‘Yes, of course,’ Hester says. For the rest of the evening she feels glances aimed in her direction, and catches expressions of pity and wonder on the faces of her peers. She smiles more often than she might usually, to make light of it, but the party is ruined; and beneath her façade lies a kernel of deep unease. She thinks of Cat Morley’s black gaze, and the way her shadowy thoughts stay so well hidden behind it; the smudges under her eyes and the painful thinness of her body, as though some blight is indeed eating her away from the inside.
As Hester walks home, she wonders anxiously if she will ever be asked back to Mrs Avery’s. Twice she has lied, in one evening – but surely this second time it was the right thing to do? She had decided not to divulge details of Cat’s past – and she does know more than she said, although not much more – and she stayed true to her vow. Thunder is thudding across the sky, sounding like heavy stones rolling, and the wind comes in powerful gusts, making the late spring branches flail, dashing pollen from the blossoms, sending petals flying into the air. A spattering of rain begins to fall. Hester pulls her coat tighter, and struggles with her umbrella for a while before giving up when the wind threatens to tear it.
With the sky so heavy and low, the road is near invisible. Only the faint yellow glow from the windows of houses lights her way as she passes, and this dwindles to nothing as she comes to the far end of the village, and walks the last stretch to the vicarage. Hester finds herself peering into the darkness beneath the trees and hedges, straining her eyes as she had strained all her senses at the seance. The black depths seem watchful, the wind seems to carry voices, whispered words. Shivering, Hester pauses. Her knees feel weak and unsteady. The wind curls around her, unpins her hair, threatens to carry off her hat; she clamps one hand upon it, eyes screwed up against the onslaught and the stinging rain. There is a large horse chestnut tree just outside the garden wall of the vicarage, its leaves already full out, broad and young and softly green by daylight. A flicker of lightning lights the tree with the grey tones of the underworld, and there, against the trunk, a figure stands quite still. Hester catches her breath in a gasp. No more than a black shape, a motionless outline, but quite definitely watching her with an implacable patience. Hester tries to cry out but her voice is strangled. She stands frozen, thinking of the violently angry spirit they had conjured that night, and the dire warning of evil which might have been for her. For a moment she can’t think or move, and is wholly seized by a spasm of shock. Then, with a small cry of fear, she bolts for the safety of home, heart beating fit to burst.
Cat waits until she hears the front door slam shut before she relaxes again. She pictures Hester with her back to the door, eyes shut, panting; and she smiles. From behind her back she lifts her cigarette to her lips, takes a long pull. The smoke makes her lungs burn, and she coughs, but perseveres. The doctor whom The Gentleman took her to see upon her release encouraged her in the habit, told her that the hot smoke would help to dry out her lungs. The first taste of tobacco in weeks. She came outside to smoke it to be away from Mrs Bell, and to watch the storm. Never before has she stood beneath a tree whilst the wind throws it about with such violence. Never before has she heard the terrific roar that it makes – a hissing, rushing sound like waves crashing ashore. She shuts her eyes and listens, lets the sound swirl around her, until she feels like one more leaf on the tree, one more helpless, insignificant thing. Like she might fly away in the next second. When thunder hammers out, right over her head, Cat smiles in the dark.
‘Where the bloody hell have you been?’ Mrs Bell snaps at her when she returns to the kitchen. ‘I’ve got the mistress clamouring for a hot water bottle and cocoa and her wool bedjacket unpacked from the winter trunk, and you nowhere to be found!’
‘It’s a thunderstorm, not a blizzard. She hardly needs a bedjacket,’ Cat says, fetching milk from the cold store and pouring it into a copper pan. The white liquid looks gorgeous against the bright metal, and she swirls it around as she sets it on the stove.
‘Whether or not she needs it, she wants it, and who are you to argue, girl?’ Mrs Bell grumbles. ‘You go and find it – it’ll be in the trunk on the far landing – and be sure to find all the mothballs from it before you give it her. I’ll do that – move away before you scald the milk!’
‘Yes, Mrs Bell,’ Cat sighs.
‘Don’t you “yes, Mrs Bell” me …’ Mrs Bell says, but can’t quite put her objection into words. She falls silent, whisking the milk vigorously and shaking her head. The whisking shakes other things too – sets up a wobble that shifts her from bosom to thigh. ‘Take a lamp with you – he doesn’t like the lights on upstairs after she’s retired,’ she calls after Cat.