I see white as the sheer wave of sensation floods over my body. My whole body is shaking and Andrew is still fucking me and I can see more stars than the real ones. I don’t know how to describe this pleasure that’s far more than anything I ever thought sex could be. I feel Andrew kissing my neck as I slowly come back to reality. He’s slowed his strokes, still moving inside me. The jet is still on my clit, and I’m shuddering on his cock with the aftermath of my orgasm. He uncovers my mouth, and I take a deep breath in. “Wow.” It’s the only thing I’m thinking.
Andrew laughs quietly and moves his hips into me, sending up another spiral of aftershocks.
“Wait,” I say, lifting myself off of him. I turn, and sit on the edge of the pool. “Come here.” He does, stepping up onto the bench. I grab his cock and lead him to me, looking into his eyes. “Fuck me until you come, and don’t stop.”
His eyes widen, and he slips back inside me. I hold back a gasp. It’s amazing that this can feel so good. His movements are different this time, short and sharp. He’s leaning forward and our faces are so close we’re sharing breath. I reach up and knot my fingers in his hair, holding on, and lean back so I can lock my legs behind him. He’s making soft sounds now, and I can tell he’s close. I savor the feeling of being stretched by his cock every time he enters me, and I want to feel him come.
Knowing what it did to him last time, I squeeze his cock inside me. Andrew swears loudly, thrusting deep inside me once, twice, and a third time. I feel his cock twitching inside me as he comes, groaning softly, his body finally going taught and still.
We don’t move for a long time. I love this. I love the stillness of being as close as two people can be, sharing a moment the same way we shared our bodies. I love the feeling of him still inside me, connected to me in a way no person has ever been. I love sharing his breath without speaking, more intimate than each other’s thoughts.
Slowly, slowly, we come to our senses.
Andrew moves his head an inch, and draws me into a kiss. It tugs at a spot right behind my chest. I kiss him back gently, slowly, passionately.
I shudder when he pulls out of me, my whole body still sensitive and singing. Without warning and without effort, Andrew picks me up. He carries me over to the cabinet full of towels before gently setting me on my feet. He wraps a thick, soft towel around me, tucking in the ends, before taking one for himself.
We don’t say anything as we go inside and upstairs. We go into my room, and I lay down. I’m expecting him to get in bed beside me, but he doesn’t. Instead he leans down and kisses me again. “I would like nothing more than to share this bed with you, but this house is too small for him not to notice that.”
I nod, pulling him down for another kiss because I’m unwilling to let him go just yet. When we break apart, I think I see him smile.
“See you in the morning?” I ask.
“See you in the morning.”
Chapter 11
The next days are busy. Between the first court appearances, jury selection, and general preparation, Andrew and I barely have a chance to be in the same room as each other, let alone have an intimate moment. The dining room in the guest house and I become good friends as I prepare documents for my uncle, putting together the information he needs as he tells me to. I spend most of the time alone, and for the most part I’m fine with that. I get to listen to music and there are even a few slower moments when I steal away to work on a song I’ve been writing. Just music so far—no words. But it’s good, I think.
Josh from the auto shop shows up with my car, good as new. But Andrew is nowhere to be found. I don’t even get a chance to thank him for taking care of it and tell him that I’ll pay him back because he’s in the house so little. It’s jarring to go from something so intimate to almost nothing, but the way that Andrew smiles at me when he does see me still makes my stomach do the equivalent of Olympic gymnastics. Even so, I’m still nervous.
The day after my car comes back, my uncle sends me into the office to file the motions for the trial. There's a huge stack of them. Most of them the judge will dismiss out of hand, but when you're trying to defend someone against a murder charge with nothing in your favor, it's better to try and see if anything will stick.
I know that Andrew is in the city office today. I heard him tell my uncle this morning as he left. I don't know if I'll see him, but I know I'm going to try. It's been three days since we last had sex, and this is the first opportunity I'll really have to see him without my uncle hovering over my shoulder. But the job comes first.