He lowered his head and kissed Kimber on her lips. "You good with whiskey, or do you want something else?"
Right then, Kimber felt a part of her fall in love with this hardened biker who only had eyes for her when a gorgeous, stacked woman stood next to him, fuming. "Whiskey's fine." Her eyes shone and he laughed.
"Excuse me. I'm trying to talk with Throttle." The woman inserted herself in front of them, but Throttle stepped back. "Is that any way to act toward a woman you almost married?" From the glint in her eyes, Kimber knew the bitch enjoyed her look of surprise.
"We don't have anything to talk about. Me and my woman are headed out. Take care of yourself, Mariah." He pushed past her, his arm around Kimber holding her tightly to him.
Even though she knew it was childish, she derived an inordinate amount of satisfaction from Mariah's loud gasp. It was still unclear who she was, and Kimber would ask Throttle about it later, but for that moment, her being attached to his hip pissed the hell out of the snotty bitch and made Kimber's day a bit better.
After paying for the whiskey, Throttle once again helped Kimber on the bike. From her peripheral view, she saw Mariah standing outside the store staring at the way he fussed over her, making sure her feet were on the footrests. If she wasn't enjoying pissing the bitch off so much, she would've been madder than hell at Throttle for acting like she was a newbie rider. Guiding my feet to the rests? Give me a fuckin' break! He's playing the macho male to a hilt.
"All good?" His lopsided grin and shining eyes made up for his macho antics; she melted, managing only a nod. "Then let's roll." He revved his powerful engine and, with her arms grasping him tightly, he blasted off.
Half an hour later, Throttle stopped the bike in a beautiful valley lush with pine, aspen, and evergreen trees. Indigo, orange, pink, and red wildflowers lent punches of color to the landscape, carpeting the grass as vibrantly colored butterflies hovered over them. A crystal-clear creek flowed quickly, the bronze rock bed shimmering under the summer sun.
Picking out a nice area near the stream and under a cluster of aspen trees, Throttle spread out a thin blue blanket he retrieved from his saddlebags. Reaching out his hand, he said, "Come on over here, babe." He set down the whiskey and a few bottles of water, then took a seat, his back against the tree trunk and his corded legs stretching in front of him.
Kimber ambled over and kneeled on the blanket, taking his hand. He tugged her to him, settling her between his legs, her back against his chest. He kissed the top of her hair. "You smell real good. I love the perfume you wear. It fuckin' makes my dick twitch every time I get a whiff of it."
She laughed. His blunt, dirty mouth was exactly what she loved. Chewy had been that way in the beginning of their relationship, and that's when she'd realized she loved it. As time went on and Chewy's drinking, drug use, and cruelty escalated, the dirty talking turned into crude, hurtful words. She rested the back of her head on his shoulder. "You want to tell me about Mariah?" she asked softly, her heart thumping in her chest.
He blew out a long, noisy breath and twirled several strands of her hair around his fingers. Then he told her everything about his life with Mariah. When he was finished, he cupped her chin in his hand and craned her neck, gently kissing her.
"Thanks for sharing a glimpse into your past with me." She twisted in his arms so she sat sideways, her back resting against his drawn-up leg. She captured his gaze. "Do you still love her?"
"No. For years I tried to forget her, even punished women for the shit she did to me, but I never could get her out of my system. The bitterness was … fuck, still is there. If you're asking if I want to hook up with her again, the answer is no. The funny thing is that, if you weren't around, I'd probably think about using her, but I don't want to hang or be with anyone but you."
Warmth spread through her. Was it possible that she was more than his sex toy? Did he actually care something for her as a person, as a woman? "I don't know why, but what you just said made me real happy. I know we don't have claims on each other, but I wouldn't want to think of you with her."
"It kicks ass that we're even here holding each other. I love this spot, but I've never shared it with anyone else."
"Not even Mariah?"
"Nope. We were young, and she wasn't interested in anything but partying, shopping, and screwing. I was good with that, so it worked for a while. You're the first woman I've wanted to bring here. I don't know … I just wanted to share it with you, and I knew you'd like it. I don't know what the fuck I'm saying."
"I think you're saying that you like me, and I like you too."
"Damn, this is all fuckin' strange. You're a goddamned mechanic, and it bothered the hell outta me, but not so much anymore."
She smiled and ran the back of her hand over his cheek. "That's great. What bothered us before doesn't matter so much now because we're getting to know each other. Like your chauvinistic he-man stomping was beyond annoying when we first met, and now your caveman traits are endearing, in some situations."
He gave her a quizzical look. "Yeah, right. Wait … Did you just fuckin' insult me?"
She kissed his chin. "No. You're too cute." She wanted to ask him if he still had the club girls servicing him, but she didn't want to know the answer, not at that moment. They were having a wonderful day, and knowing he was kissing, touching, and screwing other women the way he did her would break her heart. Go slowly, Kimber. You guys are having a good time. You're connecting as good friends, but don't let him own your heart. You don't want to go there ever again. At least not with another biker.
He held her close and she wrapped her arms around him until it was like they were meshed together as one. They stayed like that, enjoying being together, listening to the creek splash over the rocks, and the birds and insects sing and chirp. And, in that solitary moment, they held hope that the pain in their past love affairs had finally healed enough to allow each of them into the other's life.
Chapter Nineteen
Several stacks of paperwork littered Detective McCue's desk. Deputy Manzik sat in a chair, waiting for McCue to finish his phone call. The ceiling lights illuminated the room, but the panel above the detective's desk was dim and flickered intermittently. The deputy looked over her report; the second rape had been very similar to the first, and it definitely had the markings of their Peeping Tom turned burglar turned rapist.
The previous night, she and Bryan had been the first to arrive at the scene, and she made sure she did everything by the book. There was no way she was going to give her sergeant reason to berate her. Deputy Manzik generally liked most people, but she could not stand Sergeant Stichler; he was a bitter, hateful man. Sharon couldn't imagine being the wife or child of such an unpleasant man. She'd met his wife a few times at the department's picnics and Christmas parties, and she looked so downtrodden and miserable that the pretty police officer's heart went out to her.
There was also something very odd about him. His animosity toward her was too much, and she suspected it wasn't entirely because she was a female deputy. She thought it went deeper than that. She'd done some of her hands-on training with him, and she'd seen how he'd shown little sympathy to the victims of domestic abuse, or how he'd condemn the prostitutes who seemed to come out in full force after dark at Elsinor Park on the west side of town. A couple times, the women would protest that he took certain liberties when loading them into the van.
The truth was she didn't feel comfortable at all with her supervisor and wouldn't want to be in a room alone with him. Most of the time, when she'd leave his office, she'd fight the urge to shower off his innuendos, leers, and off-color remarks. When she'd turned in her report that morning, he surprised her by asking if the victim was pretty and stacked while his gaze lingered on her breasts. She couldn't believe he'd asked her that or stared so boldly at her. She'd mumbled something and scooted out of his office as soon as she could. She couldn't wait to put two more years in, then apply for a detective position. If she had to stay under his command for more than that, she'd seriously consider moving over to the next county and applying to its sheriff's department.