She struggled to find something to say. She looked down at Yasmin, who was perfectly slender in her Marchesa gown. "You don't look pregnant."
Yasmin's smile lit up the night. She ran a hand down her flat stomach. "I assure you I am. I'm almost three months along. You have to come. It will be just like our childhoods when we spent summers together. And you can start over in England. The palace is too insular. You need to be out in the world."
Yasmin waxed on and on about all the things they could do in London. They would shop, go to the theater, hang out with Oliver's brothers. One was a very famous football player, and Yas was convinced that Alea should go on a date with him.
The idea curdled her stomach. Alea backed up, her hip bumping the ledge of the balcony. Out of the corner of her eye she saw Landon surge toward her. She quickly edged away from the ledge lest Lan decide she meant to escape Yas by jumping to her death or something equally dramatic. He would think of it as his sacred duty to either save her or go down with her, no doubt.
"You're going to love Callum. He's so handsome, and he's just a bit younger than my Oliver."
"Yas, stop. I don't know that I want to leave the palace right now."
When her cousin pursed her lips, preparing an argument, Alea knew she had to come up with some excuse or Yasmin really would set her up with an athlete. The paparazzi already swarmed her on those few occasions she ventured out in public. They called her the "Prisoner Princess." Tal had managed to keep the gritty details of her kidnapping out of the press. The world believed she'd simply been held in a gilded cage until the royal family had coughed up enough cash. If they knew the truth, they would call her the "Prostitute Princess." The very idea made her stomach turn.
Oliver put a hand on his wife's shoulder. "Back off a bit, Yas. You've just thrown a lot of information her way. Give her some time to think."
"You're not happy for me, are you?" Yasmin stared at her, her doe eyes more than a little sad.
"O-of course I am," Alea stuttered. "I'm just surprised."
And a bit annoyed, which made her feel guilty. Yas merely meant to help. But she just wanted peace. Why had she and Oliver sought her on this balcony? Alea had enjoyed the quiet of her and Lan sharing the space alone.
"But I thought you would be happy for me, too. I'm sorry, Lea. Oliver was right. You're still in a dark place, and I didn't realize … This is all my fault."
She turned and fled the balcony, her dress floating around her ankles. Alea winced. Oliver cursed under his breath. Yas had always been on the dramatic side. Pregnancy hormones probably weren't helping. Of course she wanted her cousin to be happy … but it was hard to feel joy about anything when she felt stuck in a rut defined by numbness, terror, and a slow-burning rage.
Oliver dragged a hand over his face. "Forgive her. She's missed you far more than she's let on. I swear she changed the day you went missing. She was quite manic for a while. I was worried we would have to sedate her those first few days. I think the wedding was the only thing that held her together. And now the baby is coming."
He said the last in a sort of resolved tone that led Alea to wonder if Oliver wasn't the one who was unhappy about the baby. "Are you two in trouble?"
Truthfully, Alea was surprised the couple had made it this far. She'd had a bet with Kade that Oliver would bow out of the wedding. Yasmin, a drama diva, didn't seem like the right fit for the level-headed, stiff-upper-lip Brit.
"It isn't the first time she's been pregnant," Oliver admitted, his voice going low. "I'll be honest, Lea. I actually had plans to call off the wedding, but then you went missing, and Yasmin was expecting. I felt I had to honor the commitment. In some ways, I felt I had to honor it in order to honor you."
"Me?"
"Alea, you know I've always had a thing for you, but you went off to New York … and I kind of fell in with Yas. We do all right, the two of us. We muddle through. She had a miscarriage shortly after our honeymoon. She's been obsessive about getting pregnant again ever since. Please take a little time and think about our offer. It really would do you good to get away from all this pomp and circumstance. I've heard a rumor that Yasmin isn't the only one who's pregnant. If it's true, the spotlights will only shine brighter on the palace."
Piper. She wasn't showing yet, either, but she wouldn't be able to keep her condition from the press for long. There didn't seem to be a minute of the day that one of Piper's husbands didn't have a hand on her belly as though they could already feel the child growing there.