Even though I loved that I idea, it worried me.
“That’s a lot for you at the restaurant.”
“Two months. They’ll cover me.”
I knew that was a sacrifice for Benny.
But it made me happy, and not just because I’d see him more, also because he wanted to see me more and he was a man willing to make that kind of sacrifice for me.
“Cheryl is gonna have to make do with a weekday wingman,” I muttered, thinking that’d work for her because she probably worked most weekends.
“What?” Ben asked.
“Nothin’,” I answered.
“Cheryl’s wingman?” he pushed, and I pressed my lips together because I had a feeling Ben was a man of the Colt and Cal variety. “Frankie,” he prompted in a warning, not throaty, sexy, post-orgasm voice, but in a growly, sexy, getting-pissed, post-orgasm voice.
Yep, Benny was a man of the Colt and Cal variety.
So I gave it up. “Cheryl asked me to be her wingman.”
“And you said yes?” Ben asked, like I told him Cheryl asked me to help her bomb the Canadian embassy.
“She needs to get laid,” I explained.
“Seen her, figure she can accomplish that feat on her own,” Ben returned.
“Every girl needs a good wingman, Benny,” I shot back, my voice not throaty, post-orgasm anymore either, mostly because I was kind of getting pissed.
“Maybe. It’s just that hers isn’t gonna be you,” Benny declared, and I stopped kind of getting pissed and just got that way.
“Why?”
“You and your ass, hair, legs, tits, and smile do not need to be out on your heels with fuckin’ Cheryl, gettin’ attention and gettin’ into trouble.”
“Benny Bianchi, do you think in a million years I’d do anything to jeopardize the promise of you?” I snapped.
I got silence from Benny for a moment before he asked quietly, “The promise of me?”
“Yes,” I hissed. “The promise of you.”
“Babe, I’m yours. How am I a promise?” he asked, tone now cautious, and my belly did a dip at the “I’m yours” business.
But still.
“Every day is a new promise, Ben,” I told him sharply. “Every night I go to sleep knowin’ it’s a promise, every day I wake knowin’ in some way it’s gonna be fulfilled. And repeat. For…hopefully…ever.”
“Frankie,” he whispered but didn’t go on.
I ignored the depth of meaning behind that whisper and stated, “So don’t tell me I can’t go out with Cheryl. She’s funny. She’s edgy, but she’s nice. I know Vi wouldn’t let her close to her or her girls if she didn’t have a heart of gold, but just sayin’, Cal wouldn’t either. So I’ve got two months left in the ’burg. The whole time I’ve been here it felt like I was in limbo, not at home, away from everyone I love, primarily you, and that really hasn’t felt great. So I’m gonna go out and have fun with one of the few people I know and you aren’t gonna stop me.”
“Okay, baby.”
I blinked again at my pillow. “Okay?”
“Yeah, go out and have fun.”
“As easy as that?” I asked dubiously.
“Pretty much,” he answered.
I didn’t trust it.
“Does this mean you’re gonna play some guy’s wingman while I’m away?”
“Francesca, when do I have time to be some guy’s wingman? I work, and when I’m not workin’, my ass is with you.”
Oh yeah.
Right.
“But, are you sayin’ you can and I can’t?” Ben went on.
“You’re hot,” I pointed out. “Girls like hot.”
“You aren’t butt-ugly,” he returned.
I had to admit, this was true.
He kept going.
“And do you think in a million years I’d do anything to jeopardize the promise of you?”
God.
Benny.
Suddenly, I was not pissed at all.
“No,” I whispered.
“I’m not Enzo,” Ben declared.
“I know you’re not.”
“And you aren’t Ninette.”
“I know.”
“So are you done pissin’ me off after you got me off?” he asked.
“I think so,” I answered. “But just to say, you started it.”
“Fuck,” he muttered.
“Ninette’s fiancé dumped her, by the way,” I told him to change the subject.
This got no response.
“She’s heading up to Chicago to find someone to mooch off of,” I shared.
“That will not be you and me,” Ben stated firmly.
I knew it, and because I did, I smiled.
I also kept at it.