‘An intermediary?’ Leah frowned at him.
‘Between us and Nik. Nik knows...I could tell you the very month and the year he changed towards my wife. I wanted to speak to him then. I wanted to know what he knew, what nonsense he had been told which could turn him against her to such an extent. But Ariadne almost had a nervous breakdown over the idea and I was silenced...but much against my will!’
Leah stared at him uncomfortably. ‘Stavros...I don’t know what you’re talking about.’
‘Not you too.’ The older man sighed with immense weariness. ‘Of course you know. Nik had only found out when you were newly married. He could not have kept that to himself. Thirty years ago Ariadne gave him up, but in her heart she never gave him up and she truly believed that she was doing what was best for him...’
Comprehension hit Leah in a sudden wave, leaving her dizzy and reeling with shock. Ariadne was not Nik’s sister but Nik’s mother, her child given up to her parents to raise as their own within her sight but not within her care. And Nik knew...Nik did know, and the last piece of the puzzle fell into place. Was this the family skeleton that her wretched father had threatened to drag out into the light of day? That Ariadne was not Nik’s sister but in fact the woman who had brought him into the world?
‘I want to be sure that Nik knows the truth,’ Stavros asserted, too emotionally charged up now to take note of her reaction. ‘All of the truth, not merely whatever his grandmother chose to tell him. Nik was never adopted. A birth certificate was falsified to enable Evanthia and Alexos to pretend that he was their child but though they went to great lengths they could not hope to fool Ariadne’s sisters and the adoption story was coined for their benefit. Alexos wanted a son and he prevailed over his wife’s wishes and insisted that they keep Nik, a child whom he could raise as his own but who was at least half an Andreakis.’
‘You know the whole story—’
‘Had I known it thirty years ago I would never have allowed them to do it!’ Stavros asserted with unhidden anger. ‘We were young. We did wrong. But they should have let us marry when they realised she was carrying our child. For that I can never forgive them!’
‘You’re Nik’s father,’ Leah whispered unevenly, staring at him with huge eyes.
Stavros frowned at her. ‘You did not know that? And if you do not know it, are you telling me that Nik does not know it either?’
‘It’s not something we’ve talked about,’ Leah said weakly, leaning back against the rail for support.
Stavros looked grimmer than ever. ‘Maybe he does not want to know, maybe he blames us for his rotten childhood—and he has cause,’ he conceded grudgingly.
‘Do you think you could start at the beginning?’ Leah suggested quietly.
Stavros was brief and succinct. He had been a student when he’d fallen in love with Ariadne Andreakis. He had neither the money nor the background to impress her parents then and the relationship had been broken up. Ariadne had not had the courage to fight her family. When her pregnancy was discovered, she had gone abroad with her mother. Stavros had not been told, had not even been aware of Nik’s existence until he met up with Ariadne again a decade later.
‘It almost killed me to learn what she had gone through alone. And to know I had a son I could not claim. But this time I would not be parted from Ariadne. I wore her down. I made her marry me in the teeth of their opposition!’ he admitted with a satisfaction that strongly reminded her of Nik. ‘Alexos was outraged and Evanthia hated the sight of me—and still does—but what could they do once the deed was done but put a face on it? Appearances count a lot to this family.’
‘And then?’
‘Then happiness was tempered with misery,’ Stavros revealed bluntly. ‘Ariadne believed we should be grateful that our son was within our sight. If he had been given away for adoption we might never have found him, never have known him...but ultimately I sometimes think that might have been less painful. Evanthia didn’t love him, didn’t treat him like a son, and the rest of the family resented him, this adopted child brought in to inherit over their heads.’
‘And they still resent him,’ Leah murmured feelingly.
‘Yet he has multiplied their wealth a hundredfold. Alexos...he was a good man at heart,’ Stavros conceded. ‘He cared about Nik but he thought Ariadne was a weakling, so he was very tough on her son. But Ariadne is not weak. She coped with the situation until Nik began to avoid her and we realised that he knew.’
‘About five years ago, I believe you said,’ Leah framed unsteadily.
