So beautiful and so different. And both hers.
"Go at your own pace, darlin'. When you're ready, you take us. Take as long as you want." Landon offered her his body.
"But please say it won't be too long." Cooper's hand was on his cock. A mischievous smirk lit his eyes. "We've wanted this for so damn long, baby."
With an unblinking stare, she watched his hand move up and down. Cooper was thicker than Lan, but not by much. Both men had long, massive cocks. Cooper's hand roughed up and down his own, from the tip to the base, just above his balls, then back again. It should have been dirty or she should have felt like a voyeur. But no, this sharing felt natural. They didn't need modesty in paradise. Arbitrary boundaries just closed them off from one another. Here, now, they were connected and complete. Well, almost.
Soon.
Alea let herself sink to her knees in the velvety grass. They'd left space for her between them, and she took advantage of it. She settled a hand on both of them, reveling in the catch of Lan's breath and Coop's groan. She drew her palm up their stomachs slowly, her touch skating up to their muscled chests. They controlled so much strength for her benefit. Both men were deadly, trained to kill, but they used it to protect, not to vanquish or take.
Explore. That was the word Cooper had used. And she did.
Alea leaned over and kissed Landon's chest, right above his heart. She let her cheek lie against his skin and she could hear his heart pounding. He wrapped his arms around her, and Alea knew he could have held her tighter, but he merely clasped her lightly so that she could escape if she panicked. A sweet but unnecessary gesture. She nuzzled him instead, gratified to hear him groan as he filtered his fingers through her hair.
With a bye-for-now kiss, she left Lan and shifted to Cooper, spreading her lips across his chest. As she pressed her cheek to him, Alea listened to the rhythm of his heart for a moment before sitting up again. She wanted to explore them, but more than anything, she wanted to please them.
"Tell me what you like." Alea rubbed the flat of her palm against their chests, letting her fingers prowl down their ridged abdomens, gratified when Coop sucked in a breath and Lan seemed to get harder.
"Everything," Landon croaked.
"As long as it's you, baby. Touch me. You'll see the power you have," Cooper groaned.
That invitation was too good to pass up. Alea shivered at the thought of holding him in her hand both literally and figuratively. How long would it take to give him the kind of pleasure they'd given her?
As she reached tentatively for Cooper's cock, he grabbed her wrist. "Go on. You can be rough with me. Just … please. Goddamn it, touch me."
Her breath catching, Alea gripped his erect flesh and gasped. So hard … and yet so buttery soft, like the finest silk. Cooper's cock twitched in her hand. The head was almost like a purple plum, swollen and blood-filled. She swiped her thumb across it curiously, gratified by his guttural groan of pleasure.
"That's it. Fuck, I want to watch." Landon turned on his side, propping his head on his hand. "Go on, darlin'."
"Wow, that's amazing." Then she realized that sounded silly and blushed. "Sorry. I've never touched a cock before."
"Really?" Landon sounded stunned.
She knew exactly why. "My captors beat me silly, but they never raped me, Lan. They didn't actually force me to do anything except watch the horrible things they did to others."
"Lea?" There was so much sympathy in his voice, but she understood that it wasn't pity. He cared about her, loved her. He would empathize. Once she'd realized that, she'd felt more equipped to deal with it. And it felt all right to talk to them about those dark days. She was safe now.
Cooper clapped a hand over hers, stopping the rhythm of her strokes. "Do you need to talk about it first?"
She shook her head and eased his hand away from hers to resume stroking him. She fell into a sensual, measured rhythm. "No, I'm not letting those ghosts haunt me anymore. I just want to move past it. I want to be able to be with you all."
Lan kissed her shoulder, rubbing his cheek against hers. "We want to be with you, too, but you have to tell me if something scares you."
"Yeah," Cooper practically purred the word. He was all tawny and golden, his eyes intent and filled with delicious need.
The idea of pleasing them aroused her. Already wet from Lan's mouth and her orgasm, she felt her folds grow even slicker.
"Am I doing this right?" she whispered.