Under Pressure(43)

“Bloody hell that was a bad one, wasn’t it?” He could feel her nod.

Jason held her tight to him, wanting to absorb her into his own body where he could keep her safe. “Don’t ever hide from me, okay? We can get through this together. You just have to let me help you. I handled this badly, but just know I want to be here for you. Love, I need you to let me.”

Bella turned and pressed a kiss directly over his heart. He in turn kissed the top of her head and pulled her closer. The heat of his body seeped in and melted the bitter cold she always felt when coming out of the nightmare. His protective embrace comforted her just like the reassurance given with his words. Time passed as she counted the beats of the strong heart beneath her head.

“Do you hear that?” His voice was soft, a deep rumbling of sound that touched her very soul.

She kissed his chest again. “What, your heart?”

“It beats for you now.”

Touched beyond belief, she felt hot tears slowly trickle out of her eyes to slide down to his chest. Her throat closed up, but she forced herself to give him the only thing back she could think of. “I heard you calling me,” she said softly. “You pulled me back, out of the nightmare. I just had to find you. I heard you, and I knew you would keep me safe. You…you make me feel safe.”

Jason felt his own eyes mist and closed them in defense. Jesus, what was wrong with him? Fuck, he loved her. Those words, so simple, so bravely spoken had torn down the last of his defenses. Bella’s eyes fluttered closed again, words slurring with exhaustion as she burrowed into his heat. “I need you. I hate needing you so much. Hold me until I sleep? Don’t let go, okay?”

“Never,” he vowed, pressing a kiss on the top of her precious head. “I’ll never let go.” He held her, safe in his arms. He lay there listening until the sound of her breathing evened out and her body relaxed in slumber.

As he did every night, he waited for her to slide into sleep safely before he let himself follow, hoping that the nightmares would leave them both in peace.





Chapter Fifteen




Bella’s eyes opened slowly as early morning light filtered into the room to her body burning with heated desire at the feel of Jason’s hard body against her back.

She shifted slightly and sighed with contentment at the feeling of Jason’s arms tightening around her, holding her to him. Sometime in the night she had shifted onto her side with her back to him, but he had followed, his arms surrounding her with his body curved over her, protecting her even in sleep.

The nightmares had stayed away. Anytime they tried to drag her under, Jason had easily put her at ease, murmuring softly to her the moment she had stirred. During the night, if Bella’s body had tensed, panic had faded as she heard Jason’s soothing voice in her ear, calming her.

For a brief, selfish moment Bella wished everything in her life was normal. That when she woke, she could go out without a guard, that there was no crazed stalker out there wanting to kill her. Unfortunately that was her reality. Being watched all the time made her feel like she was living in a fishbowl, but if that was what she needed to do for Jason and her family, then she would endure it.

Jason had explained what had happened to his family, and her heart broke for him. She couldn’t imagine what she would do without her family. It helped her understand why he had emotionally closed himself off. But she knew he cared for her. With every touch, every look she could see it, feel it. Every day she felt the barriers around his heart breaking, letting her in more and more. He treated her like the most precious thing to him. She knew that he just wanted to protect her, but Bella was determined on living her life.

Now, in the early morning light, things felt normal. She felt…happy. She was where she belonged, with the man who owned her heart.

One of his large hands cupped her breast as his fingers played over her pointed nipple. Each stroke caused heat to shoot between her legs, and she felt herself pool with cream, her body preparing itself for him, only him.

“Bella…” Jason’s soft whisper caressed her ear. Bella could feel his steel-hard erection on the crease of her ass, and she pushed back, delighted to hear his low groan of desire. His hand cupped her breast as he nuzzled his face into the side of her neck, sliding his other hand lower to play with the soft damp curls at her entrance. Her stomach clenched as need ate at her. Dazed with passion, Bella pushed back against him, wanting to be as close to Jason as possible.

“Are you awake, love?”

In response, she sighed in agreement and opened herself to him. Lifting her leg, she hooked it around his muscular thigh, rubbing her foot up and down his calf in sensuous strokes. In one fluid motion, Jason pushed his huge cock into her tight wet, sheath from behind and she let out a low moan at the exquisite pleasure.