The Stranger Just One Night Part 1(21)

I cross my arms over my chest self-consciously. I’m in a room full of strangers; what would these strangers think of me if they knew? What would they think if they saw? Would they look at me the way Sonya looked at me?

Images dance inside my mind, too quick for me to catch or suppress. I see myself on that desk, with a room full of my coworkers. I imagine them watching as he undresses me; I see their eyes follow the path of my silk blouse as it floats to the floor, the first item in a continued cascade of fabric until I’m clothed in nothing but the cool air and the warmth of Robert Dade’s touch. I hear the soft murmurs of our audience as Robert explores my body with his, as he opens me up with his hands, his mouth. . . . I sense them moving closer as I succumb to every kiss, every stroke and caress. And they watch as Robert growls his desire and enters me. Beams of pleasure shoot through my body, then his; we rock with the impact as the room sighs and gasps. I’m completely exposed to all of them. And in that moment they understand me. All of me. Not just the ambitious businesswoman who advises the world’s CEOs, not just the polite lady who knows which fork to use while dining at the city’s five-star restaurants. Now they know that the same woman who can lead them to power and success, the same woman who can conquer every professional challenge, can unleash a delectable chaos when she is touched just the right way by just the right man. . . .

I shake myself out of it, stunned by the outrageousness of my fantasy and even more unnerved by the idea that the man who is now standing across the room from me could possibly be the right man. I glance over at him and I see that he’s still looking at the desk. His eyes dart back and forth as if he’s in REM sleep with open lids. He, too, is seeing things on that desk that aren’t there.

That wasn’t just my fantasy. Without sharing so much as a gesture of communication, we had shared the same sort of vision.

This man who I had met less than a week ago: I know him better than Nina, Asha, Dameon, or Taci. I know what he wants.

He wants me.

He sighs quietly. I’m the only one who notices the slight rise and fall of his chest. He walks across the room, idly, seemingly without purpose. But I know better. He crosses in front of me. No more than a foot separates us in that fleeting moment of passing as he moves to the window. It’s the tiniest signal, a little gesture to let me know that he wants to be near me. What surprises me is that what I see in his face is more than desire; it’s frustration, determination . . . maybe even confusion that matches my own. Will, still talking, still answering the questions of the team, glances in Robert’s direction as he passively stares out the window. The deep lines that are etched across Will’s forehead deepen further. This isn’t Robert’s normal behavior. He’s reacting to some invisible element that Will can clearly sense but not feel.

Ha, you just thought of him as “Robert” rather than “Mr. Dade.” My little devil relishes in my increasing familiarity with this man who has unleashed her. My angel just quietly shakes her head and thinks of Dave, the man who buys me roses and rubies.

“So your main focus is optimal positioning before your initial public offering?” This from Asha. She’s looking at the VP, but I sense that she’s particularly tuned in to Robert.

“Timing is everything,” Robert says quietly. He turns away from the window and smiles at Asha but the smile has a hint of melancholy. “We need to project strength, and the vulnerabilities need to be buried so deep, no one will be able to dig them up for years. We can’t have the big investors perceiving us one way and the smaller ones another. That would only lead to conspiracy theories about insider trading and unethical practices. We must be universally seen as a giant.”

“Every company has their weaknesses,” Asha counters. “If you seem too good to be true, investors won’t believe in you.”

“They will believe because they want us to live up to the myths they’ve already created for us,” Robert explains. “Our job is only to help them see what they want to see and be who they want us to be.”

I stare down at the hard, gleaming wood floor beneath my Italian heels. Yes, I know Robert Dade better than anyone else in this room. I understand him because, at least on some level, I understand myself.





CHAPTER 8





HE’S AN INTERESTING MAN,” Asha says as we walk to our cars. The rest of the team has parked in Maned Wolf’s parking facility but I parked a few blocks away on the street. I didn’t want anyone noting how early I had arrived. Asha apparently parked near me for reasons I can only guess at.