“I want you…both,” she said. “I want you touching me. I want you both inside me.”
“Hell yeah,” Merrick growled against her mouth as he took possession once more.
“Are you sure you’re ready for this?” Cade asked, his tone cautious. “We can take this nice and slow and easy. We’ll only do what you’re ready for.”
Deciding the best way to convince them was just to show them what she wanted, she pushed upward. For a moment, concern darkened their eyes until she positioned herself on her hands and knees, her knees at the very edge of the bed, and she looked up at Merrick, an unspoken invitation for him to claim her mouth.
“Oh hell,” Merrick breathed.
Cade pressed a kiss to the cheek of her ass. “Let me get a condom, sweetheart.”
She shivered from head to toe, chill bumps dotting and then racing across her skin. Her nipples puckered and grew hard. She was one huge ball of anticipation.
Merrick got up on his knees and threaded his fingers through her hair, guiding her down to his cock. He was firm but gentle, and yet she craved more…power? She wanted him to assert his dominance. It was an odd thought, but at the same time, it felt so incredibly…right.
He slid into her mouth, and she sighed softly at the satisfaction of his taste. The feel of him on her tongue. The idea that she was bringing him the same pleasure he’d already given her.
He retreated slowly, dragging his length over her swollen lips. Then he pushed forward again, feeding her, inch by inch, his rigid erection.
Her pulse bounded when Cade’s firm hands grasped her hips. He smoothed his palms over her behind, spreading the cheeks in preparation for his entry.
She was tingling from head to toe, waiting, wanting. As soon as the head of his cock touched the mouth of her opening, she tensed and held her breath around Merrick’s dick.
Then Cade pushed inward, testing the snugness of her passageway as she stretched around him.
She moaned, vibrating against Merrick’s cock, causing him to groan in reaction.
“Feel good, sweetheart?” Cade asked.
She didn’t have to answer. Her body answered for her.
Cade pushed harder, and she could feel herself opening for him as he pressed deeper. His fingers dug into her ass. She loved the sensation of his hands on her, knew she’d wear the marks for hours after.
“God, she’s so tight,” Cade said, his voice strangled.
“Her mouth is heaven,” Merrick said.
Her skin prickled, and pleasure washed through her at the approval and satisfaction in both men’s voices.
And yet she wanted more. Less restraint. She wanted them to let go. The ghosts didn’t own her tonight. Her past was but a shadow in the corner of her mind. She wanted this more than she’d ever wanted anything else.
She pushed back against Cade, taking him deeper. The action sent her farther away from Merrick, and he pursued her, palming her head and reclaiming her mouth in a forceful rush that left her panting with excitement.
How could she want them to be so…powerful? Wouldn’t it frighten her? Shouldn’t it frighten her?
Nothing made sense to her. The mere thought of violence and assault, the very things that had happened to her, made her ill, and yet she wanted to feel the strength of these two men.
Not in a violent way. Even as she had the misgivings, she knew the answer. Their strength soothed her. Made her feel safe and cherished. Protected and loved. She reveled in the raw power they exuded.
They would never hurt her, and she knew it.
And that was the key to it all.
Faith.
Trust.
Love.
Merrick framed her face in his hands, cupping her lovingly as he thrust into her mouth. Cade’s hands were splayed over her ass, holding her firmly in place as he thrust rhythmically.
The gentle slap of flesh on flesh rose and flowed erotically over her ears. So soon after one bone-melting orgasm, she was already fast riding the wave of another.
Cade’s mouth pressed against her spine, eliciting another shiver. So very tender and loving. Her chest ached over it.
“I’m close, baby,” Merrick said. And then he began to withdraw.
Her protest was immediate. She tried to guide him back to her mouth, but he gripped his erection and began to work it up and down with his fist.
“Not this time,” he said quietly. “I’m on edge, and it’s been a long time. I’m going to come a lot.”
A hot burst landed on her shoulder. He held the tip close to her skin, and more jetted onto her flesh. Cade began to move faster and faster, and she threw back her head, closing her eyes, no longer focused on what Merrick was doing.
She cried out and then again. She called both their names. She was close. So very close.