Twisted Together (Monsters in the Dark #3)(198)

Q pursed his lips, scanning the crowd of women. His fingers twitched in mine, and I knew he recognised them-running through the catalogued condition they'd been in when they arrived-the environment in which he'd brought them from.

My stomach twisted with awe. Awe for how many lives he'd touched. I wished I could see his thoughts-follow his memories and understand.

"Q-this … it's amazing. They came to thank you personally." I clutched his arm, willing love through my fingertips. My chest cracked open with adoration for the man I called mine.

He looked at me, his face hard and unreadable. "This is extremely dangerous. Not just for me but for you. Don't you think traffickers will be watching this? Waiting to see if they can pick off women who have already been prey?"

Panic shot through my system. I searched the crowd, relaxing a little, noticing the familiar bodyguards dotted in the swarm. We were protected. We had a team behind us now. A network of people we didn't have before. No more attacks would be made.

I must stay confident.

"You have to say something … they need closure. Something, Q."

Q's face whitened. "What on earth can I say? Yes, I saved them, but I had no contact. I left them to Suzette to fix-I wasn't there in their healing."

I shook my head. "To them you're the hero. The one who came for them when no one else did. You have to listen. You have to do something."

The prime minster nodded. "Just a small speech, sir. Nothing big, then we can ask them to leave you in peace."

Q dragged a hand over his face. His shoulders tightened, hiding his nerves. Letting his hand fall, his annoyance was veiled behind the stern, forcible nature I knew so well.

My core clenched. I wanted to tell him he may be my husband, and I was beside him every hour of every day, but he still made me wet-just by being him. 

"Fine. Give me a damn microphone."

A policeman appeared with a wireless one almost instantly. Q snatched it off him, never letting go of my hand. "If I'm doing this-so are you, Tess."

He marched forward, giving me no choice but to follow in his footsteps. We stood at the top of the stairs, staring into the souls of victims who'd been saved. Clearing his throat, he said, "Bonjour."

The crowd hushed, all eyes-blue, green, brown, grey-all landed on Q. Fixated by the man who gave them back their lives.

"I want to thank you for coming to see me today. The gesture is both gratifying and humbling. But I assure you, it wasn't necessary. You gave me all the thanks I needed when you returned to your loved ones. The only payment I required was making you strong again."

Murmurs rose from the crowd. A blonde woman darted between spectators, slowly making her way to the steps of town hall.

My heart whizzed, prickling with awareness. My eyes narrowed at the darting form.

Q continued, "Despite the evilness of the world, good has prevailed, and I hope each of you has been able to move on and not let them win."

The blonde girl fought the crush of bodies. Her hand went to her pocket. Time slowed, moving in heartbeats, dying in increments.

"Franco!" I yelled, pointing at the girl. Petrified she had a gun-some weapon to kill Q.

Q yanked me behind his body, protecting me. Franco leapt down the stairs, imprisoning the girl's arm. It all happened in a blink-swift, efficient, trapping the would be threat.

But then her blue eyes locked onto mine.

"Please, no more. You've done enough! You're like them. You're a monster!"

I stumbled backward; my palm went slick with glacial sweat. Q's hand slipped from around my arm. I reeled away.

No. It can't be.

My hands clutched my hair as a cloud of torrid memories sucked me under.

"Hurt her, puta."

"I'm going to rape this one-then you'll know what it will feel like when I start on you."

My ears roared. My heart died.

Blonde Angel.

It can't be!

But it was. I'd stared into her eyes while hitting her. I'd listened to her screams while Leather Jacket tortured her. I would recognise her anywhere. She was a tattoo upon my soul.

She raised her arm, pointing at me. Painting me like the witch who deserved to be burned. The blissfully happy six months evaporated under the weight of what I'd done. How could I forget? How could I pretend I'd paid the toll when I'd killed a woman? When I'd brutally tortured another?

"Tess-Tess?" Q's voice cut through my horror, dragging me back to the sunny warm day in France. Innocent. Safe. But it wasn't innocent or safe.

My past had found me.

And now I must pay.

"Her," I croaked. "It's her."

Blonde Angel fought Franco, trying to climb the steps. Her eyes never left mine, locked together in purgatory. She wore such innocuous clothing-a pair of loose fitting jeans and huge yellow jumper. Her hair was up in a ponytail-she looked so young. So young!