“You waiting on Mr. Sullivan?”
“I’m walking it today.”
Don motioned at the rectangular package wrapped in thick brown paper that Astor carried under his left arm. “Sure you don’t need a radio car? That looks kind of heavy.”
“I think I can handle it.”
Outside, the morning was cool and crisp. Astor hesitated at the curb, looking up and down for anything suspicious. He stopped after a few seconds. He wouldn’t be able to spot a hit man if one walked up to him with a gun in his hand. He set out nervously, but his anxieties left him after a few blocks. The sun crested the horizon and its soft rays cleansed all they touched: the cobblestones fronting the corner café, the grime-encrusted grille protecting the liquor store across the street, even the brick walls layered with graffiti. All were colored shiny and new and radiated the promise that was the city’s greatest strength.
He headed south on Tenth Avenue for a few blocks before cutting over to Washington and making his way through SoHo and the Village. He had donned his usual outfit: navy suit, white shirt, lace-ups, with a necktie tucked into his pocket for emergencies. There was a good chance it would see some use today. He looked at every street corner, the familiar storefronts and restaurants, with a kind eye. He knew he’d been granted a second lease on life, maybe even a reprieve. At some point he’d come to believe that things happened for a reason. He wasn’t sure if there was a purpose to life, and if there was, what his might be. He was not so presumptuous as to guess why these things happened or to assume that a higher power was involved. He just knew in some inchoate but unshakeable way that life gave you signs and it was up to you to spot them and, more important, to act on them.
And so he knew that there was a reason he had not stepped straight into the elevator shaft and fallen to his death. He did not believe the reason was that he could go right back to work and continue devoting his energies to making as much money as possible. There was a bigger reason, and that reason was to find out what had happened to his father.
Astor kept it as simple as that. It wasn’t exactly a road-to-Damascus moment, but whatever—he wasn’t a saint. Just thinking about it made him uncomfortable.
Astor happened to glance up at a street sign.
Church Street.
“Coincidence,” he said aloud.
He kept walking.
“What are you doing here so early?”
“Couldn’t sleep.”
“Me neither.”
“We’re in it deep and stinky, boss.”
Marv Shank peered from his desk. It was just past six and already his shirt was rumpled, his necktie askew, his cheeks dark with stubble that had eluded his razor. If I look half as bad as that, thought Astor, we are in trouble.
“Come on down to my office. We’ll see how we can get our boots clear of this.”
“They’re still going to smell.”
Astor put his hand on Shank’s shoulder as they walked the length of the office. “Ye of little faith.”
The trading floor was deserted. A stuttering fluorescent bulb lit the room, giving it the melancholy, abandoned feel of a ballroom after the fest. In an hour, thirty of the smartest men and women on the planet would be patrolling the area, people of seething ambition and robust intellect, plotting strategies, marshaling facts, placing bets on the most efficient marketplace in human history, filling the room with enough energy to light the island of Manhattan and the other boroughs of New York. For now, though, it was just the two of them up against it.
Inside his office, Astor switched on the light and set the package down against the side of his desk.
“What’s that you got?” asked Shank.
“That?” Astor settled into his chair, swiveling to study his price screens. “Insurance.”
Shank picked up the package, felt the edges, then set it back down. “Is that what I think it is?”
“Yup.”
“And you just put it in your car and carried it here?”
“Actually, I walked it over. Didn’t want to wake Sully so early. We had a rough day yesterday.”
Shank turned paler than he’d been a minute before. “You walked it over?”
“It’s only three miles from my place to here. Who’s going to hassle me at five in the morning? Lots of people out and about that early. Safest time of day.”
“Yeah, I saw some of them loitering by the bridge, having their morning constitutional on my way in. Real safe.”
“No worries. I run that route all the time.”
“Now I’m feeling better. For a second there, I thought I was working with a raving lunatic.”
Astor considered this. “Not raving.” He squinted to read the numerals on the screen. “So what you got?”