He was being a wuss, hiding behind excuses. Besides, it was only a dance. How much harm could it do?
Keep telling yourself it's harmless-maybe one day you'll believe it.
Brodie pushed aside his gut feeling and joined the girls. Loud music pumped from the yacht's premium speakers and the girls cheered when he joined their little circle. His eyes caught Chantal's-a flicker of inquisitive olive as she looked him over and then turned her head so that she faced Amy.
He took a long swig of his beer, draining the bottle and setting it out of the way. Moving closer to Chantal, he brushed his hand gently over her hip as he danced. She turned, a shy smile curving on her lips. She wasn't performing now-this was her and only her. Green eyes seemed to glow amidst the smudgy black make-up … Her tanned limbs were moving subtly and effortlessly to the beat.
'Want a refill?' Brodie nodded to the empty champagne flute she'd yet to discard.
She hesitated, looking from the glass to him. Was it his imagination, or had Willa given her a little nudge with her elbow?
'Why not?' She smiled and followed him into the cabin. The music seemed to throb and pulsate around them, even at a distance from the speakers. But that was how music felt when she moved to it. It came to life.
'I'm sad to say this yacht is bigger than my apartment.' She held out her champagne flute. 'Well, my old apartment anyway.'
Brodie reached for a fresh bottle of Veuve Cliquot and wrapped his hand around the cork, easing it out with a satisfying pop. He topped up her glass, the fizzing liquid bubbling and racing towards the top a little too quickly.
She bent her head and caught the bubbles before they spilled. 'You're a terrible pourer.'
He watched, mesmerised, as the pink tip of her tongue darted out to swipe her lips. Her mouth glistened, tempting and ripe as summer fruit.
'I'm normally too busy driving the boat to be in charge of drinks. But I'll make an exception for you.'
'How kind.' She smirked and leant against the white leather sofa that curved around the wall. 'Are you always on the boats?'
'No, I have to run the business, which keeps me from being out on the water as much as I'd like. I have a townhouse on the Sunshine Coast, but it's a bit of a tourist trap up there. Sometimes I stay with the family in Brisbane, and then other times I stay on the yacht.'
'What a life.' Her voice was soft, tinged with wonder. 'You float along and stop where you feel like it.'
'It has a little more structure than that … but essentially, yeah.'
'Now, that sounds a little more like the Brodie I know.'
Her words needled him. He wasn't the surfer bum loser she'd labelled him in Weeping Reef. Sure, he might have dropped out of his degree and taken his time to find his groove, but he was a business owner now … a successful one at that.
'How's the arts world treating you?' It could have sounded like a swipe, given what he'd seen tonight, but he was genuinely interested.
She managed a stiff smile. 'Like any creative industry, it can be a little up and down.'
A perfectly generic response. Perhaps her situation was worse than he'd thought. He stayed silent, waiting for her to continue. For a moment she only nodded, her head bobbing, as if that would be enough of an answer. But he wanted more.
'I'm waiting to hear back from a big company,' she continued, her voice tight.
He suspected it wasn't true, or that she'd coloured the truth.
'Tonight was one of those fill-the-gap things. I'm sure it wasn't what you were expecting to see.'
Her eyes dipped and her lashes, thick and sultry, fanned out, casting feathery shadows against her cheekbones. She gathered herself and looked up, determined once more.
'It wasn't what I expected,' Brodie said, watching her face for subtle movements. Any key to whether or not she would let him in. 'But that's not to say I didn't enjoy it.'
How could he possibly have felt any other way? Watching her work that stage as if she owned the place had unsettled him to his core. A thousand years wouldn't dull that picture from his memory. Even thinking about it now heated up his skin and sent a rush of blood south, hardening him instantaneously.
'I could have done without the men ogling you.'
Her lips curved ever so slightly. 'You say that like you have some kind of claim over me.'
It was a taunt, delivered in her soft way. She hit him hardest when she used that breathy little voice of hers. It sounded like sin and punishment and all kinds of heavenly temptation rolled into one.
