The Sacrilege(64)

In spite of everything, I managed a short laugh. “What pap! We all talk about the fine old times of the founding fathers and the virtues of the Italian peasant, backbone of the state. Does anyone really believe we can conjure those times back, like some necromancer raising the dead to prophesy? How long will those stalwart veterans last on their idyllic little farm plots, Father? How long before they sell up and leave the land to join the urban mob here in Rome? What peasant, however hard-working, can compete with latifundia the size of small countries and worked by thousands of slaves?”

“They might last for Pompey’s lifetime,” Father said. “That’s long enough for his purposes.”

“How very true.”

“And what would you do?” he asked, his face getting red. “How would you change things?”

“Break up the latifundia for a start,” I said. “Forbid the importation of new slaves and the selling of Italians into slavery. Tax those plantations until the owners have to sell off land.”

“Tax Roman citizens?” Father bellowed. “You’re mad!”

“We’re dying by inches as it is,” I insisted. I usually didn’t talk like this, but I was very tired and had lost a lot of blood. “I’d pay the owners a small, very small, indemnity and repatriate those slaves right out of Italy. They’re the root of most of our problems. The fact is, we Romans have grown too damned lazy to do our own work. All we do anymore is fight and steal. We have slaves to do all the rest.”

“This is wild talk,” Father said. “You sound worse than Clodius and Caesar combined, far worse.”

I laughed again, this time quietly and a little shakily. “I’m no radical, Father,” I said. “You know that. And I’m not going out into the streets to rabble-rouse, if only because I know how futile it would be. Reform or reaction, all they mean is Roman blood in Roman streets. We see enough of that as it is.”

“See that you curb your tongue, then. Talk gets you killed as efficiently as action, these days.”

“I don’t suppose,” I said, “that I could talk you out of a litter and some bearers to take me to my physician?”

“All that bad, is it? Oh, very well.” He called to another slave and there was some scurrying about. The old man was mellowing with age. Time was when he would have lectured me half the day about how he had marched for fifty miles in full armor with wounds far worse. Maybe he had. I never claimed to be especially rugged.

The ride to the Statilian ludus was a bit hazy. The sun kept getting brighter, then dimmer. I think only the fortification of that excellent Caecuban kept me from passing out. As it was, the gods sent me visions. I thought I saw the goddess Diana, in her brief hunting tunic, bow and quiver, but then she became Clodia, and she was laughing at me. Clodia had laughed at me before, with good reason. I was about to tell her what a scheming slut she was when I realized that it was not Clodia but Fausta. She said something that I could not understand, and I tried to ask her to repeat it, but then I saw that it was not Fausta but her brother, Faustus. The metamorphosis had been subtle because the twins were so alike. He was reaching something out to me in a beringed hand, but that did not seem right, because soldiers rarely wear a great many rings, especially large poison rings. Another transformation had occurred. Now it was Appius Claudius Nero, and he was holding something, something he urgently wanted me to take, trying to speak despite the puncture in his throat and the dent in his brow.

Then a huge shadow reared up behind Nero. It was a four-footed beast towering over him, and its great paw descended, crushing him before he could give me whatever it was. I looked up and saw that the beast was Cerberus, the guard-dog of the underworld. I knew this because, unlike ordinary dogs, he was gigantic and had three heads. They were not dog heads, though, but human heads, like one of those hybrid Egyptian deities. The head on the right was that of Crassus, regarding me with those cold blue eyes. That on the left was the jovial head of Pompey. The one in the center was in shadow and I could not recognize it, but I knew that this one was the master of the other two, else why was he in the center? Then someone else was in front of Cerberus. This was Julia, and she, too, was reaching out for me. Her hand touched my shoulder.

“Decius?” Asklepiodes gripped my unwounded shoulder lightly and shook me. His face wavered in my vision, then solidified.

“I really would have preferred Julia,” I said.

“What?” His elegantly bearded Greek face showed concern. “I was not expecting to see you again quite so soon, Decius.” He turned and shouted something over his shoulder. A pair of gladiators came and lifted me out of the litter as lightly as if I had been an infant and carried me to the physician’s quarters, where his servants efficiently stripped and washed me as he examined my wounds.