Twisted Together (Monsters in the Dark #3)(121)

I shook my head. "He doesn't-"

"You know him-the parts he lets you see at least. But I've been with him for nine years. And believe me when I say, he's always gone through life knowing he would die young. He never came out and said it, but he wasn't planning for a long life, Tess. He just didn't have the strength to keep battling whatever is inside him."

My heart felt as if it'd been mined of all the goodness inside, leaving it riddled with holes. Only Q could patch those holes, and it didn't matter what decision I went with because the conclusion was all the same.

I would get him back. Just like he saved me. I didn't have the luxury of second guessing and denial. It was time to go.

Clutching my torn dress, I pulled away from Franco. He stumbled a little, drawing my eyes to his torn trousers and blood-stained shirt. "Shit, Franco. I'm so sorry." I reached out to touch a gash on his arm only for him to flinch back.

Then I saw it.

A crimson-soaked tie wrapped around his thumb. Or rather … lack of one.

My eyes darted to his, filling with liquid. "What-what did they do?"

He shrugged. "It's the only access to your room. Key-coded fingerprints. I refused when they asked. Guess they didn't like that." Reaching into his pocket, he pulled out the severed appendage.

Bile swashed up my gullet and into my mouth.

I ran.

Skidding into the bathroom, I threw the toilet seat up and purged my system of lychee martinis and Italian entrées in a wicked wave of vomit.

Cold sweat dotted my spine as my stomach convulsed.

Franco's thumb. They'd cut off his thumb.

I retched again.

If they did that to get to Q, what the hell would they do to him now he was in their clutches?

I moaned, convulsing harder; my soul tried to claw its way out of my mouth.

Gentle fingers whispered across my neck, tugging damp strands, twisting them into a messy bun.

I looked up, still hugging the porcelain. Franco gave me a sad smile. "It's probably a good thing it's all out of your system. But we need to go. Do you think you'll be okay?" I couldn't help looking at his left hand, saturated in blood, wrapped with his tie around the stump of where his thumb used to be. 

My stomach rolled as an image of Q's fingers being cut off consumed me, but I swallowed hard.

Stop being a fucking girl.

I refused to waste another minute. Wiping my mouth, I stood up and made my way to the sink. Franco shuffled with me, holding my hair so I could wash my face. The broken dress gaped and flashed my breasts but I was beyond caring. Franco and I were well past a bit of flesh. He'd just become my lifeline in order to get Q back.

"Give me one minute," I croaked through my bile-scalded throat.

Franco nodded, releasing my hair.

Rushing to the wardrobe, I grabbed a thick black jumper and jeans. Shoving the dress down my hips, I quickly yanked the jeans on and threw the sweater over my head, before wedging my feet into some ballet flats.

Franco limped toward me, a slight smirk on his lips. "Have to say that brought back memories of watching you dress into that slinky gold number for Q's dinner party." Then his eyes darkened. "Has he told you why he did that yet?"

My mind flashed back to the past-the mermaid filigree dress that hid nothing and offered everything to the Russian in the white jump suit. Shaking my head, I muttered, "No. But whatever his reasoning, I accept it. I knew even then he wasn't as bad as he came across. I think I loved him the moment you forced me to bow."

Franco half-smiled. "I only forced you because I understood the look in his eyes. He'd never had that look before."

Going to him, I slung his arm over my shoulders, taking some of his weight. "What look?" We hobbled to the exit.

It was good to keep my mind on other things. It distracted me from what Q might be suffering-kept me levelheaded.

Franco sighed. "Lust … attraction … maybe even love. Who knows." Giving me a quick smile, he said, "Either way. I knew he wanted you, and I wanted to see him happy."

Franco opened the doorknob; we made our way slowly into the corridor.

This is going to take forever. He's too injured.

I didn't want to seem ungrateful for having Franco's help, but we needed to go. We needed to hunt. How could we do that if Franco could barely walk and needed urgent surgery?

Franco hissed as I propelled him faster. "There's a plan in motion. It's not just us. So you don't have to panic."

My heart raced. Q-hold on. "What plan?"

"We had a discussion after Q rescued you. We knew the likelihood of them coming for him was high, so we had a system put in place. It's already started." Franco looked at his watch. "I'd say about twenty-five minutes ago-the moment they barged into my room and beat the fuck out of me."