grabbed her arm, keeping her upright. The smell of her hit him like a brick to the face. Stale beer and unwashed skin and something else-an underlying rot.
She was a working girl who looked to be in her late twenties, wearing a tiny little yellow number that left very little to the imagination. Not that there was very much of her to see.
She was too thin, wasting away. Black hair hung thin and limp around an angular face. Bloodshot eyes were ringed in smudged eye makeup. Red lipstick had smeared pink across one jutting cheekbone. There were dirt stains amid small scrapes up and down her pale legs, as if she'd spent the entire night on her knees in back alleyways.
She had been pretty once, maybe even beautiful, but the years hadn't been kind to her. He turned her arm, eyeing the track marks along the crook. She hadn't been kind to herself either.
"How much?" he asked.
She attempted seduction as she smiled limply. "Depends on what you want," she slurred. "You want my hand, that'll be ten. You want my mouth, that's twenty. You want my pussy, that's gonna run you a solid fifty."
Excitement surged and Frank's fingers flexed, digging into her arm. She didn't appear to notice.
"I'll give you a cool hundred to do whatever I want," he said.
She blinked. "You an ass fucker? Or you wantin' to piss on me?" She shook her head and sighed noisily. "Man, I want the money up front." Dirty fingers, topped with cracked and broken fingernails, beckoned him to pay. A thin gold chain glinted from around her wrist, a small charm in the shape of a heart hanging from it. He took a half second to eye the jewelry. It looked real, and he wondered why she hadn't pawned it. Did it hold some sort of emotional value, or had she stolen it?
Releasing her, Frank dug his wallet from his back pocket and drew two bills from inside. She made a grab for the cash, and he quickly flicked it just out of her reach and jerked his chin toward the small walkway between two nearby buildings. "In there."
Following behind her, Frank observed the drugged sway of her gait, the way the straps of her dress kept falling down her arms, and wondered how many men had used her tonight. Not that he particularly cared, but he believed himself to be something of a people person. That is, when he could stomach the messy, unpredictable way so many people chose to live their lives, Frank enjoyed observing them. Often times it was his speculation that made what was going to come next all the more enjoyable for him.
For instance, Frank guessed that this whore had been working these same streets for the last decade or so, the last few years of which she'd started shooting junk. He surmised that her prices were cheap for two reasons. One, because she worked alone-there was no pimp holding a gun to her head, wanting his cut. And two, cheaper prices were more appealing to your average schmuck who wanted to get off and get home. Cheaper prices meant more customers, and more customers meant she'd be able to keep herself good and stocked with her daily dose of poison.