Twisted Together (Monsters in the Dark #3)(33)
His tongue lashed out, taking complete possession of my mouth. I squirmed closer, pulling his hair, forcing him to hurtle toward violence.
He growled as I reached down and grasped his cock as hard as I could.
"Fuck." His hips pistoned, crunching my wrist between us. My mouth opened in a silent scream but Q used the advantage to kiss me harder, deeper, wider.
"What are you?" he grunted, rocking into me.
"You're worthless. You belong to us. Withdrawal will make you do anything, obey anyone. You're ours."
My body jolted; I pressed harder against Q wanting to run from the abysmal thoughts.
"Answer me, esclave." Q's touch bruised, but he didn't raise his palm or reach for his belt.
"Je suis à toi." I panted. Revelling in the freedom of the phrase, I repeated, "Je suis à toi, Q." I'm yours.
"Just like I'm yours." His passion poured down my throat to my heart, heating me, protecting me. His lips crushed mine, and his arms bunched, pulling me away from the wall. Blindly, he carried me, but a second later we crashed into a sideboard.
The hard wood smacked into my thighs; Q swore under his breath. With glazed eyes and need glowing on his face, he swiped an angry arm behind me, knocking off expensive porcelain and a vase holding cascading lilies.
The flowers teetered then committed suicide on the marble floor below. The tinkling of splintering glass and china mixed with our heavy breathing. Cold water splashed my legs, soaking into my jeans.
Q didn't give me time to look at the mess. His lips found mine, drowning me in his hunger. Hoisting me higher, he placed me on the sideboard, scooting me to the edge for easy reach. His lips tore from mine, his eyes latching onto my chest.
Bending over, he took the delicate material of my singlet in his mouth and tore it with his teeth. Once torn, he grabbed the neckline and ripped.
The cotton didn't stand a chance, shredding like gossamer to follow the same path the flowers had. I moaned as his mouth latched onto my nipple through my bra. I fought the anxiety in my blood, waiting for the sharp nip of teeth-knowing the slight onset of pain would undo all my wetness, turning me from willing to pretending.
"You taste so good. So fucking good," he growled, his fingers fumbling at the clasp. The hook sprang free, and Q jerked it off my body to toss over his shoulder. His eyes darkened from pale to smouldering. His jaw clenched as every muscle in his body locked into place. "Goddammit, you're too fucking perfect."
Reaching for me again, he pushed me back to taste. He manhandled me exactly how he wanted-using me like the perfect toy-his toy.
Every pull and suck of his mouth sent fire whooshing through my veins and into my core. Every lick and tease of his teeth made me forget.
Forget the voices. The pain. The suffering.
He became my entire world.
His lips left my nipple, leaving me cold and wet. His eyes charred my every thought.
With ruthless fingers, he attacked my jeans button. His knuckles brushed my clit through the material, sending a bolt of pleasure clenching my body.
Yes!
So long since I felt such inhibition. He granted immunity from everything but the selfishness of sex.
The zip released with one yank, then Q's fingers looped around the waistline.
He pulled. Hard.
I almost fell off the sideboard. Bracing my hands on the smooth wood, I arched my hips, giving him room to tear them down.
My thighs were moon-white, marked only by remnants of kicks and torture. They were only faint shadows but Q's eyes narrowed. Tracing the fading bruises, his face filled with harrowing rage. "Jamais. Ils ne prendront plus jamais ce qui est à moi." Never again. Never will they take what's mine.
My heart sank further into my body, hiding from his temper; it came alive again as a burst of tenderness softened his features.
He leaned over, descending his mouth to the sensitive skin of my hip. With a slice of sharp canines, he decimated the scrap of lace.
My mind whirled as I sat fully naked before him. Q froze, drinking me in.
"Destroying my clothes again?" I breathed. Loving his lust-the ferocity and abandonment. He was loving me like I needed him to: full of passion and no pain.
"It's only fair seeing as you destroyed my fucking heart." He kissed me, making me swallow his words.
With strong hands he spread my knees, placing himself between my legs. I fumbled with his belt, cursing the rush of nostalgia and regret. I missed the lust at the thought of him using the leather. I missed the fuckedupness that made me his.
Q pushed my hands away, unbuckling in one fast pull.