Trust in Me(103)

            I looked at her, unsure if I should say something.

            She straightened as her gaze flickered over my face. “Is everything okay?”

            Fuck it. There was no way I could let this pass. I glanced at the table. “You got a message while you were sleeping.”

            Her brows knitted as she followed my gaze and then she lurched forward, snapping up her cell. She inhaled sharply when she tapped on the screen.

            I watched the blood seep out of her face and felt the knots of unease grow. “It flashed across your screen when it came through.”

            Slowly, she sat the phone down with trembling hands. She didn’t look at me, but kept staring at it. “You looked at the text?”

            “It’s not like I did it on purpose.” Tense, I leaned forward. “It was right there, sitting on your screen.”

            “But you didn’t have to look!” She stood, hands curling at her sides.

            Whoa. Hold up. “Avery, I wasn’t sneaking through your stuff. The damn text came through. I looked before I could stop myself. Maybe that was wrong.”

            “It was wrong!”

            I took a deep breath. “Okay. It was wrong. I’m sorry, but that doesn’t change the fact that I saw that text.”

            She stopped in the middle of the room and there was no mistaking the look of panic darkening her eyes.

            “Avery,” I said carefully. Her gaze darted to me. “Why would you get a text like that?”

            She crossed her arms over her chest. “I don’t know.”

            I didn’t believe her.

            “I don’t know,” she said again, and then rushed on. “Every so often I get a text like this, but I don’t know why. I think it’s a wrong-number kind of thing.”

            I still didn’t believe her. “You don’t know who that’s from?”

            “No. It says unknown caller. You saw that.” She continued on before I could speak. “I’m sorry for freaking out on you. It just surprised me. I was asleep and I wake up and I could tell something was wrong. Then I thought . . . I don’t know what I thought, but I’m sorry.”

            “Stop apologizing, Avery.” I hated it when she did that. “I don’t need to hear that you’re sorry. I want you to be honest with me, sweetheart. That’s all I want. If you’re getting messages like that, I need to know about that.”

            She took a step back. “Why?”

            Sometimes I wondered if we spoke the same language. “Because I’m your boyfriend and I care if someone is calling you a whore!”

            Avery flinched.

            Taking another deep breath, I looked away. “Honestly? It pisses me off, even if it’s an accidental text. No one should be sending you shit like that.” I paused, finding her gaze and holding it. “You know you can tell me anything, right? I’m not going to judge you or get mad.”

            The moment those words left my mouth, I realized how absolutely fucking fake I was. Here I was telling Avery she could tell me anything, getting pissed off because I knew she wasn’t, and I was keeping secrets.

            “I know,” she whispered, and then louder, “I know.”

            My heart kicked in my chest as I stared into her eyes. “And you trust me, right?”

            “Yes. Of course I do.”