“Wow.” He studied her. “What did you mean earlier about ‘wouldn’t I like to know?’ About you knowing what other women sound like?”
Dara laughed. “Um, well, I’ve shared some thin walls with some loud neighbors.” She paused, then casually added, “And Charlie and I had a few threesomes.”
Just as she expected, Matt’s eyes got huge. “Did you?”
“Mmhmm. I was a little curious about women, and he wanted two girls at once, so we tried it a few times. It was fun, but it didn’t turn out to be my thing.” She paused, letting her mind wander back to that part of the past, but she didn’t let it stay there long. “To be honest, the threesomes and things like that did cause problems, but not the way you might think. If we hadn’t been doing all the experimenting and exciting things in the bedroom, we probably would’ve split up well before we went to LA.”
“Really?”
She nodded. “We went together like cats and water in every department except the sex. If that hadn’t been so good—and we hadn’t been so stupid—we never would’ve lasted as long as we did.”
Matt grimaced. “That must have been miserable.”
“It was.”
“With what you’ve said, I can’t decide if I dodged a bullet all these years, or if I missed out.”
“Maybe a little of both.” She rested her hand in the middle of his chest. “Either way, I hope it was worth the wait.”
He smiled, taking her hand in his. “Tonight was definitely worth the wait.” The smile fell, though. “Now I really regret waiting so long. I just feel like I missed out on a lot. Yeah, I made a bunch of money, and my friends and I made the company even bigger than we’d dreamed we would, but at what cost, you know?” He held her gaze. “Making it past thirty-five without ever knowing what this was like?”
You’re not the only one who made it this far without knowing what this was like.
She tamped that thought down and smiled. “There’s no time like the present to make up for it.”
“Yeah, that’s been my thinking.” He returned the smile as he brushed a strand of hair out of her face. He looked like he might say something more, but instead, he kissed her again. They pulled each other closer—Jesus, how long had it been since she’d lazily tangled up with a naked man who enjoyed kissing as much as Matt did?
Her hip brushed his cock, which was fully hard again, and a little thrill went through her as a shiver went through him.
Matt broke the kiss and gulped. “Were you serious about doing it again tonight?”
“You’d better believe it.” She teased him with her fingertips. “But I think you’ll be on top this time.”
His eyebrows jumped. “Oh.”
“That’s okay, right?”
“Yeah, of course. I just, um… I’m not totally sure what I’m doing.”
“It’s okay.” She smiled and lifted her head to kiss him. “There is a learning curve, but it’ll come to you. Just do what feels good. There’s no pressure.”
“Except to leave marks?”
Dara smiled. “Not tonight. We’ll get there.” She kissed him again. “However you want it. Slow. Fast. Just…” She shivered.
“Hmm?”
“I just want you. Like, now.”
Matt’s eyes widened.
“Come here.” She rolled onto her back. He hesitated but then got on top, and he held his breath as she guided him to her.
He started to push in, but paused. “This…this okay?”
She nodded. “Perfect.”
As he slid all the way into her, they both exhaled. She hadn’t had sex in ages, and Matt was definitely blessed. His cock felt amazing.
The motion of his hips was tentative and uneven, but he’d find his groove in time. And she liked the way he was exploring everything—fucking her, holding her, kissing her—without just seeking out the quickest route to an orgasm. This was all new to him, and she loved watching him and feeling him as he took it all in for the first time. His expression alone was hot—she swore she could see everything he felt. Eyes closed. Brow furrowed.
He pushed himself up on his arms. For a moment, his gaze was fixed on his cock sliding in and out of her. Then he met her eyes. He grinned. So did she.
He slowed down, and laughed, his cheeks coloring as he shifted his gaze away. “I keep thinking I’m doing this wrong.”
“Why?” She slid her hands over his shoulders. “You’re doing just fine.” She licked her lips. “Does it feel good?”
He exhaled. “Feels amazing.”