the fuck are you doing, man!’ That was Edvard
Mosken, the leader of their section, shouting. The
calm soldier from Mjøndøl seldom raised his
voice with veterans like Daniel, Sindre and
Gudbrand in the unit. It was usually the new
arrivals who received a bawling out when they
made mistakes. The earful they got saved many of
their lives. Now Edvard Mosken was staring up at
Daniel with the one wide-open eye that he never
closed. Not even when he slept. Gudbrand had
seen that for himself.
‘Get under cover, Gudeson,’ the section leader
said.
But Daniel simply smiled and the next moment he
was gone; the frost smoke from his mouth was left
hanging over them for a tiny second. Then the flare
behind the horizon sank and it was dark again.
‘Gudeson!’ Edvard shouted, clambering out of the
trench. ‘For fuck’s sake!’
‘Can you see him?’ Gudbrand asked.
‘Vanished.’
‘What did the nutter want with the spade?’ Sindre
asked, looking at Gudbrand.
‘Don’t know,’ Gudbrand said. ‘To shift barbed
wire maybe?’
‘Why would he want to shift barbed wire?’
‘Don’t know.’ Gudbrand didn’t like Sindre’s
wild eyes. They reminded him of another country
boy who had been there. He had gone crazy in the
end, pissed in his shoes one night before going on
duty and all his toes had had to be amputated
afterwards. But he was back home in Norway now,
so maybe he hadn’t been so crazy after all. At any
rate, he’d had the same wild eyes.
‘Perhaps he’s going for a walk in no man’s land,’
Gudbrand said. ‘I know what’s on the other side of
the barbed wire. I wonder what he’s doing there.’
‘Perhaps the shell hit him on the head,’ Hallgrim
Dale said. ‘Perhaps he’s gone ga-ga.’
Hallgrim was the youngest in the section, only
eighteen years old. No one really knew why he had
enlisted. Adventure, Gudbrand thought. Dale
maintained that he admired Hitler, but he knew
nothing about politics. Daniel thought that he had
left a girl in the family way.
‘If the Russian is still alive, Gudeson will be shot
before he gets fifty metres,’ Edvard Mosken said.
‘Daniel got him,’ Gudbrand whispered.
‘In that case one of the others will shoot
Gudeson,’ Edvard said, sticking his hand inside his
camouflage jacket and pulling out a thin cigarette
from his breast pocket. ‘It’s crawling with them out
there tonight.’
He held the match in a cupped hand as he struck it
hard against the crude matchbox. The sulphur
ignited at second attempt and Edvard lit his
cigarette, took a drag and passed it round without
saying a word. All the men inhaled slowly and
passed the cigarette on to their neigh-bour. No one
said a word; they all seemed to have sunk into their
own thoughts. But Gudbrand knew that, like him,
they were listening.
Ten minutes passed without a sound. ‘They say
planes are going to bomb Lake Ladoga,’ Hallgrim
Dale said.
They had all heard the rumours about the
Russians fleeing from Leningrad across the frozen
lake. What was worse, though, was that the ice
also meant that General Tsjukov could get supplies
into the besieged town.
‘They’re supposed to be fainting in the streets
from hunger over there,’ Dale said, indicating the
east.
But Gudbrand had been hearing that ever since he
had been sent there, almost a year ago, and still
they were out there shooting at you as soon as you
stuck your head out of the trench. Last winter the
Russian deserters – who’d had enough and chose
to change sides for a little food and warmth – had
come over to the trenches with their hands behind
their heads. But the deserters were few and far
between now, and the two hollow-eyed soldiers
Gudbrand had seen coming over last week had
looked at them in disbelief when they saw that the
Norwegians were just as skinny as they were.
‘Twenty minutes. He’s not coming back,’ Sindre
said. ‘He’s had it. A goner.’
‘Shut it!’ Gudbrand took a step towards Sindre,
who immediately stood up. Even though Sindre
was a good head taller, it was obvious that he had
no stomach for a fight. He probably remembered
the Russian Gudbrand had killed some months ago.
Who would have thought that nice, gentle
Gudbrand had such ferocity in him? The Russian
had sneaked unseen into their trench between two
listening posts and had slaughtered all those
sleeping in the two nearest bunkers, one full of
Dutch soldiers and the other Australians, before he