When Evan did this, the guy entered him again and this time he moved faster. Evan kept sliding backward on the dining table because there was nothing to hold, and the guy had to grab his thighs and keep pulling him forward. He didn't seem to mind. He only fucked faster and he never took his eyes off what was happening between Evan's legs.
Evan thought they would come this way. He'd been stroking himself the entire time. But then the guy stopped fucking and he pulled out. He slapped Evan on the ass and said, "I'm close, man. Get down on your knees again."
The guy didn't have to go into a detailed explanation for Evan. During a fuck session like this, any gay man with the most limited experience would have known what he wanted.
The guy helped Evan climb down from the table, in an unexpected gentle way. This time he reached for a throw pillow so Evan would have something to kneel on, which Evan thought was a nice gesture for someone who seemed so clueless. When Evan was on the floor kneeling, the guy pulled off the condom and put the head of his dick into Evan's mouth. Evan grabbed his thigh with one hand, and grabbed his own dick with the other. The guy started to jack and his fist bumped into Evan's lips, so Evan closed his eyes and waited. In less than a minute or two, the guy came. Then the guy released his dick and grabbed Evan's face. Evan took it all the way into his mouth, sucking even harder.
After Evan climaxed, he continued to suck until the guy laughed and said, "I have to get back to the store. Damn. I wish you'd teach my girlfriend how to suck dick like that."
Evan glanced up. "Your girlfriend?" He should have guessed.
The guy pulled up his pants and said, "She tries, but those fucking teeth kill me. And she only sucks on the head, with that hand over hand thing, as if she doesn't like sucking dick."
Evan smiled and reached for his white shirt. He put it on and stood up. Though he knew most men hated nothing more than teeth during a blow job, he didn't feel like handing out blow job advice to anyone. The girlfriend could learn how to suck cock on her own.
On his way out, the guy reached down and patted Evan on the ass. "I guess I'll see you around, man. Maybe next time I'll fuck you in the bedroom."
As far as Evan was concerned there wouldn't be a next time. He would start shopping at another store because he wasn't interested in making this a regular event. But he smiled and said, "Let me give you a tip." He was going to give him five dollars, but he figured he'd better give him more now.
The guy laughed and said, "Fuck, man. I should be giving you a tip. Forget about it." Then grabbed Evan's back, pulled him forward, and kissed him on the mouth.
When he was gone, Evan picked up his underwear and walked to his bedroom. He fell back on the bed and stared up at the ceiling, amazed at how satisfied he felt after such a cold, emotionless encounter. He didn't even know the delivery guy's name. He wanted a drink now more than any time since he'd left Havilland. He would have killed for the taste of ice-cold vodka sliding down his throat.
But he noticed something else that evening he'd never experienced before. He'd just had sex with a stranger and he hadn't been drunk this time. And though he felt a little guilty about it, the overwhelming feeling of self-hate did not rush through his body and fill him with anxiety. The bad feeling in the pit of his stomach didn't happen. The craving for alcohol would never disappear. He knew this deep down and he would have to figure out a way to live with it. But at least he wasn't falling apart this time, running down the steps to the nearest bar. And for the first time since he'd moved out of the townhouse, he wondered if Jeffery might not be right about having an open marriage. At least it was something to consider.
Chapter Six
"I can't stay much longer," Cadin said. "I'm meeting the same guy I saw last night."
"The one with the big ass?" Evan asked.
Cadin smiled and pretended to fuck the chair. "I prefer full hips, thank you."
"Please stay until he gets here," Evan said. "It will help break the ice." He'd asked Cadin to come over to be there when Kenny arrived.
Cadin glanced at his watch, frowned, and said, "I can stay another half hour. But that's it."
Evan decided to change the subject and ask Cadin more about his date. He knew his best friend better than anyone and he knew how much Cadin liked talking about himself. "So do you think this could be something serious?" In spite his own disillusions with love, Evan still believed in the concept of love and he wanted his best friend to live happily ever after. This concept of living happily ever after for gay people was still so new, half of the gay people Evan knew weren't completely convinced it even existed.