Kade pulls out ever so slightly and then thrusts back in with a groan. Beside me, I feel his arms tremble.
“You feel amazing. If it wasn’t your first time, I’d feel bad about coming so soon.”
I want this to be over, preferably sooner rather than later, but it’s not because I’m not enjoying it. I like having him here… I like feeling the weight of him, draped over me like a silk blanket, and I like how cute he’s being, but the cramping and the stretching is really ruining the mood for me.
I snort. “Men and their excuses.”
“Watch yourself,” he warns, his dark eyes flaring. “I’ll have you in my bed all day and all night tomorrow just to prove you wrong.”
His threat excites me in ways I never thought possible and with that, he shifts his weight and pulls out briefly before thrusting back in. He flicks his hips harder this time, sending an unexpected jolt of heat up my spine. I dig my nails into his skin with a startled breath. It felt… good. It actually felt good.
“You liked that, Nine?” he teases, his voice deliciously rough as he repeats the movement. It hurt, but the sudden pleasure overbears it and surprisingly, I want more.
“Oh, yes.”
Kade props himself on his elbow and hitches my leg over his hip. I wince as he propels himself deeper. Despite the pain, my blood is still burning white hot and I can’t drag my eyes from his. The more he moves, the more I get used to his thickness and length. Eventually, I find myself lifting my hips to meet his, desperate for more of the sweet agony he wants to give me. My fingernails release Kade’s flesh as sex progresses and the pain begins to float away. Every flick of his hips instils a pleasure purer than the last and I don’t want this to end.
“Are you okay?” he asks after a few more thrusts and I wish he hadn’t. I’m in the zone, dammit!
“Yes!” I inhale sharply. “More, please, more.”
I’m panting, burning, and covered in a thin layer of sweat, and I couldn’t be happier. I flick my hips into his and he groans deep, gravelly, and tight. I can see why Fortunates love sex now. I didn’t understand it before, but I see the appeal. To have sex with someone you’re attracted to is uplifting… a beautiful experience. Of course, it’s not as beautiful when the other participant is crying and begging you to stop. Nausea rolls in my stomach as a vision of Thirteen and Vince flashes through my mind. She’ll never experience what I’m experiencing… I doubt Vince took it easy on her. I doubt she begged him for more. My skin cools… maybe I should end this? For Thirteen’s sake? I open my mouth with the intention of asking him to stop… then his wet mouth engulfs my hard nipple.
∞ Kade ∞
“Kade!” she cried out, arching her back.
He sucked hard, so hard he was sure it hurt. When he was certain her nipple couldn’t take any more, he released it and consumed her mouth with his own, tasting every inch of her. Kade liked the way she tasted—forbidden, dangerous, and beautiful. Her walls clenched him and he shuddered, slowing his pace. He wasn’t going to be able to last much longer, but it was okay this time. Nine would be sore and no virgin comes on their first go. Kade increased his pace again, ready to bring it home so he could work on healing her. Abandoning her mouth and dropping his forehead against hers, Kade moaned, digging his fingers into her thigh. He wished he could be inside her pussy all night. It never felt like this, even with Elizabeth. With her, it was just sex, but with Nine he felt like he was giving her something to hold on to… hope, maybe. Although he couldn’t give her absolute freedom, he could give her endless orgasms and companionship.
“Oh, god,” Nine panted, shutting her eyes.
Kade gritted his teeth, desperate not to let himself go and fuck her into the mattress. Fuck, he wanted to. He wanted to press her knees to her chest and hit it so hard she lost her breath… and he would, eventually, just not tonight. He told her he’d be sweet to her and give her the love she deserved. Then he promised her he was going to fuck her hard, to show her exactly how crazy she made him.
He felt it in his balls first, the tightening, the unbearably pleasant sensations that started there and spread up his shaft. The pressure was intense, too much for him to handle. A heavy breath fell from his lips and Nine’s entire body tightened at the sound.
“Are you—”
He covered her mouth with his hand to avoid another question. He knew exactly what she was going to ask. “I’m gonna come.”
Her gorgeous violet eyes widened, and he tracked the red flush from her cheeks right down to her bouncing breasts. Unable to help himself, he drastically picked up his pace, thrusting into her a lot faster and harder than he intended. It wasn’t to hurt her, or to help him come quicker. He just wanted to feel the velvety insides of her pussy before he came and left her alone for the next few days. Then it was over. He came, harder than he ever had, and he rode it out until his body quivered at the mere touch of her soft walls. With trembling arms, he lowered himself, careful not to drop all of his weight onto her smaller frame. Kade let his fingers slip from her perfect lips before covering them with his mouth. He kissed her softly, letting his tongue caress instead of fuck. As the effects of orgasm began to wear off, he realised what’d just happened. He’d taken his Unfortunate… he’d taken her virginity. There was no coming back from that. He pulled his mouth from hers and looked down at her. She smiled sleepily up at him.