The Slave (Free Men Book 1)(26)
His cock was mostly soft, although it had thickened a little as I worked my way closer, a chubby club nestled in a thatch of dark, springy hair. A cursory tug aside, I ignored it, straddling his thighs to work on his hips instead. I think I loved his hips best. Surprisingly narrow given the breadth of his shoulders, the bones jutted just below his skin, forming a deep V from his belly to his groin. I pressed my weight onto them, enjoying the sensation of holding him as he usually held me, the false illusion of power. I dug my fingers into the sides of his arse, soft and malleable and covered in dark downy hair.
I couldn't resist placing a kiss over his heart before I worked my way up his torso with freshly-oiled hands, over his stomach-not quite as flat as it once was, but seeming so when he lay on his back-and up through the broad, thickly-furred expanse of his chest. He glistened with oil, and I slid across him as I reached his shoulders, the rich scent of coconut rising between us. He held me securely, his hands wrapped around my knees. My groin was over his, my balls resting against his cock, and he was definitely soft no longer, although still relaxed enough he wasn't fully hard.
I palmed his neck, enjoying the rough drag of stubble against my slick hand, the way he tilted his head to grant me full access, his eyes still closed, completely trusting, like he was when I shaved him. I needed to move if I was to oil his shoulders, but I didn't want to climb off his lap. My cock was stirring, plump between my thighs, hyper-aware of his proximity. It would take nothing for me to reach behind myself with my oiled hands and position him at my entrance, sink onto his cock and ride him to completion. I couldn't help feel, however, that would prove too much for Kai.
My fellow slave had abandoned his pretence of not watching and was focused on us with avid interest, drinking in the show I put on with greedy eyes. I held the oil out to him, indicating for him to work on Master's shoulders. He took the bottle, looking at it uncertainly for a moment before rising from his chaise.
Master was watching from beneath his lashes, both of us probably wondering how he would react. Kai had seen me and Master together before, but he and Master had still not come close to touching one another. I held my breath as Kai tipped a small amount of oil onto his palm and rubbed his hands together.
He moved with purpose, standing behind me and bringing his hands down on my shoulders. I gasped with shock, the oil a little cool against my hot skin, but as he dug into the tendons at the sides of my neck, I groaned and went lax.
His touch was firm as he kneaded my flesh, brushing my hair out of the way with the backs of his hands so as not to get too much oil in it. I arched my spine and hung my head, splaying my palms across Master's chest, digging in as Kai found a knot of tension and worked it loose. Master's eyes were wide open now, watching with undisguised interest as the scene unfolded. Kai said nothing, and if they exchanged looks, I didn't see, too consumed with enjoying the unexpected massage. If this was Kai's way of rebelling against Master's ownership, I'm ashamed to say I wholeheartedly approved.
It felt like no time at all before he stopped, wiping the excess oil against my back, yet I felt completely boneless and content, my shoulders never lighter. I hadn't thought I was a tense person, yet the difference was unmistakable. I leant against Kai's chest, smiling as he wrapped his arms around me and nuzzled my neck. Turning my head to kiss him seemed a natural progression, and for a moment I forgot all about Master lying beneath me, my whole world consumed by Kai's presence.
I was embarrassed when I recalled myself, although Master showed no signs of being annoyed with either of us. He smiled lazily and chucked me under the chin when I turned to him, said we were beautiful together, and smirked as Kai stalked back to his chaise and threw himself down in a tantrum.
Chastened, I curled on a cushion on the floor between them feeling horribly conflicted. I owed Master everything, but I had forgotten him entirely when Kai's hands were upon me. Was I really such a fickle creature? How could I have so easily been distracted?
Master stroked my hair, his touch doing much to comfort me, but then the brush of Kai's hand against my arm left me feeling unsettled once more. Was it possible they were fighting over me? But why would Master tolerate such a thing, when we were both his property? I had thought I understood the emerging dynamic the three of us shared, but that moment served only to underline my ignorance.
"Kai, I was wondering if you'd help me later," Master said, breaking the silence which, to me at least, felt tense.
"Help you?" Kai sounded startled and suspicious. "With what?"
"Nothing much." Master gave him a reassuring smile. "I wanted to understand the Granthian corps formations a little better. As you can imagine, good information is scarce. I thought you might be able to fill in the gaps."
"I was only a foot soldier," Kai protested.
"That doesn't mean you don't know anything."
I looked expectantly between them. Master was outright asking for help, but he was also asking Kai to choose between him and loyalty to his people. Kai had fought in the army against Thirskan troops. Would he really betray them?
"I can't see anything I know being of any use," Kai grumbled.
"Then you won't mind telling me," Master said easily. "I have faith in you, Kai. You're an intelligent man."
"What would you do with what I tell you?" Kai asked, still suspicious.
"Probably nothing. I'm not in control of the army, as you well know."
"So why do you want to know anything about it?"
I sucked a breath at his impudence, but Master let it go.
"I like to be informed," he said. "We're a nation at war, and it comes closer every day. I'd like to know what my people are facing. If you tell me anything I consider of value to our troops, I'll speak to the generals." He propped himself on his arm facing Kai, his expression suddenly earnest. "This war has waged longer than any of us have been alive. More men have died in it than we can count. Don't you want to bring it to a close?"
"By helping you win, you mean?"
Master's jaw set. "Someone's got to. How many more young men must die on battlefields-how many soldiers like yourself sold into slavery? I would like to know peace in Thirsk before I'm too old to appreciate it. Surely you can understand that?"
It wasn't fair. Even I knew it wasn't fair, what he was asking of Kai. But what choice did my fellow slave have?
"Fine." A nerve in Kai's jaw twitched. "But don't blame me when I can't tell you anything useful."
"All knowledge is useful," Master replied, closing the matter.
"Is that where you've been these last three days?" Kai asked after a pause. "With the army?"
"Kai!" I couldn't help my shocked exclamation. It wasn't our job to question Master's movements, only to be grateful when he chose to spend his time with us.
"It's all right, Tam." Master petted me. "You don't need to know where I was," he said to Kai. "Indeed, the less you both know, the better."
"I thought knowledge was useful," Kai snapped in a surly tone.
I closed my eyes in despair. Had I spoken to Master like that, I'd have been whipped for my impudence. I was certain Kai was about to be handed the same fate.
Master laughed, surprising me. "I suppose I asked for that," he said, sitting upright and focusing his attention on us both. "I don't want to have to leave you alone so much, either of you. Half the reason I purchased you, Kai, was I knew I was going to have to leave Tam alone more often than he was used to, and I didn't want him to be lonely. That's why I sent him to the slavemarket instead of going myself. He didn't know it at the time, but he was choosing his companion. Inside this compound, you're safe. Whatever is going on outside, you don't need to know about. In fact, I'd rather you didn't."
"Are, are you in danger?" I asked hesitantly. I knew we were a nation at war, but it had never seemed an immediate threat to the people of Otiz.
"No more than I ever was," Master said, not quite reassuring me.
"I was a soldier," Kai protested. "I fought in the war you're speaking of. I watched my friends die fighting."
"And I'm sure you were very capable, but that isn't your life anymore," Master said firmly.
Kai glowered. I couldn't say I didn't understand his feeling of helplessness, being coddled after being a soldier for so long, but I couldn't deny I was pleased Master seemed so determined to keep us out of the conflict, either. I'd have been happier still if all three of us stayed in the safety of his compound and never left.
"I want you to be content," Master continued, looking directly at Kai. "You weren't born to be caged, and you've been too accustomed to more than one man's company. I need to know I can trust you."