Everyone takes their seats and starts passing around the bowls, family-style. When something comes my way, Brandon takes it and serves me. Before I can say anything, my plate is piled high with food and everyone is digging in.
I feel Brandon’s rough, warm hand slide on my thigh as he leans over, putting his lips to my ear.
“Eat your dinner, lamb. You’re going to need your strength.”
My legs shake and my breath catches as I look over at MJ and my brother, checking if they heard anything. MJ is in Ty’s lap and they’re both feeding each other, lost to what’s happening around them.
Brandon leans back and takes a bite of his food, but his hand lingers on my thigh. I pick up my fork and scoop up some potatoes just as his hand begins to trail upward to the hem of my skirt. I look up, not moving a centimeter as his fingers trace the inside of my thigh and he squeezes me there, pulling toward him and opening me up.
I look over to him, and he’s having a conversation like the earth didn’t just stop moving and his hand isn’t opening my legs for him. He looks completely relaxed as he eats his dinner one-handed and talks to one of Ty’s farm hands about how the winter is going to be a rough one this year.
Is this my punishment for teasing him with my outfit? And why does the thought of him punishing me for being a brat make the tingling between my legs even worse? I take a breath and try to not lot let my mind race as I start to eat and pretend that nothing is going on under the table. Nothing at all. Nothing besides my body practically combusting at his touch.
He pauses his hand, and I spread my legs, tucking my chin to hide my blush. I cannot believe I’m doing this. He waits and then looks over at me and nods to my food.
“Eat,” he says and then goes back to his conversation.
I take a bite, and he pets the inside of my leg approvingly. I take another bite, and he slides his hand up a little more. I stop to take a drink of my beer, and his rough fingertips move even higher.
I swallow my gasp when two of his fingers touch my naked pussy, and he freezes. I don’t think he expected me to be commando, and I kind of like that I shocked him. He snaps his gaze to mine, and with all the sass I can muster, I wink at him, feeling like I just gained a small victory.
“Something wrong with your dinner?” I ask, low enough so only he can hear me.
“Not a thing, little lamb. Just getting started.”
With his words, he spreads my wet folds easily and rubs my clit. I have to bite down on my lip to keep from moaning as he slides his now-slick fingers through my wetness. There’s no way for me to hide how turned on I am, and I’m almost embarrassed by how wet my pussy is. I didn't even know I could get this wet, but even my thighs are soaked with my arousal for him.
Being this close to him, I can smell his scent of leather, and I want to climb onto his lap and rub against him. Instead, I reach down to where his hand is, and place my hand on top of his. I don’t want him to stop touching me. I never want him to stop.
He pets me slowly as he eats, and I try to follow his lead. I pretend to act casual, like nothing is happening. It’s just a simple touch, but so fucking perfect that I’m actually climbing towards an orgasm. I can already tell it’s going to be bigger and stronger than anything I’ve given myself, and I don’t know how I’m going to control it. I don’t think I’ll be able to stay quiet if I cum.
As if Brandon knows exactly what I’m thinking, he stills his fingers, then pets my pussy softly, before taking his hand away.
I want to growl with frustration, but cumming with him for the first time isn’t something I want to experience in public. I look up and see him discreetly bring his fingers to his mouth and lick them before taking a sip of his beer. He looks over at me, and I watch his Adam’s apple move as he swallows. I lick my lips thinking of how I want to taste him there, and everywhere, before my eyes go back to his. They’re so dark, and there’s a hunger there. An underlying current of desire that he might not be able to control for much longer.
This isn’t how I pictured tonight going. I thought I’d show up and tease him and then end up leaving the same way I always do. But something has changed—it’s as if Brandon isn’t fighting that need inside him that I knew was there all along. But should I allow him to take me so easily? One touch of my pussy and I let him have me? I want him more than I want my next breath, but I’m not easy, and I’m nobody’s plaything. My feelings for him are for life, and I won’t let him think he can appease me and my desires by teasing me. This means everything to me. I’m not some quick fling. He could break my heart into a million pieces if I’m not careful.