“AHHH!” I screamed as he sank them in to my neck for the last time and sucked hard making me come once more. There was a blinding light that detonated behind my eyes just as I felt him pulsate inside me as he emptied himself. My back bowed coming off the bed and I felt his arms go under me, holding me steady as I quivered uncontrollable.
“You’re ok, you’re ok… I’ve got you…I got you my Angel.” He cooed in my ear and he gently lowered me back onto the bed. It felt like I was coming down from the biggest high of my life and that combined with training for the Olympics marathon, well it had me in pieces.
“Let’s sort out the mess I made.” He said as I lay there panting and gasping for air. He groaned when I continued to spasm around where he still lay hard and embedded inside me. I felt him lean down and seal my neck, licking away any evidence before coming back to look at me. Then he put his forehead to mine and said the only words I now needed to hear,
“I love you.”
Chapter 36
The Truth Finally Comes Out
I don’t really remember what happened after Draven told me he loved me but it was like the last thing my body needed to hear before I could give in to sleep. I knew without a doubt I needed it but I also knew it wasn’t just physically but almost mentally that I needed the rest. It was as if all the worry, heartbreak and frustrations over the last year had finally come to fruition in this one moment. And the knowledge in that was like my mind taking a big sigh and only needing one thing…
Peace.
I had no clue how long this had lasted as I stretched out my limbs expecting to feel sore. Then I clued into the fact that I was obviously once again benefiting from Draven’s essence and would heal very quickly. Well it certainly came in handy being with a sexually dominant partner and considering how rough Draven could sometimes be when he let himself go. Not that he ever really hurt me and I relished in the knowledge that I could do that to him and his control. But it also meant that waking the next morning or in this case still the night that I wasn’t going to be walking like John Wayne had lost his horse.
I rubbed some of the sleep from my eyes and looked towards where Draven was still resting. I was surprised I hadn’t woken him with my movements as he was on his side with his arms around me. Seeing him look so peaceful made me smile and I gently pushed back a piece of hair that had fallen over his forehead. I drank in the sight of the man I loved with the soft moonlight filtering through the windows and casting shadows on his skin. I think I could have stared at him for the rest of the night but my restless mind wouldn’t give me the calming thoughts to do such time real justice.
So with this in mind I shifted gently from his hold taking the added care in not waking him. Once I was free I pulled off the top sheet and wrapped it around myself before rising from the bed. The first thing I noticed was that Draven must have cleaned me of any trace of him after our time making love and after I had obviously passed out on him. This thought made me both blush and smile to myself at the thought of him taking care of me in the most intimate way a man could to the woman he loved.
I walked over to the windows and saw the glass doors in the middle that led out onto a balcony. I looked back at the bed to see Draven still in the land of King nod and decided it wouldn’t wake him, so I opened the doors. The cool night air felt wonderful on my blushed skin and I closed my eyes taking it in. I stepped out into the night and wondered what time it must be.
But wondering the time didn’t keep my mind occupied enough not to find it overloaded by all the questions I now had. It was like being in a room full of towering files and all I needed was one last question to be added to the top for them all to come toppling down over me. I felt buried under the weight as it was and that was ever since I knew he had lied all that time ago. I had tried to fool myself by believing I had moved on or no longer cared enough thanks to the hurt but it had all been a way of coping with my loss.
“I must say, I am not a fan of waking up without you in my bed, Keira.” Draven’s voice startled me to a jump but he soon put his arms around me from behind and pulled me back to him.
“And I have been forced without the pleasure for far too long.” He said leaning down to kiss my bare shoulder after slipping the sheet from my skin. I shuddered in his hold and I felt his satisfied grin smile against me.
“I guess I couldn’t sleep anymore.” I said looking out onto the canal and watching the still water reflecting the night sky.
“Are you alright?” He asked losing that playful tone now it was replaced with concern.