Lizzie just nodded her head.
Chapter Seven
SHE wasn't doing this for Ilios, she was doing it for herself-to prove to herself that she had the strength to deal with this latest obstacle in her life the same way in which she had dealt with all the others: that was with courage and fortitude and a determination that those who needed her and depended on her would not find her wanting, Lizzie told herself firmly as she studied her reflection in the guest suite's dressing room mirror.
Matt black jersey draped her body from her throat to her knees, the dress's long sleeves ending on her wrists. A discreet sparkle of tiny jet beads in the shape of a flower just below her left shoulder was the dress's only ornamentation, but the way the fluid Armani dress moved when she moved really said everything about it that needed to be said, Lizzie knew.
Having had the whole afternoon in which to get ready, and having slipped out to buy a selection of glossy fashion magazines so that she could study the social pages, Lizzie could now understand why Ilios had deemed it necessary to replace her existing clothes. Greek women she could see did not believe in cutting corners or making economies about when it came to making a style statement. Designer labels, expensive jewellery, impeccable make-up and enviably glossy hair were, it seemed, de rigueur, and it was something she had decided she could not match without professional help.
As a result, and with Ilios's warning very much to the forefront of her mind, she had gone back out in search of a hairdresser. Now, thanks to Ilios's euros and the welcome skill of a Greek hairdresser, her hair was framing her face in a soft ‘up do' that managed to be both elegant and yet at the same time look softly feminine, with delicate loose tendrils of hair drifting round her temples and down onto her neck, and her nails were immaculately manicured. Lizzie had refused the dark red polish the manicurist had offered-somehow it hadn't seemed appropriate for a newly engaged woman: far too aggressive and challenging. However, conceding that anyone genuinely newly engaged to Ilios would want the world to know about it by showing off her ring, she had agreed to a muted pink polish, because it matched her favourite lipstick shade.
She looked at her watch. It was not the pretty Cartier her parents had given her when she had obtained her degree-she had passed that on to Ruby when the twins had been born-but a plain, serviceable chainstore watch. Half past six. Ilios should be back soon, and she didn't want him to have to come knocking on the bedroom door a second time to find her.
Picking up the black clutch bag that went with her high-heeled suede shoes, and the pure white cashmere coat that was surely the most impractical garment even created, Lizzie opened the door and stepped out into the corridor, giving Ilios, who was standing at the other end of it on his way to his own room, the perfect opportunity to study and assess her appearance.
‘Well?' she challenged him. ‘Do I look suitably high-maintenance and worthy of being your fiancée?'
To say that he was lost for words would be an exaggeration, Ilios decided, but to admit in the privacy of his own thoughts that the Lizzie standing at the other end of the corridor waiting for his response was a woman whose discreetly sensual elegant took his breath away would not.
When Lizzie saw Ilios frown her heart sank, even whilst her pride stiffened. If she wasn't good enough for him, then too bad. After all, she wasn't the one who had insisted upon their fake relationship.
‘You'll need these,' Ilios announced harshly, holding out to her several boxes without answering her question, and then walking away from her in the direction of the master bedroom.
Unwillingly, Lizzie took the boxes from him. Don't you dare cry, she warned herself as she went into the living area. She didn't dare, with the amount of mascara she had on.
Would it really have been so difficult for him to tell her that she looked good, even if he didn't really think so? He must know how anxious she was feeling. How much she needed the confidence his support would have given her.
Dropping her coat onto one of the sofas, Lizzie opened the first of the boxes, her eyes widening in disbelief as she looked at the contents. The necklace sparkling on the velvet couldn't possibly be real, could it? All those diamonds-and a matching bangle. She closed the box quickly. Her dress might look vaguely Breakfast at Tiffany's, but she certainly wasn't going to risk wearing something that might be worth a king's ransom just to reinforce that image.
She was about to open the other boxes when Ilios returned.
He'd obviously showered, because his hair was still damp-and not just on his head. Lizzie had to fight to drag her gaze away from the damp, dark silky body hair she could just see as he finished fastening his shirt. His unexpected request for help as he opened his palm to reveal a pair of cufflinks startled her as she refocussed her gaze. Her mouth instantly went dry as a slow ache uncurled inside her body-like woodsmoke, and just as dangerously pervasive.
Somehow she managed to scramble to her feet and go to him, taking the links from him. Rose-gold and plain, they felt soft and warm in her palm. The initials on them were slightly faded, although she could still make out the interlaced A and M. Almost absently she rubbed her fingertip over them.
‘They were my father's.' She heard Ilios's voice somewhere above her head. ‘The design is Venetian. It is a tradition in our family that when a boy reaches the age of maturity he is given a pair of such cufflinks by his father-a sign of his manhood. Since my father was not able to do that for me, I wear his instead.'
For the second time in less than half an hour Lizzie had to remind herself of the damage tears would do to her eye make-up.
Watching Lizzie's head, bent towards his wrist, the nape of her neck exposed to his gaze, Ilios had to resist the temptation to reach out and curl one of the small escaping fronds of hair round his finger. He could quite easily have fastened the cufflinks himself-far more easily than Lizzie, in fact-but for some reason he had decided to ask her to do it for him. As a test of her suitability to be his wife? he taunted himself. Or as a test to himself, to prove he was not as susceptible to her as his body insisted on repeatedly telling him he was?
She really wished she wasn't having to do this, Lizzie admitted. Her fingers were stiff with nervousness and yet at the same time they were trembling. She could smell the scent of Ilios's freshly showered body, mixed with some kind of discreet male cologne, and whilst she wouldn't have said that the effect it was having on her senses was making her want to rip open his shirt and bury her face against his torso, it wasn't far short of that.
It was a relief to finally complete her task and be able to step from him, draw in a gulp of hopefully steadying and non-Ilios-smelling air.
‘You aren't wearing your jewellery.'
‘I … I thought it might be a bit too much.'
The dark eyebrows rose. ‘I disagree. You should wear it.'
Because if she didn't she'd look out of place. That was the unspoken message he was giving her, Lizzie recognised as she picked up the two smaller boxes and opened them. She had to blink at the magnificence of the diamond earstuds in front of her. They had to be at least a carat each, and so brilliant they dazzled her.
Quickly Lizzie slipped them into her ears. With her hair up she did need something, she acknowledged. But merely ‘something'-not these dazzling and no doubt very expensive earrings.
‘What's wrong?' Ilios demanded.
‘I was just thinking how many families the price of these would feed. It seems wrong to wear something like this when so many people are going through such a hard time. It makes me feel uncomfortable.'
‘So if I were to offer them as a gift you would rather I gave their value in money to a charity? Is that what you're saying?' Ilios taunted her.
‘Yes,' Lizzie responded-truthfully and without hesitation.