I flinch at the word, ‘thing’.
“What if he wants me too? Or doesn’t want either or us?” I question. Bray may not want me as his, but I don’t think he’d let harm come to me. Maybe he’ll be pissed about the baby, or think that I am going to keep it from him.
“Not part of the deal, Becs. I’m willing to ransom off the baby, but I’m not giving you to him. But trust me, he’ll want the baby. As much as he’s been sniffing around for you, I think he’ll take any piece he can get.”
Butterflies erupt in my stomach, but I try to hide my joy at hearing Bray’s looking for me. I know when I left he wanted me, but not in the forever kind of way. I only left because I knew it would never last, that I could never be what he wants, nor do I want to change. When I did try to mold to his world it only ate at me inside. I’d loved people in my past that couldn’t love who I am, even when I tried to be what they wanted. I seem to be unlovable.
“Why are you doing this to me? Get your money and let me go! I don’t want you.”
Before I get the last word out of my mouth, Nico is on me, nose to nose. I can feel his hot breath on my face. “I never fucking asked what you wanted, Becs. Is that what the other guy did, played nice? Well you took off from him, so I’m thinking you don’t like nice so much. I take what I want. Get used to it or life will be real fucking hard for you.” He skims his nose along my cheek, then I feel his wet tongue lick up the side of my face “Or you do what you’re told, and life can be a whole lot easier.” Leaning back he looks me in the eyes. It takes everything in me to not look away.
A smile spreads across his face. “God, I can’t wait until you’re fully mine. But make no mistake, you’re mine now. That stupid fuck let you slip through his fingers, but I’ll never release you.”
I can see in his eyes that he isn’t lying. His dark eyes are so cold, they send a chill down my spine.
“If I was you, Becs, I would get used to the idea of us. Because I’m not sure I’ll be able to keep my hands off you until you pop that baby out.”
With that he turns and leaves, but not before he calls over his shoulder, “I’ll be back tonight to play a little more with you. Maybe I’ll use your mouth next time instead.”
The door slams and I hear the lock click in place.
BRAY
“Where the fuck is she?” I grit between my teeth and land another punch to the side of Sam’s face. I’m through playing nice.
I’ve been searching for Rebecca for months and there’s been no trace of her or her brother. Hank has been on top of Nico’s activities since the moment I realized she’d left, and two days ago something finally changed. All of a sudden, Sam pops up at the club. After months of nothing, he comes out of nowhere, and the first place he’s spotted is at Nico’s side. It doesn’t take someone as smart as me to figure out what’s happened. I knew when she left she was going one of two places—to her brother or to Nico to find her brother. She must have gotten to Sam before Nico did, but looks like her brother couldn’t shake his addiction, even at the cost of his sister's life.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about. She took off,” Sam says around a mouthful of blood. I let go of his shirt and he falls back into the chair. I’ve taken him to a warehouse I own near the docks. I need some privacy for what I have planned.
“I guess if I had a bag of heroin, you’d give her up just as fast as you gave her up to Nico. Wouldn’t you?” I’ve got six men watching Nico’s club, and no one has seen him leave in the past two days. I know she’s in there, but I need more information before I go storming in, guns blazing. As soon as Sam cleared the club I was there to grab him. I know he is going to be my best resource in getting Rebecca back.
“Aren’t you supposed to be some pansy-ass CEO who doesn’t get his hands dirty?” he wheezes, rubbing the side of his ribs. I’m guessing I broke a few already picking him up.
I’ve loved one other woman in my life besides Rebecca. That’s my mother. I killed for her, and I have no problem doing it again for my Tinkerbell. She’s worth everything to me.
I feel the sinister smile spread across my face as I lean in and get to eye level. “I’ll let you in on a little secret, Sam. These hands were dirty long before she came into the picture. You have no idea what I’m capable of, and that’s the reason you should fear me. You tell me where she is and I’ll let you live, but if you don’t start giving me the information I want, you’re going to find out what true pain is.”