“Open them,” Kade demands.
I’ve never heard him sound like that before and my thighs relax immediately, letting him slide his fingers right between my creases. A strange noise falls from my lips and I unintentionally sag into him. He chuckles darkly into my ear as my head falls against his shoulder. The feelings are so alien to me—am I supposed to feel uncomfortable since this is the first time anyone has touched me like this? Because I don’t. I can feel my arousal leaking from me, coating my upper thighs, and I want nothing more than for his rough hands to explore me further, to show me everything I’ve been missing out on.
He groans in my ear and traces the very tip of his index finger over the small bundle of nerves between my legs. “You’re wet already. How long have you wanted me to do this to you?”
“Forever,” I pant, too heated to stop myself.
“What else do you want me to do to you?” He sucks my earlobe between his lips and nips gently at my flesh. The feeling has me arching my back and on my lower back, I can feel him tightening against his pants and eagerly pressing into me.
My hips twitch forward, beginning to swirl with his hand. The feeling is amazing and I chase it. I want more of it. I can feel it building and building, promising me nothing but ecstasy and temporary freedom from this life. “Everything.”
He shouldn’t be doing this to me. I feel incredible… I’m not allowed to feel this good and he’s going to make me come, I know he is. He knows he is too, but he’s not stopping. He wants to do this for me. That’s how I know he’s not like the others. He’s putting me first. Pleasure is something he wants to give me—the most selfless gift in a world that thrives off selfishness.
“Everything?” Kade does an all right job at hiding his shocked tone, but I hear his undertones. “You want me to do everything to you?”
I nod, desperately. All of it. I want him to do all of it to me.
“Do you want to feel my tongue on your pussy?” he asks in a husky moan.
I get the feeling this isn’t about learning anymore… which is good, because my brain is currently out of order. I whimper my willing response and his fingers move harder and faster.
“Do you want my cock to be the first cock to ever slide inside you?”
Holy. Shit. Again, I nod as warmth builds in the pit of my stomach. Oh, god yes! In this moment, I could be signing my life away and not give a second thought to it.
“One day, I’m going to take you, Nine. Right here in this room. I’ll be sweet to you and give you the love you deserve and then, I’m going to fuck you hard, to show you exactly how crazy you make me.”
“Oh…” I moan as my chest begins to tighten. How long has he thought about that? About taking me right here in his room?
“And fuck, you make me crazy.”
Kade’s fingers viciously circle me and my legs begin to quiver, threatening to buckle underneath my weight at any second.
“Oh… oh… god, Kade.” I gasp my breath coming out in one second bursts as fires rise in my stomach. I dig my fingers into his hand, trying desperately to pry his sexy fingers away from me, but he’s too strong, too determined to shake me up from the inside out.
“I want you to come all over my hand.”
An old fear tries to surface, but my happiness refuses to let it. I grip his hand, lacing my fingers with his. The thought of me even holding his hand is enough to tip the scale and send me over the edge. My entire body stiffens and I feel a scream building its way up my throat. It’s going to burst out and I’ll be hopeless to stop it. As it begins to roll off my tongue and pour out of my lips, Kade grasps my jaw and snaps my head to the side before crashing his lips to mine. In the next heartbeat, I orgasm. I come so hard I see stars. My breath is trapped in my lungs and they burn, but Kade doesn’t want to release it. His fingers tighten around my face as he fucks me with his tongue, absorbing everything I give to him. My head spins for what seems like hours. I don’t know if it’s my body keeping me in this state or my brain. My brain doesn’t want to come back down to normal level. It likes being flooded with these wonderful chemicals. Right now, I’m certain there’s nothing in this world that can tear this feeling down… and that’s when a light knock sounds at the door. Just like that, the feeling of bliss fades and is replaced by dread. The dread wraps tightly around my organs and clutches my heart. We both freeze and instantly Kade pulls his mouth from mine and unthreads his fingers, but I’m still frozen, unable to move. What if whoever is at the door heard us… heard me? I’d be killed and Kade… surely they’d do something bad to him for giving an Unfortunate something they aren’t allowed to have. He whips off my blindfold and stuffs it onto his pocket.