It was his turn to blink. "Yeah, you can." He blinked again. "Who gives a fuck what I say? Tell me if you got a problem. Don't run off and tell Son that I'm treatin' you like shit, and hide your fuckin' face from me because you're hurt over me bein' a dumbass. Tell me. Maybe you don't have a thick skin but I do. I can take it."
Like it was that easy.
I sighed and closed both of my eyes, annoyed with myself for having kept the job when I didn't really want to, all because of circumstances. Circumstances that, as always, revolved around money. Crap.
I sighed again.
Wasn't it easy to just be nice out of the kindness of his heart instead of bullied into it?
I almost laughed. Like Dex could be bullied into something. I'd known him a few days and I already knew he was immovable.
"Don't get all emo on my ass." He nudged my knee with his hip. "Tell me you got a problem."
I couldn't. I just couldn't.
The risk of losing this friggin' job that I wasn't even that fond of yet was too high. If he got pissed off about me asking for help, how pissed would he be if I told him to quit being a dick? Despite the fact that my brother had told me to do the same thing Dex was implying...I wasn’t positive that I really had it in me.
“Babe, I’m not gonna have an issue tellin’ somebody that they’re pissin’ me off,” he stated.
No shit.
He nudged my knee with his hip again. “Say it.”
“Say what?” I asked slowly.
“Say what you’re thinkin’,” Dex explained.
I shook my head.
His eyebrows knit together in exasperated patience. “Call me a dick. An asshole. A shit. Whatever you want, just get it out, Ritz.”
The look on my face was probably half horrified, half nervous that he’d said the one nickname I usually called him in my head. “No.”
“Why not?”
“Because that’s rude.”
It was Dex’s turn to blink slowly. “There’s a difference between sayin’ it out loud and sayin’ it in your head?”
Damn it. He had a point.
But before we could go any further, someone in the front yelled Dex’s name loud enough that it was heard through the music playing. With a low grunt, he shifted so that his hip contact turned into the long length of his thigh pressing into my knee and shin. “I’ll try not to take my shit out on you again but if I do, say somethin’. I’m not gonna bite your head off for bein’ honest with me, all right?”
I gave him a dubious look because seriously? Did he really expect me to think he’d take me calling him an ugly name well? Oh please. But okay, whatever made him sleep better at night.
I was tired of being so angry. I could try to be a bigger person and wash my hands of this. It would be impossible to say that Dex wasn’t trying to fix this muck in his own brutal way. He deserved points for effort.
Okay, not really but still. Move past it. Forget it.
“Look, I’m gonna hope you forget what I said or forgive me sooner than later because I’m not a fan of this shit right now. I’m sorry and that’s the damn truth. But I want you to open that little mouth and say whatever’s botherin’ you from now on, all right?”
I didn’t say anything in response because I didn’t think he needed an answer.
He kept looking at me with those high intensity eyes until I realized he did want a confirmation. “Okay.”
Dex ducked his head in to catch my eyes more fully.
This guy. God. I raised my voice and repeated myself. “Fine, I’ll say something from now on.”
With a single pat to my knee, he was gone a moment later.
And I sat there wondering what the hell had just happened.
Chapter Nine
The days seemed to pass by in a blur of work, Sonny, his home, getting paid, and my new favorite place—the Austin Public Library branch right by the shop. I registered for my card before work one day, since I figured that with my starving bank account I wouldn’t be able to afford buying any books in the near future. And to be honest, once I got my card and settled into my routine, it was good—comfortable. I'd even applied for a couple of full-time jobs and that made me excited.
Hell, everything was pretty nice. Including the tension at work.
Dex had been in and out of the shop and when he was in, he was just kind of aloof unless he had to make deposits at the bank during the day.
Even though I’d pretty much—but not completely—gotten over our initial meeting disaster, I still didn’t feel completely comfortable around him. The tension between us had gone from strained to…weird after the incident with the drunk guy. The same drunk guy who came in sober and holding a daisy the day afterward, apologizing for calling me a bitch. There wasn’t a doubt in my mind that the The Dick had been behind the visit. With the exception of Dex’s bad moment, I usually didn’t hold grudges because they weren’t worth the effort and I let Rick off the hook.