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To Love Honour and Disobey(19)

By:Natalie Anderson

       
           



       

She got into the car. Strapped in and checked the mirrors, pulled into  the line of traffic and relished the power beneath her fingers and feet.

She could feel Seb's eyes on her, could see the sexy half-smile on his lips and the way he was turned towards her.

She glanced across to meet his eyes. 'What?'

Despite his shave he still had an air of dissipation about him. And he  spoke with the sort of sultry, hours-spent-in-bed tone that made her  bones melt. 'You suit being in the driver's seat.'

Chapter Nine

ANA pulled up outside the venue-one of those all-in-one wedding venues.  An ex-palace or something with beautiful gardens and old stone walls.  She let the car idle.

'Out you get. I'll be back in three or so hours.'

Seb stared at her.

She smiled. 'You didn't really think I was going to crash your dad's wedding, did you?'

He didn't smile back. 'If you don't go in. I don't go in.' Utterly uncompromising.

'Seb, this is for your father. This is just one of those things you have to do.'

'You in or I don't go.'

'I can't. I'm not invited.'

His expression didn't alter. 'I'm inviting you.'

'Seb, I can't go in. I can't wear this.' She inhaled-he didn't get it, did he? 'For heaven's sake, Seb, I'm not wearing a bra.'

He threw his head back and laughed. 'Oh, honey, I know.' He laughed some  more. 'What's the problem? You didn't wear a bra once in Africa.'

'That was different. I wore a bikini.'

'Well, you just walked through one of the busiest stores in London in  that outfit and everyone stared because you look so damn hot. Now get  out of the car and let's get this over with.'

Ana's heart thudded. So damn hot? She felt it. When he looked at her  like that she felt it. But this was awful. This was just awful. She'd  only dressed up to prod him into going. She'd had no intention of  actually going through with it.

He was looking her over, very thoroughly, from head to toe. 'If you  don't get out of the car now, I can't be held responsible for my  actions.'

Sweating. It was a mid-winter, miserable London day and she was  dissolving into a warm puddle. Ana pulled the key from the ignition and  gave it to him to pocket. 'We're not in Africa now, Seb. Let's go.'

Out of the car she positioned the wrap around her shoulders-aiming to  cover both breasts and the tattoo. He waited on the footpath for her,  then walked with his hand at her back as they went in. It was a far  bigger do than she'd anticipated and she was ridiculously glad of her  'touched up' face and heels and designer dress. Even more glad of the  wrap. People smiled at Sebastian, looked interestedly at her when he  introduced her as his 'friend'.

'Darling!'

'My mother,' he muttered in her ear, quickly informing her as the woman rushed forward to greet them.

His mother was here? Wasn't that awkward?

'I haven't seen you in months. What have you been doing? You've lost weight.' She looked at Ana as if it were all her fault.

'Mother, this is Ana. Ana, this is my mother, Lily.'

Ana smiled, pulled the shawl that little bit tighter around her arms. So  this was her mother-in-law, huh? Good grief. This was total madness.  But Sebastian had a twinkle in his eye and she just knew he was enjoying  her awkwardness.

'Sebastian, you're doing the business for your father.' Lily turned to her son.

'Again,' Seb drawled.

Ana gave him a look. 'Don't spoil it.'

His brows lifted and their gazes clashed. 'I won't.'

'So, Ana,' his mother said firmly, 'you can come and sit next to me.'

Like a royal summons, the demand couldn't be ignored. Ana sent Seb a  terror look, which he countered with a grin that said she deserved it.  She pulled her wrap closer around her so she didn't give the woman an  up-close view of her tattoo.

But in moments she forgot the discomfort as the ceremony got under way.  It wasn't tacky, the bride-who was definitely more than a couple of  years older than Seb-did wear white, but it was a suit not a lace and  sparkle-encrusted meringue. Their vows were simple, and their smiles  were huge. Ana thought it was sweet.

And then she looked at the tall, dark-suited man standing beside his  father. He was staring at her. And he wasn't smiling. And as soon as the  formal part was over he walked over to her.

'They look really happy,' she said, wishing he could find some joy in the occasion.                       
       
           



       

'For a limited time only.'

'You are so cynical.'

