“I do so judge it,” Caesar intoned, “and it is to my unutterable shame that this unspeakable act should happen within the house of Caesar.” This was the first time I heard him refer to himself in the third person, an annoying habit with which we were to become all too familiar.
“Then,” said Calpurnianus, “with the concurrence of the Senate, I shall direct the praetor Aulus Gabinius to go with his lictors to the house of Clodius and place him under arrest.”
“Just a minute, now!” shouted a Senator named Fufius, a notorious lackey of Clodius. “Publius Clodius is a serving Roman official and cannot be arrested or impeached while he is in office!”
“Oh, sit down and stop talking like an idiot!” barked Cicero. “Clodius is a mere quaestor, with no more imperium than brains. What’s more, he has not yet gone to his place of duty to take up his office, and this offense has nothing to do with the discharge of official business.”
“And let us not forget,” said Metellus Nepos, all bland malice, “that during the Catilinarian emergency, serving Roman officials, including a praetor, were arrested. Might not a charge of sacrilege be as serious as one of treason?” This, of course, had nothing to do with Clodius but was aimed directly at Cicero, who had ordered those arrests.
I must say that, in the midst of all this legal and ritual dispute, the mood of most of the Senate was one of merriment. The whole affair was so absurd that it was like something happening in a play by Aristophanes. We would not have been surprised to see the principals don comic masks with wide-stretched mouths.
“Gentlemen,” said Hortalus, “before we speak seriously of arrests and trials, I must remind you all of something. If we bring Publius Clodius into court, there will be testimony. In the course of that testimony, somebody, sooner or later, must speak of the rites of the Good Goddess.” That gave us all pause.
Cato stood up. “Unthinkable! These sacred matters must not be made the subject of vulgar gossip in the Forum!”
“Step outside, Cato,” shouted someone. “I’ll wager a hundred sesterces nobody’s babbling about anything else right now!”
“How can we have a trial,” said the praetor Naso, “when the women who were present at the offense can’t speak of what they were doing and no man can hear about it?” That set off another round of calls for action and protests against any such thing. I began to despair of anything constructive being decided. By now, I thought, Clodius must be on a fast horse headed for Messina, there to take ship for Sicily, where he could hide under the cover of his office until the furor died down in Rome.
Toward noon, there occurred a remarkable exchange. Everyone has heard some version of it, usually distorted beyond recognition by those who were not there or those who were but in later years grew too fearful to tell the truth. I am the only man now alive who was there that day, and this is how it truly happened, not how it ended up in Roman legend.
“Caius Julius,” said the Consul Messala Niger, “without your speaking of forbidden things, do you know if any of the ladies who were present last night have any idea of what Clodius was up to when he entered your house dressed as a woman?” Everybody wanted to hear about this.
“My mother, the lady Aurelia, has told me there was talk that Clodius thus gained stealthy entrance to carry on a liaison with Pompeia.” He drew himself up so straight and tall that I suspected him of wearing actors’ buskins on his feet. “I have therefore resolved to divorce Pompeia forthwith!”
Celer stood. “Don’t be hasty, Caius Julius. There is nothing going on between your wife and Clodius. He just wanted to spy on the rites. The fool has talked about nothing else for days.”
Then Caesar made history, of a sort. Gazing around him like an eagle, he said, “She may well be innocent, but that is immaterial. Caesar’s wife must be above suspicion.” You could have heard a pin drop in the Curia. The appearance of a god among us could not have been so stunning.
One of the many banes of my existence has been my laugh, which is high-pitched and raucous, and has on more than one occasion been likened to the braying of a wild ass. I could not help myself. I held it in as long as possible, then let it loose when the pain of suppression grew insupportable. It started as a snorting wheeze high up in my aristocratic Metellan nose and, an instant later, emerged like the sound of a legion’s pack-train demanding their ration of oats.
In an instant, the Senate was convulsed. Vinegary old politicians who didn’t laugh from one year to the next doubled over, laughing until their guts cramped. Solemn pontifexes had tears rolling down their wrinkled cheeks. Just outside the chamber, a whole bench of tribunes rolled about so helpless with laughter that they could not have interposed a veto if we had called for the beheading of every plebeian in Rome. I am sure that I saw even Cato smiling.