sideboard. In and out in minutes, disturbing no one.
The second house—where the baby in blue lived—proved stubborn. All of the doors and
downstairs windows were locked, so we had to shimmy under the crawlspace and into a closetlike room
that sheltered a maze of plumbing. By following the pipes, we eventually made our way into the interior
of the house, ending up in the cellar. To make ourselves quieter, we look off our shoes and tied them
around our necks before sneaking up the steps and slowly opening the door to the kitchen. The room
smelled of re-membered bread.
While Smaolach and Luchóg raided the pantry, I tiptoed through the rooms to locate the front door
and an easy exit. On the walls of the living room hung a gallery of photographic portraits that read mainly
as uninterest-ing shadows, but as I passed by one, illuminated by a white shaft of moon-light, I froze.
Two figures, a young mother and her infant child, lifted to her shoulder to face the camera. The baby
looked like every other baby, round and smooth as a button. The mother did not stare directly into the
lens but watched her son from the corners of her eyes. Her hairstyle and clothing suggested another era,
and she, with her beguiling smile and hopeful gaze, appeared hardly more than a child with a child. She
lifted her chin, as if pre-paring to burst out laughing with joy at the babe in arms. The photograph
triggered a rush of chemicals to my brain. Dizzy and disoriented, I knew, but could not place, their faces.
There were other photographs—a long white dress standing next to a shadow, a man in a peaked
cap—but I kept coming back to the mother and child, put my fingers on the glass, traced the contours of
those figures. I wanted to remember. Foolishly, I went to the wall and turned on the lamp.
Someone gasped in the kitchen just as the pictures on the wall jumped into clarity. Two older
people with severe eyeglasses. A fat baby. But I could see clearly the photograph that had so entranced
me, and beside it another which disturbed me more. There was a boy, eyes skyward, looking up in
expectation of something unseen. He could not have been more than seven at the time the picture was
taken, and had the snapshot not been in black) and white, I would have sooner recognized his face. For
it was mine, and me, in a jacket and cap, eyes awaiting—what? a snowfall, a tossed football, a V of
geese, hands from above? What a strange thing to happen to a little boy, to end up on the wall of this
unfamiliar house. The man and woman in the wedding picture offered no clues. It was my father with a
different bride.
"Aniday, what are you doing?" Luchóg hissed. "Hush those lights."
A mattress creaked overhead as someone got out of bed. I snapped off the lights and scrammed.
The floorboards moaned. A woman's voice mut-tered in a high, impatient tone.
"All right," the man replied. "I'll go check, but I didn't hear a thing." He headed for the upper
stairway, took the steps slowly one by one. We tried the back door out of the kitchen but could not
figure out the lock.
"The damned thing won't budge," Smaolach said.
The approaching figure reached the bottom landing, switched on the light. He went into the living
room, which I had departed seconds earlier. Luchóg fussed with a rotating bar and unlocked the
deadbolt with a soft click. We froze at the sound.
"Hey, who's there?" the man said from the other room. He padded our way in his bare feet.
"Fuck all," said Smaolach, and he turned the knob and pushed. The door opened six inches but
hung fast by a small metal chain above our heads. "Let's go," he said, and we changed to squeeze
through the gap one by one, scattering sugar and flour behind us. I am sure he saw the last of us, for the
man called out "Hey" again, but we were gone, racing across the frosty lawn. The floodlight popped on
like a flashbulb, but we had passed its circle of il-lumination. From the top of the ridge, we watched all
his rooms light up in sequence, till the windows glowed like rows of jack-o'-lanterns. A dog began to
yowl madly in the middle of the village, and we took that as a sign to retreat home. The ground chilled
our bare feet, but, exhilarated as imps, we escaped our treasures, laughing under the cold stars.
At the top of the ridgeline, Luchóg stopped to smoke one of his purloined cigarettes, and I looked
back one last time at the ordered village where our home used to be. This is the place where it had all
happened—a reach for wild honey high in a tree, a stretch of roadway where the car struck a deer, a
clearing where I first opened my eyes and saw eleven dark children. But someone had erased all that,
like a word or a line, and in that space wrote another sentence. The neighborhood of houses appeared