'Why will this one last when the others didn't? Second, third time round  are even less likely to go the distance than first-timers.'

'But some do, Seb.' His stubborn disbelief annoyed her. 'You're so  determined to think the worst, to expect the worst. It surprises me that  a person as competitive as you should be so defeatist.'

He looked startled for a second but quickly covered it.

Well, if he wasn't going to enjoy himself, she was. She nobbled a passing waiter and took a glass of champagne.

Seb finally smiled. 'Taking advantage of the free booze?'

'Isn't that what weddings are for?' Besides, she could do with a little Dutch courage.

'Too right.' He lifted a glass of juice from the waiter's tray and winced. 'Except I can't face it.'

He couldn't face the whole thing, could he? Heaven forbid these people actually made a commitment.

'Good. You'll be OK to drive and I can kick up my heels.'

'Fantastic-you can warm up and lose the wrap.'

'You're not afraid I'll make a spectacle of myself and embarrass you?' some internal imp made her ask.

His gaze travelled over her slip of a dress. 'I'm half hoping you will.'

Ana withstood the heat for a moment. They were flirting with danger again, weren't they? But it was worth it to see him smile.

She turned away from him in time to see Seb's mother embrace first her  ex-husband and then the latest of her replacements. 'I thought you said  they were really bitter.'

'They are. They just hide it under a layer of superficial niceness.' He  looked at her sardonically. 'For my benefit, of course. They wouldn't  want to openly fight in front of the boy.'

'Are they that bad? Or is it just you who's so uncomfortable with the situation?'

'What do you mean?'

'Look, Seb, I don't blame you for being bitter. I don't blame you for  feeling hurt. But why won't you give them a chance? You just refuse to  believe in them, don't you?'

'There is no such thing as for ever, Ana,' Seb said shortly. 'Not ever.  They've proved it enough times already and I don't know why they bother  continuing to try.'

Ana turned, unable to look at the harshness in his usually so handsome  face, and stared at the fairy creature who'd appeared right in front of  them.

She had blonde hair. Natural too, the cow, with bright blue eyes and  make-you-blink white teeth shown to complete advantage in a wide, pretty  smile.

Ana blinked, refocused and then tried not to stare with complete  jealousy at the woman's petite figure. She had the slightest shoulders,  her tiny collarbones set off by a beautiful necklace that Ana just knew  was a one-off collector's piece. And she was short-slight enough for any  man to scoop her into his arms with ease. So feminine. So lovely. So  everything that Ana wasn't.

'Sebastian!' The elf threw her slender arms around Seb's neck. 'So nice to see you!'

Ana saw his hands go around her waist. Figured she was so tiny he could  probably touch his fingers and thumbs together in a complete circle. And  in that lowcut top and slinky skirt? She had the 'gorgeous slim  socialite' look down pat-was a complete, genuine beauty.

Ana felt the clumsy, gawky, overgrown teen inside her tear off her  superficial layer of mature, confident adult. Suddenly she was sure that  if she tried to take so much as a step she'd probably trip over, or  bang into the corner of a table. That if she tried to talk it'd be some  squeak of stupidity. That her feet were bigger than Ronald McDonald's.

This girl was a flawless diamond, and Ana was an oversized lump of coal.

She didn't even look at Ana. At least, not initially-not while she was  busy leaning into him with the brilliant smile in place, utterly Miss  Effervescent. Then she turned her head, still pressing into Seb, and  subjected Ana to a totally different sort of smile. The sort that was  still vivacious but that held none of the flirtation and all of the  challenge. Oh, yes, the petite piranha had her teeth in and she wasn't  letting go.

'Ana, this is Cassie. Cassie, Ana.'

Ana was surprised he could still speak given the way the woman had invaded every inch of his airspace.

'Ana? How lovely to meet you!'

Oh, could she be more sparkly? Ana felt snark in every cell but she managed an almost smile and waited for her to let go of Seb.

She soon realised she was going to be waiting a long, long time.

'It's been too long, darling!' Cassie was patting his chest-stroking, in  fact. 'You've been working too hard. You obviously need to have some  more fun.' There was a flashing look beneath her lashes at Ana then-a  flash of a knife. 'When are we hitting the club scene again? Later  tonight?'