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The Trouble with Tomboys



blanketing load, he picked himself up and rolled off her. She instantly chilled, missing his heat. Closing her eyes, she wished him back, and then jumped when he actually curled his arm around her waist and tugged her against him.

They held each other close, like a pair a

frightened children huddling in the dark and worrying about the scary monster coming for them.

And, damn, she did feel terrified out of her mind.

Reality could be one mean bogeyman.

Not sure what had just happened between the

lines of all that moaning and orgasming, she clutched him for dear life, thinking he was the only thing solid and real in this crazy, mixed-up situation.

He kissed her hair and stroked her arm, settling her nerves. She wasn’t sure if he knew she needed his tender touch after that explosion of raw feelings and need, but he provided exactly the kind of tranquil comfort that eased her. Relaxing and closing her eyes, she inhaled the smell of his sweat that oozed what could only be called a Grady pheromone.

Lounging against him so peacefully, she

imagined a husband and wife this way, all happy and satisfied after making a baby together.

She paused.

Baby?

Her eyes jerked open; she stared up at the

ceiling, feeling frozen.

“Did you wear a condom?”

What kind of stupid question was that? Of

course he hadn’t...in either round. She’d been there the entire time. She knew perfectly well there’d been no pausing for prophylactic safely.

Grady went tense. He sat up and looked down at her with wide eyes.

“Shit,” she said and sat up as well. “I...I should 47







clean this off...or something.”

She couldn’t see him clearly in the dim light, but she could tell he wasn’t moving.

“Not that it would make much difference,” she added as she pushed to her feet. “But washing’s better than nothing...don’t you think?”

He didn’t respond.

She felt stupid, explaining herself and asking his advice. But what the hell was she supposed to say? She’d never had unprotected sex before. She’d never completely forgotten about safety. She’d never coerced a man into deserting his vow of chastity and, damn it, she’d certainly never experienced two orgasms right in a row like that.

She was completely at loose ends over how to handle any of this.

Feeling stiff and suddenly sore, she moved

toward the bathroom and hobbled inside, quietly shutting the door behind her. Once alone in the brightly lit chamber, she let out a breath and pressed a hand to her quaking stomach. She met her own gaze in the mirror. Large, dazed brown doe eyes stared back. She looked like a woman who’d just taken a long, hard tumble with a very potent lover.

Her naked skin was red and chafed from his five-o’clock shadow while her hair, which had come free from its ponytail holder, was mussed in a ratted, mangled mess. Her lips were swollen and bright rose in color.

B.J. blinked and lifted a hand to touch her

mouth. Holy Lord. She looked good and truly

debauched. As she glanced back at the door, her stomach rolled again with unease. This was foreign territory indeed. She was actually thinking like a woman as she wondered what was going on in

Grady’s head out there.

She wondered what he thought of her now and

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the bathroom. She knew she’d been wrong...but he hadn’t stopped her. In fact, the second time had been entirely his doing...his sweet, slow, almost-loving doing.

B.J. grinned. The second time. Imagine that.

They’d had sex two consecutive times in a row.

Thinking things couldn’t be as bad as she’d

originally surmised, she hurried to the shower, turned on the water, and cleaned herself quickly. All the while, she almost expected Grady, the sexually repressed nymphomaniac who’d just gone twice in a row, to pop in and join her for some kinky, yet satisfying, shower play. But he didn’t enter the bathroom.

Once she’d rinsed herself clean, she hurried out of the tub and slung a towel around her body, wrapping it up under her armpits and tucking the end between her tender breasts. She hadn’t brought any clothes into the lavatory, so she went to the door and eased it open, wondering if he’d be dressed or not. But when B.J. ducked her head into her hotel room, all traces of Grady Rawlings were gone. The only thing to let her know she hadn’t imagined everything was the soreness between her legs and the hot rash of beard burn on her neck, not to mention the pile of her damp clothes strewn across the floor.

Straightening, she stepped fully into the room and ignored the ball of disappointment that

thumped into the base of her stomach. Of course, she was relieved too, she assured herself. If he was upset or remorseful, she didn’t particularly want to face him and look into his accusing eyes.