of the silent majority, as someone seeking
security in the crowd, someone who allows others
to take decisions for them. I have taken this final
decision so that I will be ready when I meet the
Lord and my Helena.
‘Fuck!’
Harry stamped on the brakes as the crowd of
people wearing suits and national costumes
streamed out on to the pedestrian area at the
crossing in Majorstuen. The whole city seemed to
be on the move already. And it felt as if the lights
would never change to green again. Finally he
could slip the clutch and accelerate. He double-
parked in Vibes gate, located Fauke’s doorbell and
pressed. A toddler ran past on loud leather soles
and the ear-piercing bray of his toy horn made
Harry jump.
Fauke didn’t answer. Harry went back to his car
and collected the crowbar he always kept in the
car rather than the boot because of the fickle boot
lock. He returned and put both arms across the two
rows of doorbells. After a few seconds there was
a cacophony of animated voices, probably
belonging to people rushing against the clock, with
hot irons or shoe polish in their hands. He said he
was from the police and someone must have
believed him, because there was an angry buzz and
he was able to push open the door. He sprinted up,
four steps at a time. Then he was on the third floor,
his heart now beating even faster than it had since
he had seen the photograph a quarter of an hour
earlier.
The task I have set myself has already cost
several innocent human lives, and of course there
is the risk it may cost more. It will always be that
way with war. So judge me as a soldier who
wasn’t given many options. That is my wish. But
if you should judge me harshly, know that you too
are only fallible, and it will always be thus, for
both you and me. In the end there is only one
judge: God. These are my memoirs.
Harry hit Fauke’s door twice with his fist and
shouted his name. On hearing nothing, he jammed
the crowbar in beneath the lock and launched
himself at it. At the third attempt the door gave
with a loud bang. He stepped across the threshold.
It was dark and quiet in the flat and in a strange
way it reminded him of the bedroom he had just
left. There was something vacant and utterly
abandoned about it. He understood why when he
went into the sitting room. It was abandoned. The
papers that had been strewn over the floor, the
books on the slanting book shelves and the half-full
coffee cups were gone. The furniture had been
shoved into a corner and draped with white sheets.
A stripe of sunlight through the window fell on a
pile of papers bound together with string, lying in
the middle of the cleared sitting-room floor.
When you read this, I hope I will be dead. I hope
we will all be dead.
Harry crouched down beside the pile of papers.
On the top sheet was typed The Great Betrayal:
A Soldier’s Memoirs.
Harry untied the string.
Next page: I am writing this so that whoever
finds it shall know a little about why I have taken
the decisions I have. Harry leafed through the pile.
There must have been several hundred densely
written pages. He glanced at his watch: 8.30. He
found Fritz’s number in his notebook, pulled out
his mobile phone and caught the Austrian on his
way home after night duty. After talking to Fritz for
a minute, Harry rang directory enquiries, who
found the number and put him through.
‘Weber.’
‘Hole. Happy Independence Day. Isn’t that what
we’re supposed to say?’
‘To hell with that. What do you want?’
‘Well, you probably have plans for today . . .’
‘Yes, I was planning to keep the door locked and
the windows closed and read the papers. Spit it
out.’
‘I need to have some fingerprints taken.’
‘Great. When?’
‘Right now. You’ll have to bring your case with
you, so we can send them from here. And I’ll need
a Smith & Wesson.’
Harry gave him the address. Then he took the pile
of papers with him to one of the shrouded chairs,
sat down and began to read.
95
Oslo. 17 May 2000.
Leningrad. 12 December 1942.
The flares light up the grey night sky, making it
resemble a filthy top canvas drawn over the drab,
bare landscape surrounding us on all sides.
Perhaps the Russians have launched an offensive,
perhaps it is a feint, we never know until
afterwards. Daniel has proved himself as a
fantastic marksman again. If he was not a legend
before, he assured himself immortality today. He
hit and killed a Russian from a range of half a
kilometre. Then he went into no man’s land alone
and gave the dead man a Christian burial. I have
never heard of anyone doing anything like that