"Yeah, I guess they got to me, after all." I attempt a smile, but it's so forced it almost hurts my face. I don't want to tell him that I'm afraid to get in the helicopter, but I also don't want to die. This is a real toss-up. I know I'm not really going to die, I mean, I think I know. I keep my mouth zipped and let him lead the way to our impressive transportation. Do you know how many women would kill to trade places with you right now? Just get over yourself and start taking some risks, dammit. I suppose that's part of the whole reason I'm on this date, to get out of my comfort zone and take risks. I just pray to baby Jesus that this isn't the last risk I ever take as I climb into the helicopter with Matthew.
We get strapped in, quicker than I would like, and before I know it we're hovering above the rooftop and then the entire city is sliding under the belly of the helicopter. Matthew keeps studying my face, I'm guessing this is a move he makes regularly. I'm also guessing that the other girls he's wined and dined this way aren't gritting their teeth and trying not to cry. Just a guess.
I try so hard to give him a quick smile, to show him that I'm happy to see him, but I'm pretty sure it comes across as me baring my teeth at him like a wolf. My hands hurt from how hard I'm clinging onto my safety straps. Meanwhile, Matthew looks like this is as natural as breathing.
He flicks a switch on his helmet and all of a sudden I can hear him. "There's nothing like the Manhattan skyline at sunset, don't you think?"
I glance around like I’m turning my head through molasses, as if moving too quickly or too much will rock the helicopter out of the sky. He's right though, the view is like a dream. The closest thing I've seen is from the top of the Empire State building, but even then, that wasn't when the sky was a collision of purples and rose clouds. "It's incredible."
I have no real sense of what direction we're traveling in, or to what location. I can see the Brooklyn Bridge and Long Beach but I'm not sure where he is planning to go that can easily land a helicopter. Then again, I had no idea that a helicopter could be sitting on the rooftop, ready to go as it was. When it comes to luxury travel, I have a lot to learn I guess.
My heart rate is finally slowing down enough that I can really enjoy the view. It's truly spectacular. If nothing else, this is something I'll remember from this night forever. What am I saying? Like there's any part of my date with a billionaire that I'm gonna forget? Not likely. I glance over at Matthew. His smirk has faded as he looks pensively out the window, he’s so deep in thought that he doesn’t even notice as my eyes inch over him. How can I resist? He looks like a painting, not a person, real people shouldn’t be allowed to look like him. I soak in the scruff on his sharp jawline.
I bet he spends a lot of time making it look like he just forgot to shave for a day or two, but still in the tidiest way possible. Like those women who throw on powder and touch up their lipstick before slipping back into bed so the man they’re with thinks they “just wake up like that.”
I smirk at the idea of him primping, it seems so out of his character and yet, there’s no way someone with his looks just happens. I don’t even notice that we’re descending until Matthew turns toward me to tell me, catching my stare. I quickly look away, like a teenager who got caught checking out her crush across the laundromat. Totally busted.
“We’ll be on the ground in five minutes.” I don’t look at him, but I can hear the smile in his voice. I nod, looking out at the sprawling building below. We must be in the Hamptons. I look out at the water licking at the toes of the property where a white, Italian style building the size of a Wal-Mart is growing as we get closer to it. I can see a driveway, not a parking lot and for the first time it occurs to me that this is a house. This is where he lives? The thought doesn’t even make sense.
As we approach, I can see a chain of limos and flashy cars snaking around the long curve of the cobblestone driveway. The neatly manicured lawn with intricately designed flower gardens seems so out of character for a man like Matthew. All I can think about is that people in this world live like this. When I go home to my shared 600-square-foot apartment, Matthew flies to this mansion which appears to be the size of a city block.
The lawn is bustling with photographers, and older men draped by gorgeous women. I can’t help but notice, even from this distance, that I’m painfully under dressed in Brianna’s bridesmaid outfit. With a sea of evening gowns and tuxedos ebbing and flowing through the gardens like the ocean against the beach front property, it’s not hard to see that I stick out.