‘It must have been a terrible shock but we had waited for so long, hoping that he might ask or find out or suspect,’ Stavros muttered with a raw candour that brought tears to Leah’s eyes. ‘It wasn’t our place to tell him if he had no suspicion. Ariadne promised her parents that she would never tell him. That was the price she paid. But that Nik should learn the truth of his parentage and then freeze her out... Neither one of us, in our innocence, expected that!’
Leah bowed her head, wondering what Nik did feel, struggling to make sense of behaviour that no longer made sense to her. Who did he think he was protecting? Ariadne or his grandmother or both of them?
‘For her peace of mind, this must be resolved.’ Stavros reached for her hand and squeezed it. ‘So I ask you to raise this subject with Nik and discover if he knows the whole truth since it is very obvious that he will never approach us.’
‘Yes.’
‘She loves him very much; she makes excuses for him, blames herself but he is a grown man, a highly intelligent man,’ Stavros said in a rough undertone. ‘Why continue to accept me and not her? He makes no attempt to conceal his attachment to our daughter. Were I not bound by my promise to his mother I would have challenged him without fear.’
Leah lifted drowning eyes. ‘I don’t think Nik knows you’re his father.’
The older man looked unconvinced and then noted the lines of stress on her delicate face. ‘It is very selfish of me to drag you into this mess.’
‘No.’ She almost told him that she had been a part of that same mess longer than he could have possibly guessed. Had Max got his hands on Nik’s original birth certificate? Was there any mention of who his father was? But it was beyond the bounds of belief that Nik had discovered his mother’s identity without demanding further answers from somebody! The trail could only lead back to Evanthia Andreakis.
She took a deep breath. ‘I’ll talk to him when we get back to London...not here,’ she stressed.
‘Whatever the outcome, I will be in your debt.’
As Stavros moved away from her, Leah felt the weight of that burden. It wasn’t a case of no news was good news. Nik was as volatile and unpredictable as Pandora’s box and Stavros could have no idea just how far Nik had been prepared to go to conceal the truth of his parentage. It had to be that which Max had discovered—a birth certificate, capable of blowing the Andreakis family sky-high even thirty years on. There couldn’t possibly be two such dangerous secrets in one family...surely?
Nik was watching her across the width of the room. She wondered if he was aware that she had just a very long and private conversation with Stavros. The weight of that guilty knowledge engulfed her, leaving her pale, her facial bones stiff. She was tempted to rush in and tell all, knew that it would be madness in such surroundings. But even as she looked back at him Nik was turning aside, his strong features coldly cast until Eleni, standing several feet away, said something that made him smile.
And though a few minutes later he joined her and she spent what remained of the evening never far from him she registered with a sinking heart that he had distanced himself from her. The warmth had gone, to be replaced by cool, polite constraint. And she felt cold inside and afraid. The barriers he had smashed down in Paris weeks ago had suddenly been replaced for no good reason that she could see.
The change had come not from her but from him. Maybe Eleni’s presence reminded him of the terms of his marriage...the life sentence he had once flung in Leah’s teeth. There was no free choice in a life sentence. And suddenly Leah knew that for her there would be no happiness until she could give Nik that choice...
CHAPTER TEN
NIK PARTED from her the instant they entered the London house. He had a lot of work to catch up on, he said. He would be leaving again as soon as he had changed.
‘Don’t hurry back on my account,’ Leah urged with an acidity that was in direct proportion to the pain she was ramming down inside her.
He swung back, shooting her a grim glance. ‘We’ll talk when I get back.’
Why was she receiving the impression that she was the one at fault? She had done nothing. But since last night she had felt like Nik’s gaoler. How would he react when she told him about her conversation with Stavros? Would she be telling him anything he didn’t already know? How would he react when he realised that she now knew that secret? He had not trusted her enough to tell her himself. That fact bit deepest of all.
She walked into the drawing-room and her mouth twisted as she looked at her mother’s writing bureau. ‘Take an axe to it if you like!’ Nik had derided. When she pulled down the flap that functioned as a writing surface she saw nothing new. The drawers and pigeon-holes were empty. She didn’t use the bureau because it didn’t lock. The key decoratively attached by a too short golden chain to the flap would not reach the keyhole. Such a foolish oversight on the part of the craftsman who had restored the piece.