One more step. Lynx's body heat buffeted me-his expensive cologne made me want to vomit. But I looked into his eyes, invoking the sweetest poison of my soul. I made him believe. "I doubt you can," I murmured, looking up through lowered lashes. The room was stagnant with tension-it was soup-unstrained syrup.
Lynx was bewitched. "Doubt I can what?" He leaned forward, eyes latching onto my lips.
"Treat me better than he ever did." His body curved, swaying toward me, drugged on the poison I fed. "I'll accept your terms, if you do one thing for me. One tiny thing."
His lips hovered a fraction above mine. "Do what?"
I tilted my head, hair falling over one eye. "Ask what I want in return. Then I'll give you all that I am."
His forehead furrowed, his temper growing. "You're too bold. But I'll do it-one request, then no more." He reached for my chin, holding me. I ignored the insects crawling beneath his touch. Soon. It would be over … .soon. "What do you want?"
My eyes rested on Q. His wonderful body, his gorgeous features. I fanned the love in my heart, cocooning myself with strength. On barely a whisper, I said, "You can't give me what I want."
Lynx pulled back, the fog retreating from his eyes, finally sensing my trap. But it was too late.
"You can't give it to me because I want your fucking soul." I pressed my weapon against his cock. I fired.
A second.
That's all it took.
The bullet tore through soft intimate flesh, making him scream. And scream. And scream. His pistol swung upward but I was ready. I shot his hand. Blood filled the wound, spilling with a steady trickle. The weapon skittered away like a scared animal, sliding into a corner of the room.
Lynx crashed to the floor, holding his bloody trousers, incomprehensible with pain.
Franco tried to grab me, but I didn't stop or care. Slapping him away, I knelt beside Lynx, letting his groaning agony wash over me. I pushed a fingertip into his blood, gathering the life-paint, smearing it across my cheek. The cooling ooze was a hard-won trophy. I swelled with retribution.
I did this for you, Q. I've avenged you.
"Help-someone!" Lynx spluttered between his screams. Slamming a hand over his mouth, I shut him up. His feeble fights were nothing to the rage making me inhumanly strong. I didn't care my knees got wet as I kneeled by his head. I didn't care his blood soaked through my clothes, baptising me in horror. All I cared about was the last words I wanted to say. To him. To the traffickers who'd taken me. To evil itself.
I bowed over him, whispering in his ear, "My name is Tess Mercer. I'm no longer weak or afraid or broken. I've taken control of my fate. I no longer need a tower or dark angels or help. I am fear. And I take your soul in penance for everything that was done to me. I take it for the women you've raped. I take it for the women you've sold. I take it for my master, soul-mate, and husband. I take you for me."
Pressing the gun against his forehead, I locked eyes with his chaotic gaze. He begged me silently. He pleaded wordlessly. And no compassion filled me.
I hope you burn forever.
Trigger. Sulphur. Bullet.
He was dead.
No one moved or spoke as I rose gracefully from the puddle of blood, standing over the soulless corpse. I was a phoenix glowing bright with power. I took back everything that'd been stolen.
I didn't find the old Tess. She was gone. But in her place stood a new Tess. A woman who no longer feared. I'd looked evil in the eye and won. I'd been reborn in blood.
Franco shuffled forward, gently prying my fingers from the gun. "Tess-are you okay?"
His voice cut through my silence inside, reminding me I'd taken one life, now it was time to mourn another.
Turning to Q, I wasn't strong enough to fight the swell of grief this time.
Q hung there-his stomach didn't rise with breath, his dark hair glistening with wetness. He was gone and it was time to smother my pointless hope and accept. "Cut him down."
The team of men did as I asked, obeying my every command. A pulley in the wall dropped Q's body to a height where a knife could be sliced through the rope around his ankles. Two men caught him. Franco collected his legs and in a sombre ceremony they carried him from the dungeon. They carried my reason for existing back into the sunlight.
I trailed behind, smearing Lynx's blood between my fingers like a talisman. The emptiness inside rapidly filled with churning waves of sadness. My heartbeats were heavy and loud-gonging with every step.
One beat.
Two beats.
I focused on staying strong. I had to. Q was gone.