Brodie stepped forward, indulging himself in the sight of her widening eyes and parted lips. She didn't step back. Instead she stilled, and the air between them was charged with untameable electricity-wild and crackling and furious as a stormy ocean. She tilted her head up, looking him directly in the eye.
Brodie leant forward. 'I did see you first.'
'It doesn't work like that.' Her voice was a mere whisper, and she said it as though convincing herself. 'It's not finders keepers.'
'What is it, then?'
'It's nothing.'
He grabbed her wrist, his fingers wrapping around the delicate joint so that his fingertips lay over the tender flesh on the inside of her arm. He could feel her pulse hammering like a pump working at full speed, the beats furious and insistent.
'It's not nothing.'
She tried to pull her wrist back. 'It's the champagne.'
'Liar.'
A wicked smile broke out across her face as she downed her entire drink. A stray droplet escaped the corner of her mouth and she caught it with her tongue. God, he wanted to kiss her.
'It's the champagne.'
'Well, if you keep drinking it like that … '
'I might get myself into trouble?' She pulled a serious face, her cheeks flushed with the alcohol.
She'd looked like this the night he'd danced with her at Weeping Reef. Chantal had always been the serious type-studious and sensible until she'd had a drink or two. Then the hardness seemed to melt away, she loosened up, and the playful side came out. If she'd been tempting before, she was damn near impossible to resist now.
'You always seem to treat trouble like it's a bad idea.' He divested her of her champagne flute before tugging her to him.
'Isn't that the definition of trouble?' Her hands hovered at his chest, barely touching him.
He shouldn't be pulling her strings the way he usually did when he wanted a girl. He liked to wind them up first. Tease them … get them to laugh. Relax their boundaries. He was treating Chantal as if he wanted to sleep with her … and he did.
He was in for a world of pain, but he couldn't stop himself.
'Bad ideas are the most fun.'
She stepped backwards, cheeks flushed, lips pursed. 'Come on-we're missing all the action out there. I want to dance.'
Only someone like Brodie would think bad ideas were fun. She could list her bad ideas like a how-to guide for stuffing up your life-have the hots for your boyfriend's BFF, pick the wrong guy to marry, lose focus on your career.
No, bad ideas were most definitely not fun.
Brodie was smoking hot, and it was clear that their chemistry still sizzled like nothing else, but that didn't mean she could indulge herself. He was still a bad idea, and she'd established that bad ideas were a thing of the past … well, once she'd got out of her current contract anyway.
If only she could tell her heart to stop thudding as if a dubstep track ran through her body, then she would be on her way to being fine. The throbbing between her legs was another matter entirely.
She stepped onto the deck, wondering for a moment if she'd dreamed herself onto his boat. The ocean had been engulfed by the night, but the air still held a salty tang. The smell reminded her of home … and of Brodie.
Shaking her head, she approached the girls. Kate extended her hand to Chantal and drew her in. She had decided almost immediately that she liked the gorgeous, witty redhead, and it was clear neither she nor Scott held any ill feelings towards her. It was a relief, all things considered.
'And where were you?' Willa eyed her with a salacious grin, her cheeks pink from champagne and dancing. She brushed her heavy fringe out of her eyes and swayed to the music.
'Just getting a refill.' The champagne was still fresh on her tongue … her mind was blurred pleasantly around the edges.
'Riiiight.' Willa smirked.
Chantal could feel Brodie close behind her, his hands brushing her hips every so often. Everything about the moment replicated that dance eight years ago. The alcohol rushed to her head, weakening the bonds of her control. The heat from his body drew her in, forcing her to him as if by magnetic force.
'I always said pretty girls shouldn't have to dance on their own,' he murmured into her ear.
'And I always said I would never fall for your cheesy lines.' She turned her head slightly, meaning to give him the brush-off, but his arm snaked around her waist and closed the gap between them. Her butt pressed against his pelvis and she resisted the urge to rock against him. 'Besides, I'm not on my own.'