Town of Chance_ Believing in Love(19)
“Jesus, Eliza Grace. You’re fucking lethal,” he said in a reprimanding tone that made her think they were blaming this little sexual encounter on her. She gasped and pushed Tazer away from her and fixed herself.
“Eliza Grace.” Tazer said her name and reached for her waist. She tried turning away. “So this is my fault? You’re the older, more experienced ones. Maybe used to just taking a woman out from a bar and screwing her against the wall like some whore.” As she tried to escape to the door Tazer snagged her around the waist with one arm, lifting her off the ground as if she were light as a feather and he hugged her to him. His mouth was against her neck and ear. His body encased her from behind as Lynch placed his hands on her hips and pressed against her. She was sandwiched between them.
She tried not looking at them.
“First of all, we don’t fuck women against walls outside bars, just like I know for a fact that you don’t make out with men outside of bars either. You’re making excuses and we’re done allowing you to deny what we all feel here.”
“Open your eyes,” Lynch said in a deep, raspy voice that had her shaking. She blinked her eyes open and he reached up and held her chin and jaw between his thumb and pointer.
“You are so fucking beautiful, baby. We’ve been watching you, wanting you, needing to know if you were ready for us, and capable of handling men like us. We were fighting it too.”
“Why now? Why tonight? Because some guys are flirting with me and looking at the calendar?” she asked with attitude. It confirmed that she wasn’t scared that they would hurt her in any way. She felt confident enough to sort of challenge them, because she knew they wouldn’t hurt her but instead protect her. That led to thoughts of guardianship, and perhaps actually having sex, making love for the very first time with them.
She felt Tazer’s arm grow snugger around her waist and his mouth move over her ear.
“You looked incredible in the calendar, Eliza Grace.” He suckled her ear and then her neck, making her part her lips and close her eyes.
Lynch used his thumb to caress her lower lip.
“But it also made us realize how fucking jealous we can be about sharing what’s ours.”
She opened her eyes and held Lynch’s gaze. The back door opened and she couldn’t turn to see who it was but felt Tazer’s hand move up and cup her breast.
“What’s going on here?” She heard Burker’s voice and then saw him and Parker now surround her too.
“We’re just explaining to Eliza Grace about the changes that are coming,” Tazer said to her and ran his thumb over her nipple.
She moaned softly. “Changes?” she asked as he rocked his hips against her ass, and she felt his hard cock between her ass cheeks.
“Oh God,” she moaned and Lynch leaned forward and kissed her lips. He spoke against them, pulling away and then pressing back. “Changes, Eliza Grace. Beginning with you accepting our guardianship and protection.” He kissed her again and then pulled back.
“But I can’t,” she whispered, feeling her mind whirl with concerns, questions, and fears of the fact she had never had sex before and it was obvious these men had a lot of sex. They had to have because they were hardly doing anything to her and making her panties wet and her body pull toward them for more. How the hell did they do this? How did they make her want four men to take whatever they wanted from her? It could be a disaster. She didn’t even know if she could let them that close to her.
“You’re shaking, baby, talk to us,” Tazer said as he caressed her breast and then lower to her hip. He used his free hand to move her hair to the side more as he pressed kisses to her bare shoulder.
She felt sexy, desirable with her tank top lowered down her arms, the cleavage of her breasts exposed to all four men, and then surrounding her, wanting little ol’ her.
“I don’t think I can give you what you want.”
“Oh, I think you can. When you follow your heart, your body and let go, you let us in and it feels good, it feels right,” Parker said to her.
“Why do you want me? You can have any woman you want, whenever you want. Hell, Parker, I’ve seen you practically mauling a woman in a bar. I’ve seen Lynch too. I don’t want that. I don’t want to be your next conquest.” she said to them. She felt so badly and empty just thinking about not feeling them close. She liked them, lusted for them from afar for over a year. Suddenly, after what they shared tonight she knew she would be lonely and miserable without more of them. For crying out loud, she came in Tazer’s arms. He sucked on her breast in the back alley of Spencer’s.