'Business?' Saffy parroted, suddenly wishing she hadn't opened the door with wet hair and a face bare of make-up for, deprived of her professional grooming, she felt defenceless.
'I told you that I would investigate the trust fund I set up for you.' Impatience edged his dark deep drawl, energised his stunning dark deep-set eyes with sparks of gold, and as she watched him her mouth ran dry as a bone. 'I have now done so.'
'Oh, the missing money,' she muttered in weak comprehension, and she stepped back with stiff reluctance to open the door, for she didn't want him inside her personal space, didn't want one more memory or association with him to further colour her existence.
'Yes, the money,' Zahir said drily, in a tone that suggested that he could have no other reason to roll up on her doorstep.
She studied him, in a split second memorising sufficient to commemorate his image for life, and she turned away, colour crawling up painfully over her cheekbones as she led the way into the living room. He wore a business suit, a beautifully tailored designer effort that showcased his height and breadth and long powerful legs. He had had his hair cut since she had last seen him, jet black hair feathering back from lean strong features to brush the collar of his shirt, the inevitable stubble shadowing his sculpted mouth and stubborn jaw line because he needed to shave twice a day. She felt like a vulture swooping down greedily on every tiny intimate detail of him and her tummy hollowed with a sense of dread, for she had never felt so vulnerable.
Zahir focused on the fluid sway of her hips encased in colourful silk as she moved ahead of him. He guessed she had just stepped out of the shower and was naked beneath those swirling folds of fabric and he was assailed by a slew of highly erotic images that sent a surge of lust shooting straight to his groin. He gritted his even white teeth and flung his arrogant dark head high. He knew what he was doing; he knew exactly what he was doing this time. He might have ditched his sense of honour but he had made a decision he could live with. Nobody was perfect, nobody followed every rule... Imperfection had suddenly become newly acceptable to him.
Saffy turned round and regarded him expectantly, her gaze slanting out of a direct meeting with his shrewd eyes and focusing on his wide sensual mouth instead. Instantly she felt hunger flare like a storm in her pelvis and perspiration beaded her short upper lip as she fought the weakness and tried to crush it out. But her body, it seemed, had discovered a treacherous life all of its own and she was suddenly aware of the heaviness of her tender brea**sts and the straining, aching peaks.
'That five million you told me about?' she prompted with deliberate tartness of tone, keen for him to take his leave again.
'My London lawyer set up the fund with your solicitor. But five years ago nobody involved was aware that your solicitor was in the early stages of senile dementia and, sadly, he didn't do his job properly,' Zahir explained grimly. 'You were not informed about the fund as you should have been and when your solicitor took early retirement through ill health, his son took over his legal practice. When the son realised that you were ignorant of the money accumulating every month, he committed fraud.'
'Fraud?' Saffy parroted, her bright blue eyes widening.
'He's been syphoning off the funds for his own benefit ever since. I have put the matter in the hands of the police,' Zahir informed her grimly. 'I owe you an apology for accusing you of having excessively enriched yourself since our divorce.'
Saffy lifted her chin. 'Yes, you do.'
'In spite of everything, I did intend for you to have that money as security and I am very angry that you did not receive it,' he admitted shortly. 'It is possible that you would never have become a model had you known that you were already financially secure.'
Saffy blinked in surprise at that suggestion. 'I doubt that. Had I known about the fund, I would have refused to accept it. We were married for such a short time that I didn't feel that you owed me anything.'
'You were my wife and my responsibility. I felt differently,' Zahir disagreed with unblemished cool.
'If you'd still had a large financial stake in my future, I wouldn't have felt free to put our marriage behind me,' Saffy admitted with quiet dignity as she began moving back to the door with obvious intent. 'But since I didn't know about the fund, it hardly matters now. I'm just relieved you've managed to sort it out. Now, if that's all you have to say-'
'No, it's not all. I have something else I wish to discuss.'
Saffy froze in her tracks and slowly turned back to him. 'If it's anything to do with the recent past, it's unwelcome and I don't want to hear it.'
Zahir regarded her with glittering dark golden eyes. 'Tough,' he told her. 'I'm here and you'll listen.'
'Look, that kind of attitude may go down well in Maraban but it leaves me cold!'
'But I don't...leave you cold,' he affixed as if she might be in some doubt as to his meaning.
A flush of pink washed from her long slender throat up in a wave of burning mortification, for to have him throw that in her face was an affront of no mean order. 'I'm not listening, Zahir... I'm going to show you out. I want you to leave.'
Instead he stalked towards her like a prowling jungle cat cornering a prey. 'No, you don't. You're being stubborn. You don't like the tables being turned but you put this ball into my court-'
'No, I didn't!' Saffy exclaimed in angry vexation.
'You came to me willingly-'
'I said I wasn't going to talk about this!' Saffy flung back at him furiously.
Zahir sent the door behind her crashing shut with an imperious shove of one strong hand. 'I have a proposition I want you to consider-'
'No...no.' Saffy whipped up her hands to press them against her ears in desperate defiance. 'I'm not listening. You've got nothing to say that I could want to hear.'
Zahir grabbed her hands and yanked them down, retaining a firm hold on her wrists. 'I've already bought you an apartment here in London. You'll move out of this one into it and I will visit you there whenever I am free...'
As simple shock winged through Saffy in a tidal wave her hands went limp in his grasp and she stared up at him wide-eyed with astonishment and no small amount of incredulity. 'An apartment? What on earth are you suggesting?'
'That you leave your current lover and become mine,' Zahir spelt out with barely leashed ferocity. 'I don't want you here with him. I don't care what arrangement you have. I will only come to you if you are mine alone!'
Saffy blinked rapidly, processing his words in disbelief. 'You're insane. Five years ago, you divorced me and cast me off like an old shoe you'd outgrown!' she condemned rawly. 'And now you're asking me to be your mistress?'
Brilliant dark eyes narrowed and he freed her hands. 'That's an emotive label and rather outdated.'
'And yet you've got the nerve to suggest such a demeaning relationship might suit me?' Saffy hissed at him furiously.
'Yes, I have the nerve,' Zahir declared in a driven undertone, his accent very thick. 'I want you to the edge of madness but I won't share you with other men.'
'My goodness,' Saffy said in a sharp and brittle voice. 'Was I that good in the tent?'
'Stop it,' Zahir urged harshly, stroking a stern finger across her parted lips, leaving a tingle in the wake of his warning. 'Don't reduce us both to that level with that tongue of yours. There is no sin in us indulging ourselves in pleasure. Who would it harm? We would be discreet. I would spend as much time with you as I can find to spare.'
But Saffy was still stunned by what he was proposing. A mistress? A kept woman in the background of his life, a dirty secret? Her? He had to be kidding. Her pride and independence would never allow her to accept such a relationship. Of course, how could he know that? At eighteen she had been loving, clingy and needy and that was probably how he still saw her. Back then marriage and a man she loved had been the zenith of her ambitions. But the more she thought of it the insult of what he was prepared to offer her in the present cut very deep indeed and she could not credit that he would believe even for a second that she could agree to be any man's secret mistress!
'It really is time that you go,' Saffy snapped, throwing her head back, damp golden hair rippling back from her taut cheekbones. 'You've said what you wanted to say and my answer is no. No, no, no! I like my life just the way it is.'